My deskmate is actually my yandere reader.

If possible, it's definitely better to stay together all the time.

But is that possible?

Wouldn't that be living together?

No matter what, it's still not a good idea for a man and a woman to be alone in a room together.

Especially teenagers during puberty.

If they live together, wouldn't he be unable to enjoy playing with porn and release himself when under pressure or when it's quiet at night?

That kind of life would be rather dull.

29. I like you the most.

Seeing that Kurose Izumi looked hesitant and couldn't make a decision, Shiraishi Chire said with a smile in her eyes:

"How about this, Kurose-kun? You're currently in a situation where you can't go home and haven't found a new place yet, right? How about you stay at my place temporarily until you find a new place?"

"Ah, this..." Upon hearing this, Kurose Izumi's expression of hesitation deepened.

In fact, this method is indeed the best solution.

However, he was shy and embarrassed to trouble Shiraishi Chirei so much, and at the same time, he felt ashamed.

Moreover, if someone were to see this, rumors would definitely spread, causing great distress to Shiraishi Chiren.

She might not care if it were just rumors that they were dating.

But what if rumors spread that they are living together or have an incestuous relationship?

As a girl, wouldn't she care about these rumors?

"Kurose-san, are you worried about me?"

Shiraishi Chiren understood what he was hesitating about, after all, she knew Kurose Izumi.

That's why she felt special towards him—a special feeling beyond the "abyss of youth".

Kurose Izumi may seem like a frivolous person who doesn't know how to refuse, but in reality, she has strong principles and is very considerate of others.

“Yes, I’m worried that it would be bad if someone saw us.” Kurose Izumi nodded. “You’re a girl, so you should care about your reputation. I don’t care what happens to me, but you can’t.”

"Kurose-san, are you... looking down on me?" Shiraishi Chiren's face suddenly turned cold, yet there was a hint of anger within it.

"I don't……"

Seeing this, Kurose Izumi panicked and hurriedly explained, "That's not what I meant! I really just felt that this was causing you trouble, and I didn't want to cause you any more trouble, because I've already..."

"enough!"

Shiraishi Chiren suddenly shouted, interrupting Kurose Izumi's words.

Her face was contorted with anger, and her eyes were fixed intently on Kurose Izumi.

"Kurose-sensei... no, Eien-sensei, I've always admired you. Your novels are so captivating, they bring me joy and fascination."

"Even though the story became more convoluted and twisted later on, I didn't give up on the book; instead, I continued reading."

"Because I admire you and think you are amazing for being able to write such touching and emotionally rich novels."

"So when I heard that you were kidnapped, imprisoned, and in trouble because of your novel, I wanted to help you, I just wanted to help you."

"But you—keep saying that it will cause me trouble and annoyance, and that I care about what other people say."

"I feel like you're blaspheming me, which makes me very unhappy because I never thought you would cause me any trouble or distress!"

Kurose Izumin listened quietly to Shiraishi Chire's words, his thin, dry lips trembling, his heart filled with confusion.

He felt that he had really said the wrong thing.

The anger mixed with a hint of sadness on Shiraishi Chiren's face made him feel incredibly guilty.

This made him feel terrible, and he also felt that he was a hopeless idiot.

After a long while, Kurose Izumi said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, it was my fault. I was too stupid and failed to notice your feelings."

"...It's nothing, I was just too excited for a moment." After a moment of silence, Shiraishi Chiren shook her head.

Then she added, "I should also apologize. I'm sorry, Kurose-san, for suddenly saying so many accusations against you."

"No, no, no, you don't need to apologize to me. I'm the one who should be apologizing!"

Kurose Izumi quickly waved his hand and then repeatedly bowed to Shiraishi Chire to apologize.

"I'm sorry! I was so stupid! I never understood Shiraishi-kun's feelings! I'm so sorry!"

"I'm such an idiot! I don't really know how to get along with others, so I'm just thinking about whether this will cause you trouble or annoyance!"

"I never meant to look down on you! Shiraishi-kun, I think you're amazing and kind, and you've always been encouraging me!"

"Without you, I really couldn't have finished writing 'The Abyss of Youth,' and I'm truly, truly grateful to you!"

Seeing Kurose Izumi's flustered apology, Shiraishi Chiren's lips twitched, as if she was enduring something.

"...Pfft, haha."

But in the end, she couldn't help but cover her mouth and chuckle, her furrowed brows from anger relaxing.

After laughing a few times, she stopped laughing, put her hand down, and said, "Okay, Kurose-san, you don't need to apologize to me. I forgive you."

"Okay, I won't apologize anymore, as long as you can forgive me!"

Upon hearing this, Kurose Izumi straightened up, scratched her head awkwardly, and a faint smile appeared on her face.

He was very happy to have such a loyal reader as Shiraishi Chirei.

Even though everyone was cursing him, not understanding him, and even threatening him, Shiraishi Chiren still supported him!

This really moved him, and made him feel that what he wrote was meaningful and not just pure self-indulgence.

Shiraishi Chiren just said that she likes the stories he writes; although they are twisted, they are very touching.

This is the highest affirmation for him, and it's the kind of praise he's always wanted.

He didn't mean to upset the readers; he just wanted to write it this way.

Everyone has different ideas, so they also see things differently.

This also demonstrates how precious Shiraishi Chirei is.

Kurose Izumi cherishes "White Kikyo" very much, so it is absolutely impossible for her to doubt that she is "Kuchiki Touko"!

'Shiraishi-kun is so kind...'

As Kurose Izumi looked at Shiraishi Chire's smiling, delicate face, she thought to herself.

Without realizing it, he offered his favor.

Kurose Izumi's thinking is simple: if someone is good to him, he will be good to that person in return.

"Of course I forgive you. After all, you are my favorite novelist," Shiraishi Chiren said softly, her face beaming with a smile.

It was the first time Izumi Kurose had ever seen her smile.

She covered her mouth with her hand just now, so I couldn't see clearly for a moment.

Shiraishi Chiren's smile, just like her name, is charming and endearing.

This is the most beautiful smile Izumi Kurose has ever seen.

If you ask how beautiful Shiraishi Senren's smile is?

Then Izumi Kurose would definitely answer without hesitation: Ninety-nine percent of men in the world would be moved when they see this smile!

He is also included.

With that smile, only someone who dislikes women would not be moved!

"Thank you for your continued support. Without you, I might not have achieved anything."

"I also want to thank you for bringing me such a wonderful story and a very unique experience."

Shiraishi Senren's statement is half true and half false.

She really liked the novels written by Izumi Kurose and felt a special connection to them.

Therefore, she didn't want the ending to be a tragic one, with the male lead committing suicide, as that would be too regrettable.

A year ago, when Izumi Kurose wrote the first volume, she felt a special connection to this story.

Perhaps, it's like fate.

Shiraishi Chiren wasn't a big fan of novels; she just happened to see the title of this book, became interested, and then couldn't stop reading.

"I'm glad you like it."

"like very much."

When Shiraishi Chiren smiled and said she liked it, Kurose Izumi glanced away, feeling embarrassed.

--so cute.

Dong—At that moment, the clock tower above the two of them emitted a distant chime.

This indicates that the lunch break is about to end.

"Let's go back to class."

Afterwards, the two returned to the classroom together, which drew teasing and laughter from the students.

Hirasawa Mabu also looked at Kurose Izumi with satisfaction, his gaze full of meaning.

Or, in every sleepless night from now on, he will be the only one playing with butter and doing handicrafts alone!

30. Kurose Izumi is destined to be hers (please read on).

School ends at 4:15 PM.

After saying goodbye to Hirasawa Masato, Kurose Izumi left with Shiraishi Chiren, who was waiting at the classroom door.