Let's do it again, Yukino.

A confident and assertive voice suddenly rang out.

"Oh, I see. You should go back then."

The door slammed shut again. Ignoring the angry shouts of the boy outside, Yukinoshita walked towards the dining table without looking back.

Looking at the table full of delicious food, Yukino Yukinoshita suddenly felt her appetite return.

It's really puzzling.

She thought with a touch of happiness.

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Chapter Nine: He still couldn't fall asleep

I encountered a sunny spring day in this city.

For me, whose personality has been awkward since childhood

After meeting that boy

Watching that boy live only for himself, without getting too involved with those around him, I know he is the powerful being I aspire to be.

Around that time

That thought came to mind.

I,

Yukinoshita Yukino.

They wanted to eat the boy's pancreas.

……

In the deep darkness of the night, everything above was hazy. Even with the bright moon in the sky and the white light of the streetlights, it still gave people a sense of gloom.

In the apartment under the snow,

"Are you done eating? If you've finished mooching, then please leave this apartment, you who have nothing to do with me."

Looking at Haruhi sitting at the dining table wiping her greasy mouth with a wet wipe, Yukinoshita leisurely issued the order to leave.

"No, I already told you, I just came to keep you company because I was afraid you'd be lonely living alone." Although he was already familiar with Xiaoxue's cooking skills, every time he tasted her homemade dishes, it brought him a different and wonderful experience.

"Really? Do you think I'd believe that..."

Listening to the other party's sophistry, Yukinoshita glanced at the pile of plates on the table that were licked clean like dogs, and a mocking sneer curled at the corner of her mouth.

In the quiet living room, there was no sound of spring leaving.

As if realizing something, Yukinoshita's vigilance suddenly rose, and she spoke again, guarding against this guy who currently had no connection with her, coldly.

"Let me make this clear first, I won't let you stay here overnight. Thinking back to the time we spent together was absolutely awful."

Spring glanced disdainfully at Xiaoxue's exceptionally thin chest and chuckled softly.

"Your breasts aren't even half the size they were when you were a freshman in college. Do you think I'd be interested in touching your flat chest right now? I'd rather not touch them."

The voice just fell,

Snapped! !

Enraged, Xiaoxue trembled with rage at Chunri's words. She casually threw the wet towel she was using to wipe her hands at the boy's shameless face.

"I'm really sorry if it's uncomfortable, but you bastard, get out of this apartment right now!"

The girl's voice was a little hoarse, as she pointed towards the entrance hall, seemingly trying to suppress some anger.

"This guy, who's short-sighted and blinded by a single leaf, doesn't understand anything at all. If he's just trying to annoy me, I admit I am very angry right now. So if you're satisfied, please leave."

He has a rude personality and a loud voice. He not only speaks vicious words in a high-decibel voice, but also does things that are quite excessive in every sense of the word.

I still really hate him.

Beneath the snow, her snow-white cheeks seemed puffed up with the warmth of spring.

……

Having long been accustomed to all the joys and sorrows under the snow, he didn't take the girl's order to leave to heart, and calmly sat at the table, smiling faintly.

"I already said, I didn't come here just to freeload a meal. Besides, I already ate at home before I came."

"Really?"

Yukinoshita was somewhat skeptical. How could she not know this guy's cooking skills? Aside from instant noodles or simple porridge, he had never learned any proper dishes, even after she had taught him many times.

"Of course it's true."

Chunri nodded without changing her expression.

Sugar, salt water, and cooking oil alone are enough to barely replenish the energy consumed throughout the day, though they may cause a slight nausea.

He stood up as if he had mustered up his courage and walked up to Xiaoxue.

"I came to see you because I felt there was something I forgot to do, and I would feel bad if I didn't tell you today."

For once, he lowered his head before the snow, and the unruly smile that always graced his lips slowly disappeared at that moment.

Yukinoshita involuntarily took two steps back and frowned her beautiful brows.

"If it's because of the child, I really should apologize to you, Xiaoxue. I'm so sorry. If you hadn't come here with me to save me, you wouldn't have come here with me."

"Those things are none of your business, right? Anyway, if Yui hadn't told you, you wouldn't have known at all."

Snow beneath the cold laughter was somewhat amused as she turned her face away.

But the sounds of spring continue.

"Half an hour ago, I was lying on my bed in my apartment, but for some reason, I just couldn't fall asleep, even though I was planning to rest."

"All I could think about was you, Xue, with your big belly and the baby you were about to give birth to. The thought that those memories would never fade away from today made me feel so guilty that I couldn't sleep. So I ran here as fast as I could, wearing only these slippers."

Although he considered himself somewhat greedy and even selfish, he was ultimately not an extremely bad person.

Therefore, Xiaoxue, who is actually more sensitive than herself, is not as strong as she appears now.

After hesitating for a long time, Chunri slowly placed her hand on Chunri's smooth and silky long hair under the snow and stroked it twice. The cool girl sitting there stared blankly at Chunri's actions, then closed her eyes slightly, and tugged at the hem of Chunri's clothes with one hand, but did not refuse.

He gently stroked the girl's always graceful and beautiful face, placing Xiaoxue's hand on his chest without any impropriety.

"Although we've decided to cut ties and have nothing to do with each other anymore, I don't want you to suffer alone tonight from the pain I caused you. Hit me, yell at me, you can vent your emotions tonight, but once tonight is over, Xiaoxue, I hope you can become the person you were seven years ago, okay?"

one second,

Two seconds

Three seconds

……

Ten seconds later,

Spring watched silently as Xiaoxue suddenly began to cry and sob like a child.

He placed his hand on Xuexia's shoulder and patted it as if coaxing a child.

It's true that being alone can be quite vulnerable.

At this moment, Xiaoxue seemed to have triggered a mechanism. In the quiet and cold living room, the girl curled up, her brows furrowed in pain, crying and sobbing, and then speaking intermittently.

“I miss him so much, I really miss him, but I also know that he will never come back. I killed him.”

Even if they rekindle their romantic relationship, the child that would have been born back then will never come back.

"It's all my fault. It has nothing to do with you, Xiaoxue. It's all my fault."

Spring comforts the light snow.

To put it bluntly, every time a man ejaculates, more than 100 million sperm are produced, which is less likely than winning the lottery. In other words, even if he and Xiaoxue have a new child in the future, it probably won't be that baby again.

Guilt, endless guilt, filled their hearts.

He bent down, looked at Xiaoxue, and draped his coat over her shoulders, as if to suppress her unease and guilt, and gently hugged her.

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Not long after, listening to the girl's continued weak breathing in his arms, he carefully carried her body to the bed in the bedroom. Then, looking at the girl who was still trembling and talking in her sleep even on the bed, he shook his head and chuckled, turned off the light, and left her bedroom.

That night

Back in his apartment,

I still can't fall asleep.

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Chapter Ten: The Consequences of the Butterfly Effect

In the spring, a gentle breeze is blowing.

The chill has long since dissipated, and all things are reviving.

With dark circles under her eyes, Chunri carried her schoolbag in the back of her hand and walked forward along the long slope. Along the two sides of the wall, there were cherry blossom trees in full bloom. A gentle breeze blew, and the pink petals slowly fell from the branches that were adorned with a few green leaves.

"what----"

Bathed in the warm morning sunlight, Chunri couldn't help but yawn and casually wiped away a few tears that had seeped from the corners of her eyes.

I read until 5 a.m., during which time I felt completely unable to sleep.

Because every time I close my eyes, all I see in my mind is Xiaoxue's heartbroken and guilty expression.

How could he possibly sleep?

So much so that in the final days of spring, I felt I was about to grasp the beautiful state of mind described by Kawabata Yasunari: "At four in the morning, I saw the crabapple blossoms still awake."