My deskmate is actually my yandere reader.

Because of anticipation.

The thought of holding hands with Shiraishi Chiren on a date tomorrow, going to the aquarium, fills me with anticipation.

Close your eyes, and you'll see Shiraishi Chiren's radiant smile and her gentle yet cool voice, lingering in your ears.

'No, no, if I keep thinking about it, I won't be able to get up tomorrow!'

Kurose Izumi shook her head, forcing herself to calm down, discarding all distracting thoughts, and slowly emptying her mind.

But the more you force yourself to sleep, the less you can fall asleep.

Moreover, I also remembered some things that I shouldn't be thinking about right now...

In the evening, they shared their first kiss—two kisses in a row!

The touch of those soft, cherry-like lips, the fragrance of her hair and body wafting out when we were close, the suppleness of my body as I sat on his lap…

All sorts of feelings, when recalled at this moment, made him feel unbearably hot.

Finally, after tossing and turning all night, Kurose Izumi got up and slapped herself twice. After an hour and a half, she finally fell into a light sleep!

I fell asleep at 1:37 a.m.

At this time, in the bedroom opposite the master bedroom, Shiraishi Chiren had just turned off her computer and was preparing to go to sleep.

She had just devised a plan to deal with Hirasawa Masato, and her heart, which had been heavy since evening, was soothed.

Things weren't as bad as expected; there was still a chance for things to turn around.

It's already confirmed that it will take at least five days for Hirasawa Masato to find out her identity.

Her method of dealing with Hirasawa Shinbu would take at most five days, and if things went smoothly, maybe three or four days.

"I can't let this ruin my date tomorrow..."

Shiraishi Chiren shut down her computer, muttered something to herself, and lay down on her bed, looking forward to tomorrow.

She didn't want to let her worry about being exposed ruin her mood and affect her date tomorrow.

She valued this date and also valued Izumi Kurose.

Because she likes Izumi Kurose, she wants to make him happy and wish him well.

'Izumi, if the day ever comes when our love is exposed, will you forgive me for my clumsy attempts to express it...?'

That night, Shiraishi Chiren also couldn't sleep well, constantly thinking about what the future would be like if she were exposed.

Is it a breakup, and no more contact?

Or will her apology earn her forgiveness?

At this moment, Shiraishi Chiren truly felt that she was afraid and anxious.

Because I love Izumi Kurose, I can't live without him;

It was because she liked him that she did something that was unforgivable and incomprehensible.

The ending doesn't really matter.

Unbeknownst to Izumi Kurose, Chire Shiraishi had been following him and getting to know him for a year!

Without realizing it, people's gazes gradually became fixed on him, unable to look away.

She wanted to know him better, touch him, possess him, and own him, so that he would also like her.

But Shiraishi Chiren knew that Kurose Izumi liked "Shiraishi Chiren"!

She is the gentle and considerate "Shiraishi Chiren" who has always helped, cared for, and supported him.

If the identity of "Kuchiki Touko" is exposed, how will "Shiraishi Chire" become in his heart?

Is it like that pure white flower, which went from being pure and lovely to becoming ugly and disgusting?

This is what it says——

"Izumi, please forgive me for being so clumsy and bad at expressing myself..."

Shiraishi Chiren murmured softly, already drifting off to sleep.

Even when she was asleep, her face still showed signs of unease and helplessness, like that of a homeless, abandoned child.

This feeling is something I've never experienced before.

-

The next day, at nine o'clock in the morning, clear sunlight streamed into the master bedroom through the open curtains.

On the large bed in the center, Izumi Kurose was fast asleep with her eyes closed, emitting even breathing sounds.

Shiraishi Chiren sat on the edge of the bed, reaching out to stroke his forehead and part his gloomy hair.

She gently stroked him without making a sound to wake him.

After a while, Kurose Izumi slowly opened her eyes, frowned, and squinted at the bright room.

At the same time, he felt a warm, soft sensation on his forehead.

"woke up?"

The gentle voice of Shiraishi Chiren brought Kurose Izumi back to her senses.

He half-opened his eyes, looking hazily at Shiraishi Chiren who was smiling at him, and murmured, "Chiren, what are you doing here?"

"Can't I be here?" Shiraishi Chiren asked with a smile.

"No... I'm just curious." Kurose Izumi shook her head slightly. "What time is it now? Did I sleep until noon?"

"Nine o'clock, it's still early."

"That's good. I was worried I'd oversleep and ruin our date." Kurose Izumi breathed a sigh of relief and sat up halfway in bed.

Seeing him get up, Shiraishi Chiren also sat up in bed and said, "Breakfast is ready, but it might be a little cold. Shall I heat it up for you?"

"Okay, thank you for your help."

Kurose Izumi nodded, watching Shiraishi Chire leave the master bedroom, a faint sense of happiness and sweetness lingering in her heart.

He got out of bed, took off his pajamas, changed into a clean and neat set of casual clothes, and went to the bathroom to wash up.

By the time he finished his work, Shiraishi Chiren had already heated up breakfast and was sitting at the table waiting for him.

"I forgot to mention, good morning, Izumi."

Good morning, Qianlian.

After exchanging smiles and greetings, they began to enjoy their leisurely breakfast.

There are still about two hours before the date starts, no rush.

They also had to do some housework first, tidy up the house, and hang the clothes they washed last night on the balcony to dry.

Cohabitation often comes with a variety of problems.

One of them, Izumi Kurose, didn't know whether it was a good question or a bad question.

That is……

He always manages to see all of Shiraishi Chiren's underwear!

The house is big, but there's only one balcony, so clothes can only be dried on the balcony.

This is why Kurose Izumi is so concerned!

Every time he hung up the clothes, he would hang his own first, and then let Shiraishi Chiren hang hers.

Although I still inevitably see it every time I take out the clothes to dry, at least I avoid some embarrassment.

94. Shiraishi Chire is a sadist.

It was 11 a.m., half an hour before the date was officially scheduled to begin.

"Quan, I'll go back to my room to change my clothes. Please wait for me."

"Okay, go ahead. I need to tidy up too; I can't look sloppy..."

Back in the master bedroom, Kurose Izumi picked up hair gel and a comb and began to carefully style her hair in front of the mirror.

Since it was their first date, he didn't want to appear gloomy or let others think that he and Shiraishi Chire were not a good match.

Kurose Izumi first combed her bangs to both sides and then used hairspray to style them into a middle part.

Then, he carefully tidied up the stray hairs, repeatedly checking that there were no problems before nodding in satisfaction.

The Kurose Izumi in the mirror was handsome, with a face as sharp as if carved by a knife, and a pair of bright and spirited eyes. He was truly a man of exceptional beauty and charm!

"Yes, that's good..."

Finally, he changed into a clean shirt, buttoned up his tie meticulously, and then put on a black, suit-style jacket.

Having finished preparing to leave, Kurose Izumi went to the living room to wait for Shiraishi Chiren.

A few minutes later, the bedroom door opened, and Shiraishi Chiren, wearing a white dress, came out.

This dress is slightly different from the ones I've seen before.

But no matter how you look at it, Shiraishi Chiren is always so elegant, beautiful, and lovely.

Every smile, every gesture, captivated Kurose Izumi's heart, leaving him mesmerized.

He watched as Shiraishi Chiren walked up to him, her face beaming with a smile as she parted her cherry lips and said, "Izumi, why did you put your hair up? You don't look like yourself at all."

"Is it not suitable for me? Then wait for me, I'll go comb it off." As soon as I finished speaking, Izumi Kurose started walking towards the master bedroom.

But the next moment, his hand was grabbed.

Shiraishi Chiren shook her head and chuckled, "It suits you very well. It's a different kind of feeling. You look much more handsome than before."

"Is that so?" Kurose Izumi scratched her head embarrassedly after receiving praise from the person she liked. "Chirei, you're cute too. The clothes suit you very well."

"Thank you for the compliment. Shall we set off then?"

"Well, let's go."

Starting from home, the first stop on our date is Shinjuku Kita—we'll have lunch there, and then head to the Ueno Aquarium.