The Daily Life of a Hogwarts Terrorist

That's why he needs to set a goal for himself, even if that goal is superficial or unreal, at least it will make him look more real and more like a living human being.

That's why he's so obsessed with money. It's not because money brings him material enjoyment, but because as a general equivalent, this symbol of wealth is also pursued by ordinary people.

In many people's eyes, it has even become a symbol of success or failure in life. As for Mr. Simo, who has no goals of his own, he can only borrow the goals of others, the goals of ordinary people, to experience what it feels like to live like an ordinary person.

Until one day last year, he suddenly realized that someone had appeared in his life. And this person was still inseparable from him until the morning.

Her light blue hair and playful pigtails, her petite figure—just thinking about her evokes a feeling of tenderness and pity! At one time, I even thought she might be the meaning of my life.

but!but!

"The name..."

"Simmo, what are you saying?" Chidori looked at Simmo strangely. Ever since they were in the student council, this guy had been constantly spacing out.

And it's intermittent; sometimes he'll drift off into a trance for two or three minutes, then suddenly interrupt his conversation with Mireille. Sometimes he'll pause suddenly while he's talking non-stop, then fall into a strange pause of a few seconds or even tens of seconds.

It's like a robot that's suddenly turned on by a remote control from somewhere, and then suddenly turned off.

She asked him several times what was wrong, but he brushed her off each time with an extremely perfunctory tone.

“It’s nothing,” Simon said.

Chidori looked at Simo with disbelief. Although the lights on the way back were not very dense and made it somewhat dim, she could still see Simo's complicated expression through the refraction of light.

Simo doesn't know how to properly deal with Chidori Kaname right now. Ever since he discovered some of his lost memories in Mirei's office, a variety of emotions have begun to surge in his mind.

He was puzzled as to why he had lost this memory, puzzled as to why he had suddenly remembered it, confused about the identity of the blue-haired girl in his memory, and felt guilty towards Chidori Kaname beside him.

If I hadn't forgotten "her," would I not have developed feelings for Chidori? But now that I've developed feelings for Chidori, how should I face the thought of that unknown "her"? How should I face my own heart?

This is precisely why Chidori wanted to see Shimo looking so lost and disoriented—he was confused and didn't know how to cope.

You forget the person you liked, then fall in love with someone else, only to suddenly remember the person you forgot. You don't even know why you forgot them in the first place!

Troublesome! Troublesome! Troublesome!

Simo could only pretend that nothing had happened! It was as if he had no idea that his memories had been altered!

As usual, I negotiated and discussed with Mirei. Every now and then, I would think about Kosaka's dark history as a sister-complex to distract myself, and incidentally, lower my own standards and reduce the average level of moral integrity of the amalgam.

I have to say, this method... is absolutely terrible!

Because no matter how he tries to escape, no matter how much Simo pretends to be his usual self—carefree and morally questionable—it's all just procrastination. And like being executed, the longer he procrastinates, the longer he suffers and the more torment he endures.

And how similar this is to Mirei's utopia, except that both involve delays, but while the other's is three years, hers is before leaving the student council.

That's why Simo found it laughable, because when the situation turned into him being alone with Chidori, all the thoughts he had suppressed before... erupted again! (To be continued.)

91. A true gentleman dares to face the grim sight of the machete! Dares to confront the dripping blood!

How to do?How to do?

Mr. Seamus is in a dilemma. Just today, in the student council meeting room, he found his long-lost lover.

And what's a little embarrassing is that he couldn't even remember his lover's name...

Of course, that's not the main issue. The problem is that during Mr. Seamus's amnesia, he developed feelings for another girl. In other words, Mr. Seamus fell for someone else in less than a day?

While this may not compare to Rose, the loyal heroine in Brittany's greatest Hollywood romance film, *How Are You, My Wife?*, who falls for someone else within hours, abandoning her fiancé and falling head over heels for his lover, it's certainly no less impressive, isn't it?

In the eyes of feminists, Mr. Seamus is now on par with maggots, isn't he?

But this is not the reason for Mr. Seamus's distress. Yes, whether it is two-timing or being criticized by feminists, the brave Mr. Seamus will not be afraid, nor will he care, and will not even blink an eye.

A true gentleman dares to face the dripping blood! Dares to confront the grim reality of a machete!

Why?

Mr. Seamus has nothing to fear; he's innocent! He hasn't done anything wrong, so why should he be afraid? How could Mr. Seamus possibly be afraid!

Do you understand the concept of "when in Rome, do as the Romans do"? Do you know the principle of "marry and follow your husband"? Have you ever heard of respecting ethnic and religious customs?

Arab men can have up to four wives; this is a rule governed by Islamic law and basic halal law! As for Mr. Simo, if things come to light later, he can simply take Chidori and the woman in his mind back to his hometown! Can the government of District 11 really convict him of bigamy?

As for the management issue between the first wife and the second wife, that's a family matter. As long as he says to their faces, "You are both my wings," Mr. Ximo doesn't believe he can't handle it! Besides, how could Mr. Ximo not manage to treat both wives equally?

So Mr. Seamus got married based on his own face and "ability," what was he afraid of!

but......

Mr. Seamus still doesn't know who the girl is, why she disappeared, or why he's lost his memories of her. What if, by some chance, he's offended someone and been sabotaged?

If I was indeed ambushed, who was the perpetrator? Is he still nearby, watching my every move?

Moreover, although he and Miss Chidori are currently in a state of being less than friends and far from being lovers, with his excellent abilities, isn't it just a matter of time before he can bring the little canary Chidori into his cage?

Mr. Simo, with his inexplicable confidence, had no doubt that he and Chidori could end up together. His only worry was whether the possible perverted voyeur would try to harm Chidori again after discovering that he had found someone new. Would he alter his memories once more?

Or, to be even more ruthless, to directly commit biological acts of violating one's legal rights to Chidori and the unknown girl?

Wait, if that's the case, why bother altering my memories? Wouldn't it cause ten thousand times more damage by simply NTR'ing me in front of me?

So we can't be so pessimistic! There must be other reasons! There's only one truth!

Mr. Seamus, his imagination running wild, quickly came up with a hypothesis: what if the pervert was a woman? If she didn't have a tool for the crime, then she wouldn't have lost out! Plus, it would have added a buy-one-get-one-free bonus!

Huh? Why is Mr. Seamus so optimistic?

Nonsense, if it were a woman, wouldn't the reason for kidnapping the blue-haired twin-tailed girl be obvious?

As the saying goes, why do women make things difficult for each other? It must be because there's a man behind them!

This explains why the girl with twin tails was kidnapped and her memories were altered! It must be out of love turned to hate, envy and jealousy towards the light blue-haired twin-tailed angel who could be with her!

That's why I went to great lengths to make the little angel disappear, altered my own memories, and then, when I was feeling empty, lonely, and cold, I rushed into my arms to comfort and warm me!

Wait a minute! So... could it be...?

Masaka!

The deeply sinful Mr. Seamus sincerely repented for his humble sin:

Mr. Ximo, who had just tried to use a secret technique inherited from the Chinese Federation for mental health care, was disappointed to find that his so-called mental victory method as a sister-obsessed man was actually ineffective. He was now even angrier and more furious.

Because he knew that his previous wild thoughts were actually completely impossible!

How could a method to modify memories possibly exist? Even if it did, how could it be mastered by a lone individual like Kaname Chidori? Even if it did exist, how could it be used on oneself under the layers of surveillance of amalgam, and why would one have to use it on those around them?

Mr. Seamus just realized that, in the presence of an organized group, modifying the memories of a single individual, especially erasing their existence, will inevitably reveal problems over time. Unless the memories of everyone else that person has come into contact with are also altered, it is impossible to conceal the anomaly of their sudden disappearance.

According to Mr. Seamus's restored memories, the last time he saw the blue-haired girl was when she came out of the student council and, after a long journey, walked into the classroom of Class 1-F.

Therefore, Mr. Seamus can be certain of four points:

First, President Mire must have seen the blue-haired girl who was beside her this morning, but when she saw her again, she didn't mention her at all, which obviously meant that her memories had also been altered.

Second, Kosaka, the siscon, and the students in Class 1-F must have seen that girl. If you don't count the perverted guy, there were only 38 people in the classroom. A girl of such high quality as Little Angel would definitely leave a deep impression on everyone. However, according to Simo's memories, Little Angel isn't in the classroom now, and everyone seems to have forgotten she ever existed.

Third, if Chidori weren't a criminal, he himself would still be in the infirmary, only learning of her existence through Kousaka. They were complete strangers before, and their mutual attraction only developed after a series of events. Therefore, it's impossible for Chidori to kidnap the little angel out of love turned to hate! There's simply no motive for doing so!

Fourth, in Class 1-F, someone has taken the place of the little angel! This person who took the place of the little angel may or may not know the little angel's whereabouts, but this is undoubtedly a clue!

But... who could it be?

(To be continued.)

92. Mr. Seamus's mental disorder regarding romantic choices

Simo realized with frustration that he didn't have a roster of students in Class 1-F beforehand, so he had no idea who was originally in Class 1-F. And without a way to make comparisons, how could he find any clues?

Simo knew very well that if the memories of an entire amalgam squad plus the entire class could be easily altered without anyone noticing, then the opponent's strength must be even more terrifying than he imagined! And how could such an effective organization easily leave behind hidden dangers and destabilizing factors?

But even though his rational mind told him that, Simo still turned to look at the person next to him with a sliver of hope, wanting to ask her if she had the student roster for the whole class.

But that open mouth ultimately uttered not a single word.

The wide-open mouth and hesitant, foolish look made Chidori burst out laughing. Although she couldn't see it very clearly, the faint smile in the dim light still made Simo feel involuntarily captivated. But what followed was worry, fear, resentment, and guilt.

Simo hesitated after thinking about all this.

"What's wrong with you? You're staring blankly with your mouth open like an idiot. Is there something you want to ask?"

The girl's energetic and cheerful laughter echoed in Ximo's ears and was deeply imprinted in his mind. At that moment, he said to himself: I want to protect this smile!

Mr. Simo found himself caught in a dilemma, as if two options had appeared in his mind: (1) To disregard everything and take Chidori a step further, no matter where the enemies were or how many there were, to kill them one by one! The result would likely be that he would lose Chidori completely, just like the girl whose name he still couldn't remember. (2) To cool down his relationship with Chidori, even if it would make him heartbroken, to protect her first, and then to rekindle their relationship after digging out those "rats".

Mr. Seamus discovered for the first time that having someone to care about could be such a painful thing, but he had already made up his mind about what he was going to do next.

Having made up his mind, Simo didn't continue with the question he originally wanted to ask. Instead, he shut his mouth and walked forward without saying a word.

Although he knew it was very impolite, and although he knew that doing so might anger the other party, at this moment he had only one thought: he must not involve Chidori in unknown dangers under any circumstances!

Even if it means that I have to distance myself from her!

Seeing Ximo's indifferent expression, it was only natural that Chidori raised an eyebrow and stood still.

Simo, who had already walked several steps, stopped again. He noticed that Chidori had not followed, because at this moment his entire focus was on the safety of the girls. Relying on his warrior's intuition, Simo kept an eye on Chidori behind him while vigilantly observing his surroundings.

At Ashford School, most of the classrooms were already empty, making it exceptionally quiet.

Although there is no shortage of lights around, the brightness of the landscape lights, while adding a touch of tranquility to the beautiful night view, cannot illuminate the surroundings, not to mention that the bushes make the already limited view even more obscure.

Perhaps this is a good place for teenage boys and girls to meet and stroll, but it is by no means a good place to protect important figures.

If Simo were to come to this place to ambush someone, the outcome would be self-evident.

This was the only point that Mr. Seamus was absolutely certain of.

Chidori Kaname is a Whisperer under close surveillance by Britannia! Having this identity means that if exposed, she could very well be sent to a military laboratory. While she won't be dissected, she will be injected with various highly harmful drugs and subjected to inhumane treatment.

Moreover, although Simo also has the option of "pretending to leave and then secretly returning to protect Chidori", don't forget that there is still an enemy whose exact location is unknown!

Finally, Seamus could only try to make his voice sound cold and ruthless as he said, "It's getting dark, and I don't want to miss the last bus."

Simo thought that Chidori must have disliked him for his behavior, but because he was facing away, he didn't see that Chidori was initially surprised, but the surprise in her eyes was fleeting and was followed by a steady stream of joy.

Based on Simo's reactions before and after, Chidori filled in the blanks with her own guesses about the truth.

This amused her greatly, because in her mind, the meaning behind Ximo's behavior was quite obvious!

Chidori Kaname felt an irrepressible surge of joy in his heart:

Faced with Shimo, who had transformed into an innocent young boy, Chidori suddenly felt a surge of pleasure in teasing him. She couldn't wait to chase after him, playfully tease him, and then, while enjoying Mr. Shimo's coy resistance, blushing, and indecisive state, she would say, "Shimo, you say no, but your body is honest, isn't it?"