My deskmate is actually my yandere reader.

"But... what about the scriptwriters, illustrators, and music artists?"

Upon hearing this, Shiraishi Chiren smiled slightly and said, "I know a little about computers and have some knowledge of music. My parents are experts in these fields, so I've learned a bit from them."

"This……"

Kurose Izumi pondered for a while, and after a long pause, slowly nodded and said, "Alright, after all, Shiraishi-kun, you've helped me so much. If you want me to write a script, then I will definitely do my best to write it!"

Originally, he planned to stop writing for a while after finishing "The Abyss of Youth" and focus on his studies.

If I don't find my ideal job after I enter the workforce, I'll pick up my pen again and start writing.

As for her previous idea of ​​becoming a full-time writer, her partner is a full-time housewife...

That's just wishful thinking, an ideal life.

There is a gap between ideals and reality!

Even though he earns millions a year, he never thought of giving up his studies to become a full-time writer.

After all, this kind of work is unstable; who knows, the next book might be a flop?

"Yes, thank you." Shiraishi Chiren said thank you, a happy smile spreading across her face.

This caused Kurose Izumi, who was staring directly at that smile, to pause for a moment before turning her head away in embarrassment.

"……You're welcome."

"Kurose-san, I'm really happy to have my favorite light novel author write a script for me."

"...Of course, after all, you are my most important reader."

Kurose Izumi pursed her thin lips, clearly feeling her face flush and her heart racing.

My heart was pounding, pounding restlessly as if it were about to leap out of my throat.

Shiraishi Chiren's unintentional expressions of affection would make him feel embarrassed.

Even if you understand that this isn't the kind of liking that comes from love, but rather appreciation, you'll still feel this way.

There's no way around it; when a school beauty smiles radiantly and tells you she likes you, any boy in puberty would be moved.

Moreover, what about someone as pure and honest as Kurose Izumi?

He was a loner from a young age, always studying quietly. His personality was neither cheerful nor gloomy, just a bit lazy and negative.

He had no special qualities after his rebirth, since he had only lived to be around twenty years old in his previous life.

This means that he doesn't have much life experience or social experience, but he is just a little bit more mature than his peers.

The kind of protagonist who is reborn and embarks on a rosy campus life, a typical life of a social butterfly, only exists in novels!

—Kurose Izumi said with such certainty.

Shiraishi Chiren glanced at the time; it was already 10 p.m., so she said, "It's getting late, let's go to sleep?"

"Okay, let's go to sleep together then... no, let's go to sleep."

Kurose Izumi nodded, paused for a moment halfway through her sentence, and then changed her words.

Although they were indeed going to sleep together, saying it out loud would change the whole meaning.

"Kurose-san, let's go to sleep together." Shiraishi Chiren's tone suddenly softened.

“…Hmm.” Kurose Izumi was silent for a moment, then nodded slightly.

Then they got up, turned off the indoor lights, and went into the bedroom together to prepare for sleep.

Quite a few things happened today.

Kurose Izumi lay in the bedding, tossing and turning, reflecting on the events of the day.

Especially on the train back, he pinned Shiraishi Chiren against the wall.

That soft, delicate face and those moist, glossy lips linger in my mind.

In the latter half of the night, he was so tired that he finally drifted off to sleep.

34. I'll be gentler (Seeking monthly votes, recommendations, and continued reading)

"Um...Kurose-san...don't do this..."

On the pristine white bed, Shiraishi Chiren's clothes were disheveled, and her usually clear and bright eyes were now misty with tears.

She bit her cherry lips lightly, looking up at Kurose Izumi who was pressing down on her, looking so pitiful at that moment.

"...I'll be gentler." Kurose Izumi looked down at her, who was filled with desire, his voice low and hoarse.

He stretched out a hand that was supporting him on the bed and lifted Shiraishi Chiren's chin.

Then, he slowly closed his eyes and kissed the cherry lips that he had been so concerned about all night!

Then came a soft rustling sound of clothes rubbing together, echoing softly.

……

"what……!"

Suddenly, Kurose Izumi opened her eyes and sat up abruptly in bed.

The soft morning light filtered into the room through the curtains fluttering in the breeze.

The pure white dust, shimmering under the light, drifted in the wind.

"So... it was a dream."

Kurose Izumi squinted slightly, her eyes stinging from the direct sunlight, and muttered to herself.

Last night, because I kept thinking about Shiraishi Chire's face and lips, I had a rather unhealthy dream.

Fortunately, he is in good health and will not experience any embarrassing situations, such as nocturnal emissions.

Otherwise, I'll just fucking die!

"Well……"

As Kurose Izumi angrily cursed herself for being such a pervert, she suddenly heard indistinct murmurs coming from the bed.

So, he subconsciously turned his head to look.

He looked at Shiraishi Chiren lying on the bed, moved his body slightly, opened his eyes, and slowly sat up.

The soft light shone on her, making the skin exposed beneath her disheveled shirt appear snow-white and translucent.

"Ha~~~"

After letting out a long yawn, Shiraishi Chiren raised both hands and stretched.

Her action caused her shirt to lift up involuntarily, revealing her shapely abs.

Kurose Izumi stared blankly at her belly, which was completely flat and had a beautifully shaped navel, and exclaimed that she was doomed.

I probably won't sleep well again tonight...

……

Good morning, Kurose-san.

Good morning, Shiraishi-kun.

After exchanging greetings, they went to the bathroom one after the other to wash up.

This time, Izumi Kurose has her own toiletries.

He looked at his messy hair and slightly dejected face in the mirror, feeling a bit conflicted.

After washing up and leaving the bathroom, Shiraishi Chiren had already changed into her school uniform, exuding a dignified and aloof air.

It was as if she, who had just woken up and was a little dazed and cute, was a different person.

After giving a slight nod to Shiraishi Chiren, Kurose Izumi returned to her bedroom, closed the door, and began to change her clothes.

He put on a shirt and trousers, casually tied his tie at the collar, and then draped an open suit jacket over his shoulders.

That completes the process of changing into the school uniform.

When I came out of the bedroom and into the living room, I happened to see Shiraishi Chiren sitting on the sofa, wearing black stockings.

Beneath her fair and slender legs were beautifully curved, arched feet, upon which each toe resembled a delicate and perfect pebble, round and full.

And those legs were completely free of any excess fat; the calves were slender and healthy, while the thighs were full and fleshy.

Shiraishi Chiren seemed oblivious to Kurose Izumi's gaze, and proceeded to pull up her stockings from the bottom up.

After she had put both legs on, she turned her head to look at Kurose Izumi, who had already turned her head away.

Chiharu Shiraishi's gaze sharpened slightly: "Kurose-san, what's wrong with you?"

"Huh?" Izumi Kurose was taken aback. "Sorry, I swear I only glanced at it!"

He thought that he had been caught watching Shiraishi Chire wearing socks, which had angered her.

"What do you mean you only glanced at it?"

Shiraishi Chiren frowned slightly, stood up, walked up to him, and then said, "I mean, what's wrong with your clothes? Your tie isn't even properly tied."

After saying that, she reached out and grabbed Kurose Izumi's tie, untied it, and carefully straightened it.

Only then did she nod in satisfaction, step back, and say with a smile, "I hope your character is as neat and wrinkle-free as the tie I tied for you."

This line comes from "The Abyss of Youth," and it's something a female protagonist says to a male protagonist.

Faced with these words and Shiraishi Chire's actions, Kurose Izumi scratched his head awkwardly and muttered, "...I, I understand."

Deep down, he was actually quite touched and happy.

What's touching is that Shiraishi Chiren can remember the lines and interactions of the characters in the novel.

The good thing is that someone is willing to do this for him, since novels sometimes incorporate the author's own fantasies and hopes.

Those who write or read romance novels are more or less interested in the experiences of the characters in the books, which is why they write or read them.

"Okay, let's go to school."

"Okay. I'm heading out."