Su Rongxue felt this way, even more intensely than this feeling, to the point that she was too afraid to move.

That's why Bai Yu was able to sense that this girl was excessively dependent on him.

Moreover, Su Rongxue believed that as long as she listened to Bai Yu, Bai Yu would definitely like her very much and would never abandon her.

This girl was like this in her previous life, and even with her memories in this life, her subconscious behavior remains the same.

Slowly opening her eyes, Su Rongxue was somewhat hesitant to meet Bai Yu's gaze, unsure whether it was out of shyness or fear.

But every time she made eye contact with Bai Yu, she would pretend to be calm and look away, only to feel a bewildered joy when she turned her head away.

I'm afraid of eye contact, yet I'm also overjoyed by even a brief glance.

Su Rongxue is more like a little bird clinging to someone than a bird. Sometimes, she is a hundred or a thousand times more clingy than a little bird. She would even lose the courage to fly if she were without someone.

"Bai Yu... I think I can marry you anytime..."

She spoke these words cautiously, even though she hadn't said anything wrong, she was still subconsciously timid.

Due to her upbringing and the lack of a father's love, this girl is extremely insecure and timid.

But her courage to like Bai Yu was beyond her own limits, a step she had to take because she didn't want to lose him.

But Bai Yu knew very well from the beginning that this girl would definitely hand over all the initiative to him.

It wasn't because he used any special methods, nor was he setting a trap for Su Rongxue; it was simply that this girl's self-reliant nature meant she would hand over all the initiative to him.

"Xiaoxue, I...I'm giving you this bracelet. It's a bit cheap, but it's the only thing I have that can be a token of our love."

Staring blankly at the iron bracelet that Bai Yu took off her hand, Su Rongxue wondered if she was hallucinating. Bai Yu would actually give her something like a token of their love?

At this moment, Su Rongxue had the illusion that Bai Yu was not Bai Yu, because in her memory and understanding, Bai Yu would never take the initiative to this extent, at least not to the point of directly giving a token of love.

Even if it's hard to believe, what I can see right now is indeed Bai Yu, and what I can hear is indeed the exchange of tokens of love.

Everything is real.

As for whether Su Rongxue would find the token of love Bai Yu presented cheap, that's not a problem at all.

In this girl's eyes, even if Bai Yu could only offer a paper bracelet as a token of their love, she would be happy, because it wasn't a matter of its value, but rather a gesture of affection.

"Bai...Bai Yu, do you...like me?"

Covering her face with her hands, Su Rongxue, wearing a yellow cartoon pajama, shyly asked this question.

Looking at her weak and haggard appearance with an IV drip in her right hand, Bai Yu felt not the joy of being in love, but heartache and anguish.

This girl is really well-behaved and cute, and she always gets shy and touched by the smallest things.

The iron chain that she gave him was not worthy of being called a token of love, because its value was completely inadequate.

Yet she still acted so happy, so like a young girl experiencing her first love.

"I like it, I like it very much, but to be honest, I, Bai Yu, am a terrible person. I can't keep anyone with me from beginning to end, and I've never won, not even once."

Looking at Su Rongxue, Bai Yu's words seemed to be trying to gain sympathy by portraying himself as pitiful, but in reality, he was expressing his apology and self-deprecation.

In his previous life or the one before that, Bai Yu was always utterly incompetent, never winning against anyone, and never having won.

However, Su Rongxue is no longer the same person who had no memories of her previous two lives.

Bai Yu thought Su Rongxue wouldn't understand and would only grasp the surface meaning, but Su Rongxue was fully capable of understanding the meaning behind Bai Yu's words.

After all, she knew that he seemed to like more than just her, but in the end, she chose to leave alone.

And he's really bad, he's never won because he's too greedy, he simply can't win.

"If I've never won, I've never won. You've never won, and neither have I... I like you like a hawthorn, blushing and heartbroken."

Although Su Rongxue, who was originally shy, still spoke in a soft and pleasant voice at this moment, her tone was much firmer and more confident than before, as if she had suddenly become a different person.

Looking up at her, Bai Yu could clearly see a hint of resentment in her eyes.

That resentment was as intense as the love itself.

"Your eyes are telling me that you hate me, and I think I understand why."

Chapter 112 Mental Problems

Just from that one sentence and Su Rongxue's suddenly changed gaze, Bai Yu could sense that this girl was different and special from before.

Therefore, he had previously wondered what would happen if Su Rongxue had memories of her previous life.

After all, once this idea was born, Bai Yu would think of Su Rongxue's attitude and tone every time she called in the past.

At least in her previous life, this girl would have loved to video call him every day. She probably wanted to see him even without saying a word, which was kind of adorably silly.

But now this girl doesn't do that. Instead, she rarely calls him, acting as if she's not as attached to him as she was in the previous life.

Bai Yu had found it strange before, but she had never really considered the possibility that the girl had memories of her previous life.

After all, the reason Lin Ying and Si Yu have memories is because both women left this world in their previous lives, which should be completely different from Su Rongxue's situation.

But after seeing Su Rongxue this time, Bai Yu wondered if the girl might also choose to leave after he left.

Perhaps his thoughts might make people think that Bai Yu is narcissistic, or that he thinks too highly of himself in Su Rongxue's heart, but the problem is that it is not impossible for Su Rongxue to accept it.

"I...don't hate you..."

As soon as she finished speaking, Su Rongxue's eyes returned to their usual innocence and timidity, as if the sudden resentment in her eyes earlier was just Bai Yu's illusion.

But Bai Yu knew very well that what she had seen before could not have been a hallucination or an auditory hallucination, but was something that had really happened.

In other words, Su Rongxue may very well be suffering from a mental illness and also has memories of her previous life.

Thinking of this, Bai Yu couldn't help but reach out to touch the girl's forehead, but as soon as he reached out, Su Rongxue suddenly opened her small mouth and bit his wrist.

The biting force coming from his wrist was so strong that even though Bai Yu wanted to hold back, he couldn't help but frown.

In that instant, he was completely certain that the girl hated him.

Bai Yu held out her hand and waited for Su Rongxue to bite down without letting go. She never tried to break free until blood flowed from Su Rongxue's mouth, at which point she finally let go to relieve the pain.

"Xiaoxue, you still say you don't hate me. If you hate me, then so be it. If you hate me, I'll understand. Actually, even if you want me to leave this place in the end, I'll still think you're not going too far."

Looking calmly at Su Rongxue's slightly pale face, Bai Yu did not panic like she did when she encountered danger and uncertainty in her previous life. Instead, she appeared unusually calm.

When Su Rongxue tasted the blood in her mouth, it was as if thunder had struck her mind. Only then did she realize that she hadn't been able to resist hurting Bai Yu.

This act of harm was not something she consciously intended to do, but rather a subconscious act, a manifestation of hatred buried deep within her heart.

She gently parted her pearly teeth, and blood dripped down her wrist onto her dry lips, then slid down her lips onto the pink sheets, staining them a little crimson.

With a slight pout, Su Rongxue burst into tears under Bai Yu's watchful gaze.

"I'm sorry...I'm so sorry..."

With her soft, weak voice and delicate, sobbing appearance, Bai Yu was momentarily confused as to why the girl was apologizing, and even felt a pang of heartache.

One second he was biting himself hard, the next he suddenly started sobbing. He had wondered if he really had some kind of mental problem.

"Xiaoxue, why are you crying after you bit me? Did you bump your teeth?"

Bai Yu showed no resentment towards Su Rongxue for biting such a large, deep bite mark on her arm, and her tone remained as gentle as it had been at the beginning.

But he didn't know that at this moment, Su Rongxue was really like two personalities switching back and forth. One second she might be a gentle and weak silly loli, and the next second she might become a ruthless and blackened loli.

This change is entirely a side effect of the memories of being abandoned in two lifetimes. The kind-hearted Su Rongxue always felt that she should forgive Bai Yu and change that bad ending. Bai Yu was always such a gentle person to her. But the blackened Su Rongxue always wanted Bai Yu to realize his mistakes and even still wanted to kill him.

Bai Yu was unaware of all this. The only thing he could deduce was that Su Rongxue might have memories of her previous life; he couldn't deduce anything else at this stage.

"Bai Yu... I didn't mean to bite you, I didn't..."

Rubbing her teary eyes, Su Rongxue looked so cute and delicate that no one could bear to blame her.

Moreover, Bai Yu never blamed the girl from beginning to end, nor did she ever feel that she had any right to blame her.

After all, in terms of mistakes, Su Rongxue had never done anything to wrong him, but Bai Yu had made mistakes one, two, three times. Did he have any right to blame this girl for his hatred?

Therefore, he has absolutely no right to blame this girl.

"It's okay, Xiaoxue, I don't blame you. On the contrary, don't these little teeth marks look kind of cute?"

Upon hearing this, Su Rongxue shook her head, wanting to say that it wasn't true. She knew from the look of those teeth marks that it must have been very painful, and she herself was very afraid of pain.

But as she was about to speak, she didn't say what she wanted to express; instead, she voiced her grievances.

"It looks beautiful, but even if you don't blame me, I will still hate you."

The tone of voice is different, the eyes are different, even the attitude is different.

Bai Yu was quite surprised by Su Rongxue's unusual behavior, and even felt a little fearful and uneasy.

Bai Yu was caught off guard by the girl's sudden unusual behavior and simply assumed that she might have memories from her previous life.

But now he realizes that things may not be as simple as he thought.

A person's attitude can change drastically, but not to the point of being like Su Rongxue, who seemed to transform into a completely different person in an instant, giving the impression that even her temperament had changed.

Bai Yu wasn't afraid of getting into trouble himself, nor was he afraid of facing death again, but he was afraid of anything happening to any of the women.

Su Rongxue is clearly experiencing some problems now; as the doctor said before, this girl has developed mental issues.

Furthermore, Bai Yu also considered the possibility that it might be a case of split personality.

But he wasn't entirely sure, since if it were a split personality, it would really mean he would have to face two different Su Rongxues.

In this situation, I might never be able to leave this villa again.

Chapter 113 Talking about Marriage

Seeing the resentful look in Su Rongxue's eyes, Bai Yu hesitated for a moment before nodding and speaking her mind.

"Hate me if you want. No one in the world can make someone 100% satisfied, but you can hate someone 100%."

"Bai Yu...I...I'm in so much pain...I don't want to hate you, but I hate you so much..."

Covering her head with her hand, Su Rongxue seemed to be struggling with her own emotions, her voice trembling with tears. Her appearance was so strange, and the words she spoke were so contradictory.

If Bai Yu didn't know that Su Rongxue was a stupid little girl who could turn evil, she would definitely think that Su Rongxue was a lunatic. Of course, when she turned evil, she didn't seem to be much different from a lunatic.

But now he not only knows that this girl will turn evil, but he also knows that she has memories of her previous life.

Given the influence of her memories and darkened emotions, it's not incomprehensible that she became mentally unstable.

Just like himself, sometimes he does things that he rationally believes he shouldn't do, but he can't help but do them anyway.

He reached out and gently pulled Su Rongxue, who was struggling in her mental world, into his arms. She was a small, soft, and weak little thing, which was very comforting. But it was precisely because she was so small that she was so delicate and cute to hold.

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