Marvel Reverses Wolverine

I have been in a very bad state these past few days. I was sitting in front of the computer yesterday and today. Although I knew the outline and content of the last section of the closing volume, the keyboard went blank when I typed it. I was very distracted. When I was in front of the computer, my thoughts were chaotic. Floating.

Time just passed by.

This has been the case recently. Updates are occasionally interrupted for a day, and sometimes they are forced out.

The editing teacher told me that half a year is the time when senior authors will completely lose their enthusiasm and motivation for creation. After that, they rely on the will and self-discipline honed over a long period of time and the more complete outline and detailed preparation in the early stage. Go down slowly.

After the Yang in December, Panpan actually felt that he couldn't hold on any longer and was let out in one breath. Then due to unstable updates, the reading dropped. After two months of hard work, it slowly continued again until the new year.

During that time, I finally understood why there are always authors who cut up books and disappear quietly. I also discovered that many books with similar results that were on the shelves at the same time last year have been cut off.

But Hei Pan knew his own temperament, and he also knew that once he gave up on something, he would do it again and again, so he would do it again and again, so even though an editor told him that he could not let it go if he couldn't hold on, he still chose to grit his teeth and keep writing. .

Even if it's a little hasty, even if the pace is a little faster, giving everyone a complete story, with a beginning and an end, is what life's first book should be like.

In the past few days, my emotions and mental anxiety have suddenly become tense. This is not only due to the pressure of the content at the end of the paragraph, but also because I have made a decision that I regret very much, which is to sign up for a Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu competition at the end of the month. Everyone has questions. What kind of combat sport do I practice? Well, that's it.

After writing some psychological words for a while, my hands immediately became smoother, and the blockage in my heart seemed to be lessened. I don’t have many friends in my life, but I can communicate with everyone without worries through story-like words, which can be regarded as a small code word person. Be happy.

Take a breath, maybe two or three days, maybe tomorrow when your mind is no longer confused when you sit down, I will post it tomorrow.