Perfect Life

Many times, people's likes and dislikes can't help themselves.

For example, many people like onion and **** from birth, and some people don't like it even if they grow up to be the boss, even if they already understand that onion and **** are indispensable in seasoning.

But more often, people's likes and dislikes are actually roughly similar.

For example, everyone loves to eat delicious food, and everyone loves to see good-looking things. For example, a beautiful girl has many suitors, and a handsome boy will also have countless women who follow one after another, even if they know it is a moth. Fight fire.

In the past, Wang Jingxue thought that she was detached, and she felt that she had seen through these things, but in the past two years, she has become more and more aware that there is no difference between seeing through and not seeing through some things.

It's good, it's good, it doesn't mean that you won't be attracted if you see it through.

In fact, it is equally difficult to be controlled by oneself.

Therefore, people will be troubled.

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After lunch, Li Qian and Wang Jinglu went shopping hand in hand. Of course Wang Jingxue wouldn't be ignorant and insisted on going, so she stayed alone in the hotel room. Anyway, she was used to being alone. alone.

Usually, she only wants to stay in the room alone, even if she doesn't do anything, just sits quietly, her heart can always calm down very quickly. Whether she is in a daze or thinking about something, in short, she enjoys the quiet time that only belongs to herself.

Only today, it seems a little special.

In fact, these days, for her, it has always been a very special experience. Because she always feels restless. There seemed to be no way to calm himself down no matter what.

then. After sitting alone for a long time. She had to get up and walk to the window, looking at the film and television city from a distance, while silently thinking about her thoughts.

The Film and Television City Hotel is built on the periphery of Wuzhong Film and Television City. Standing on a floor like the one where Wang Jingxue lived, you can see the whole film and television city. At this time, in the film and television city, in addition to the Romance of the Three Kingdoms crew, there are two other crews stationed, and the northeast corner of the film and television city. There are still some places under construction. It is said that it was a special request of the Romance of the Three Kingdoms crew. Director Feng Yumin felt that the previous palaces in the film and television city were not grand and beautiful enough.

At this time, Wang Jingxue could see the artificially built hillside in the westernmost part of the film and television city, and there was a dilapidated temple on the hillside. When she saw the temple, she immediately thought of Li Qian's appearance there a few days ago.

When it appeared in the TV series, the hillside was called Shentingling Mountain, where Sun Ce and Taishi Ci fought in the dark, so the actors naturally fought in the dark - although that scene had nothing to do with Wang Jingxue. But because of Li Qian's appearance, of course Wang Jinglu will watch it. She was reluctant to go, but she was forced to go by her sister, so she saw with her own eyes how hard it was for actors to shoot dramas.

In general, when shooting a fight scene, the director will only put forward requirements and general directions, specific action design, lens design, that is the topic that needs to be discussed between the martial arts instructor and the photographer, and often, although the martial arts instructor will arrange a The series of actions are taught to the actors hand by hand, and at the same time, they communicate with the cameraman about the angle and orientation of the shooting. However, the fight scene is different from the two actors who speak their lines face to face. During the shooting process, it is difficult to completely follow the pre-planned plan of the martial arts instructor.

Especially in a drama like the Three Kingdoms, it must not be played like a martial arts movie. It is said that director Feng Yumin's request for the drama in the Three Kingdoms is to strive for authenticity. That is to say, in this drama, even if the force value is against the sky Such as Lu Bu, such as Zhao Yun, they are just normal people, they can't fly.

Therefore, if the battle between Sun Ce and Taishi Ci at Shentingling was like a master stroke at the beginning, then later on, it became no different from two hooligans fighting in the street-Wang Jingxue was very puzzled at first. But Wang Jinglu told her that this scene had been filmed once before, and she was also curious, so she asked, and she was told that she didn't know, at least there were real masters who could be traced and even still alive. , it is really like this, and there is no such a master style as people imagined.

Then, for that scene, the crew filmed for several hours, and of course the two actors beat and beat for several hours.

After that scene was over, the director was finally satisfied. When she returned to her room at night, Wang Jinglu looked so distressed that she wanted to cry. According to her, Li Qian was covered in injuries, and he had fallen to bruises and bruises in many places. purple.

Wang Jinglu is Li Qian's girlfriend. Besides, the two have been living together for a long time. Of course, she bought the antibacterial medicine for the first time and used it to rub and rub it for him. There is no need to avoid it, but Wang Jingxue's identity is far away after all. , Of course, it's not good to run over to see Li Qian's naked body, so from beginning to end, she never saw Li Qian's body covered in bruises.

It's just... a little worried and distressed.

Although she knew that there was no reason for this distress, she also knew that it was not necessary at all - her sister was his girlfriend, and she felt distressed for Li Qian, which was what she should and only deserved, and herself, in the end, was only his girlfriend's Just a sister.

But no, she accompanies her sister to go out to the martial arts instructor to ask for the ointment for bruising .

At that time, she unconsciously recalled the thing she had beaten him when she was a child.

In fact, even until two years ago, she had never taken that child seriously. Although she remembered beating him, she had never taken it to heart—because of that little broken child You just need to be beaten, how old are you, holding a piece of candy and wanting to trick your sister into kissing him, who will beat him if you don't beat him?

So, if he needs to be beaten, he beats himself, and then beats when he beats. For Wang Jingxue, apart from subconsciously hating that little boy, this matter is over.

It was only in the past two years that she actually began to occasionally think of the original incident, and recalled that she had kicked him like that. He also threatened others viciously and coldly. And strangely enough. Whenever she thinks of this incident, she will always be extremely happy, she will feel a little sweet in her heart, she will smile involuntarily, and then she will be in a particularly good mood for several days.

Until a few days ago, because of Li Qian's injury, she suddenly remembered that incident again, only this time. Things seem to be starting to lose their original flavor.

It was a long time ago, when she beat Li Qian, she was only fourteen or fifteen years old. Now ten years have passed. To be honest, even if the memory is revisited again and again, what she can remember is only some general impressions.

What season was it? What was the weather like that day? Besides this, what else did you have?

She no longer remembers it at all.

So when recalled in the past, those distant and vague fragments of memory. With some warmth of the past, and even a little sweet. Makes her feel very happy.

But now, she clearly knows that her sister is by her side, and she clearly knows that if nothing else happens, her sister will eventually become that person's wife.

So, the mood was turned upside down in an instant.

No more warmth, no more sweetness, no more smiles.

Some are just tangled, guilty, helpless, and the slight bitter taste at the base of the tongue.

She knew that although she was born early, she was late.

But late is late.

If it was someone else, she might have some ideas, and with her temperament, she never felt that it was a big deal to fall in love with a man younger than her. Maybe she would take the initiative to grab the man back if she was deeply in love. .

But unfortunately, although this world is very big, only that man can't do it.

And absolutely not.

Even if she just played his wife in the play, she felt inexplicable guilt in her heart - especially when her sister also appeared in the play at the same time.

She knew that this was called a guilty conscience.

Despite the fact that apart from herself, no one else in the world knew that she had a thief in her heart.

In fact, she knew she could refuse.

Even if it is the sincerity of the director's team, even if it is the little girl who pulls hard, even if it is the company and the agent's repeated persuasion, after learning that he will play Sun Ce and play her husband, she knows that she should also refuse.

But unfortunately, she just stayed in this crew day in and day out! She knew that she was ashamed, but she had the idea of ​​resigning no matter what.

Only she knows that, even though she always has a cold face all day, but last winter when she ran to his studio every few days to record, in fact, when she woke up every day, All with a smile.

However, the strange thing is that before that, she had known him for more than ten years, from the moment he was born, but before that, she had never looked at him directly.

But that's what's hateful.

She left home at the age of seventeen and went to an art school in Shuntian Prefecture to study vocal music, then signed a contract with a record company, and then formed a group. Every day, she practiced breathing, singing, body shape, dance, and even learning Etiquette, she is extremely diligent every day, she is full of confidence every day, she thinks that if she gives herself a stage, she will definitely shine. She thought that a girl should be like herself, work hard and work hard, and then have her own brilliance and achieve her own career, and she must not just think about finding love and seeking shelter from a man.

However, the sad thing is that a few years have passed in a hurry. When she looked back, she suddenly found out that love is not something you want to have, but it is not something you want to have without it. .

Some people, maybe you don't care, but when they suddenly stand up, they are so dazzling and so captivating, you fall into it unconsciously, and gradually you can't extricate yourself.

It's just that she's too late.

In recent days, she even began to recall every bit of her time with him in the past two years—

She took the initiative to go to the door, stood in the shadow downstairs in the house he rented and waited for him, and when she entered the room, she seemed calm, but in fact she said to him nervously, "Hello, Mr. Li Qian, I'm singer Wang Jingxue. "

It was late summer and early autumn two years ago.

He was sitting by the piano, or sitting on the stool holding the guitar, she sang, and then he called to stop and said, "Sister Jingxue, your place is too straight, we need a little bit of inversion, just a little bit. , be careful, don't be too fancy..."

It was the fall of two years ago.

He sat on her side, took two sips of soup from a spoon every now and then, and chatted with her mother every now and then with a smile on his face, and then, the next day, the company told her that he had let go and promised to make a new album for them , then it's just a matter of conditions - that was last August.

Then, and then, and then.

When the younger sister said that she would play Dae Joo in the play, she clearly saw the look of consternation on his face.

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Those long thoughts are like water plants. Once they get touched, they will instantly bind people's hands and feet, so that Wang Jingxue just stood in front of the hotel window and stared blankly at the distant hillside for more than an hour at a time. , but she herself was at a loss, as if she didn't know the passage of time at all, and she didn't even realize that her legs were sore.

Until a knock on the door woke her up.

Wang Jingxue was stunned, she was about to open the door in a hurry, and when she moved her feet, her legs suddenly became sore and numb, making her almost unsteady and falling down. With his legs sore and numb, he reluctantly went over to open the door, and then Wang Jinglu came in happily.

She didn't notice the strangeness of her sister, she just brought it back in large and small bags - this, this, and this were all given to me by him, hee hee, this was given to my sister, and he bought it too!

They should have visited a lot of places, and she was indeed very happy.

Wang Jingxue smiled reluctantly, and reached out to take the gift that belonged to him.

The bag contained what looked like a skirt.

Wang Jinglu put down her things and shouted, "I want to take a bath, I want to take a bath! It's so hot today, I'm sweating!"

Wang Jingxue smiled and squeezed the bag in his hand.

Wang Jinglu quickly undressed and went to the bathroom, and then Wang Jingxue subconsciously looked at the bag in her hand.

Take it out and take a look~www.wuxiaspot.com~ It really is a skirt.

The long dress, the color of garnet, is very gorgeous.

She recalled what the younger sister said just now, "I said that you may not like this color, but he just said that your temperament can definitely hold this skirt, so we bought it!"

So, she smiled.

Holding the skirt in her hands, she looked at it over and over again, as if she were demented.

However, as soon as the sound of the water in the bathroom stopped, she couldn't help but take a deep breath, and then shoved the skirt into the paper bag.

Then, she closed her eyes, raised her head, and sighed deeply.

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Even though there are only 4,000 words, this chapter is extremely tired.

Then, such a long monologue, I hope not to be scolded and watered. (To be continued.)

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