I was persecuted and turned into a teenage idol

But it seems... I no longer have that impulse.

Of course, that's obvious.

That thing is gone... how can I act impulsively?

But what I'm talking about isn't the impulse of that thing, but rather... the feeling of that impulse.

Is it because I've ingested too much estrogen that I no longer have that primal male desire for girls?

So, was my nervousness and anticipation towards Momo and the others simply due to my excitement and curiosity as a virgin?

Confused, Su Jian suddenly realized that she had not only lost the physical ability to like girls, but also her passion for hormones was gradually fading.

Simply put, I still prefer girls...

But it's like a girl liking another girl... but the two kinds of liking seem to be quite different.

Su Jian couldn't figure this out for the time being; she felt completely confused, which led her to think of another problem.

If... my gender is revealed after the show ends.

When Momo thinks back to tonight... will she hate me? Maybe...?

Thinking of this, my expression suddenly changed, and I felt a sense of fear and apology.

She quietly kept her distance from Xu Momo, but the other person suddenly took her hand and rested her head on her shoulder.

"Su Jian, will you be my pillow?"

"I... um... a little... cough cough! Okay..."

I can't stand girls' sweet, coquettish requests.

Su Jian coughed awkwardly a few times and then nodded.

As for the future... we'll see when the time comes.

Chapter 40. Wake-up Special

dong dong dong!dong dong dong!

Early in the morning, the camera was pointed at the door of the cabin, and a hand knocked on Su Jian's door from a first-person perspective.

"Huh? Who is it!"

A questioning voice came from inside the house. A short while later, Xu Momo, fully dressed, opened the door with one hand while tying her hair up with the other.

"Huh?" Xu Momo was taken aback. "It's you guys?"

"Huh?" The photographer and staff couldn't help but grin. "I was wondering why I couldn't find you in your room. Turns out you were with Su Jian!"

“We slept together last night.” Xu Momo nodded, then pointed inside. “What are you doing today…?”

"The finals have been postponed by a week, and the production team is preparing to film a 'Wake-up Special' this week."

"A special wake-up call?" Xu Momo immediately became interested. "How are you going to wake her up?"

"We've prepared this!"

The photographer pointed his camera at the staff.

The female staff member suddenly took out a feather stick and a megaphone from the bag.

"Wow..." Xu Momo shivered. "If I weren't awake now, were you planning to use this to wake me up too?"

After seeing the staff member nod, Xu Momo showed a relieved expression, then covered her mouth and smiled, glancing at Su Jian who was still sleeping: "Give me the feather stick, I'll wake this little girl up, okay?"

"Of course!" The staff member handed over the feather stick, then added, "Su Jian's clothes...?"

"Don't worry, she's dressed very warmly!"

The three exchanged a glance and then pushed open the door to enter.

The camera suddenly switched to the room, where Su Jian was lying on the bed covered only by a thin blanket. Her cute little face was slightly pouting, making her look like Sleeping Beauty, which made people want to kiss her.

"here……!"

Xu Momo lowered her voice and moved closer to Su Jian's feet.

Because it was a very hot and humid summer day, Su Jian's feet were sticking out of the blanket.

The photographer quickly followed up, and soon a pair of delicate, fair feet appeared on the screen, with ten toes as translucent as finely carved jade.

"This little girl usually gets up very early, I don't know why she got up so late today, perfect!"

Unaware that his arrival had made Su Jian uneasy and she hadn't slept well the night before, he was completely unaware that Su Jian was so anxious about him.

Xu Momo covered her mouth and smiled, then picked up the feather stick and gently shook it on Su Jian's sole.

"Hmm~"

I felt an itch on the soles of my feet.

Su Jian let out a soft hum through her nose, then stirred and fell fast asleep again.

"Hehehe..." Xu Momo couldn't help but laugh.

She glanced at Su Jian, then quickly rubbed the soles of his feet back and forth with a feather stick.

Dense white feathers gently caressed the delicate, flawless soles of the feet, making a soft rubbing sound that involuntarily gave one goosebumps, as if filling them with pink bubbles.

"Hmm...hmm~?"

The itching sensation on the soles of my feet became increasingly noticeable.

The Duke of Zhou, who was playing chess with himself, suddenly drifted away, transforming into a ray of dawn that tore through the darkness.

Su Jian opened her eyes in confusion and bewilderment, and the next second she felt an unbearable itch on her toes. Suddenly, she laughed and quickly pulled her feet back.

"What...are you doing?!"

She rubbed her sleepy eyes and stared in confusion at the three people standing by the bed.

……

Only Su Jian, sitting in a chair, was visible against the black backdrop.

Wearing a Hello Kitty outfit, she rubbed her still sleepy eyes and looked at the camera in front of her with a puzzled expression.

Staff member: "Are you still not awake?"

"I'm awake, yawn~" Su Jian yawned and wiped away her tears. "I'm still a little grumpy when I wake up."

"Here's the thing, today's episode is a wake-up special. After waking everyone up, we'll ask you all a hundred questions!" A staff member explained from behind the camera. "These questions are drawn from the show's fans and your personal fans."

“Oh…” Su Jian scratched her head, “Then go ahead and ask.”

"First question: Have you really never been in a relationship?" The staff member smiled slightly. "It seems everyone cares a lot about this."

"Uh..." What's there to care about?

If you knew the old me, you'd know why I've been single for so long...

However, she couldn't say these things out loud, so Su Jian could only give an awkward smile: "I've never been in a relationship. It's mainly because I used to be quite introverted, the homebody type, so... you know."

"My second question is, what are your hobbies and interests?"

"Hobbies...games, comics, or...wait! I misspoke!"

I was so sleepy that I almost blurted out my true self.

Su Jian's expression suddenly changed, and she hurriedly began to mentally rehearse the persona Ye Xing had created for her: "Me? My hobbies are tea ceremony and flower arrangement, and I also enjoy going to concerts!"

Wow, how elegant!

"It's alright..." Su Jian smiled awkwardly.

Who knows what that thing is?

"The third question," the staff member paused, "is based on the results of the fourth round of voting. The only male contestant who hasn't been voted out or eliminated is still on the show. Who is your choice?"

"Forehead……"

The smile on his face gradually froze.

As the only boy present, Su Jian's lips twitched a few times: "I... don't know either~"

"No clue?" the staff member pressed.

"This..." Su Jian paused, "Really, no!"

"The fourth question..."

……

After finally answering a hundred questions, I was extremely nervous, afraid of saying the wrong thing, and kept myself completely focused throughout.

After leaving the photo studio where the interview took place, Su Jian could finally breathe a sigh of relief.

After being under so much pressure for so many days, isn't it time to relax a little?

"Anyway, there's still a week until the finals, let's go outside first..."

She was slowly about to leave when she saw the sunglasses-wearing figure holding a Gatling gun at the end of the road and suddenly turned around.

"I want to train! I want to fight!!!"

……

"What? Lin Wen withdrew from the competition?"

"Then one person is missing?"

"She made it to the finals, and to be eliminated because of this... I'm afraid she..."

Whispers and discussions arose among the crowd.

"Quiet!" Everything only stopped when the staff slapped her. "Lin Wen is unable to participate in the finals due to health reasons."

"Has this matter been investigated thoroughly?" Ouyang Qingzi blinked in confusion. "Was it really a fan who poisoned the body?"

"Yes, what exactly happened?"

"It's causing widespread panic, we..."

"Alright, alright!" The staff member raised their hand helplessly. "After investigation, it wasn't a fan who poisoned the food. It was a fan of another contestant who poisoned the food to remove obstacles for their favorite idol. For privacy reasons, we won't disclose which one of your fans it was."