Magic card gods

Dude, I've been under a lot of pressure lately...

After one or two months of continuous updates, there will be such a period of time, first self-doubt, and then loathe code words. I'm actually used to it, and I'm a good dog after getting through it. And then do it again in a month or two...

I have always wanted not to depress myself too much. Writing novels should be fun and relaxing, but I have a very serious obsessive-compulsive disorder. If I don’t update, I will feel that some mission has not been completed. There is always a heavy sense of responsibility on the shoulders, which cannot be relaxed.

The two are tormenting each other very torturously.

A few days ago, I said in the group that I have been under a lot of pressure recently, and this book is too hasty. Only the first volume has a detailed outline, and it is very difficult to write now. I plan to take a leave of absence this month and sort out the outline and details.

In the past few days, one has been restless in sleep, often dreaming, and vaguely got up to look for things, but I can't remember clearly. In short, I wake up every day in a daze. Since I was a child, I have been talking in my sleep and sleeping awkwardly. In recent years, I have suffered from migraines due to excessive use of the brain... It's difficult!

It was even worse last night, I woke up after one o'clock, and then couldn't fall asleep again. I didn't sleep for a while until after dawn. Up to now, I still feel uncomfortable, dazed, and unable to cheer up.

So I plan to ask for a day off, and I won't change it today. I have a good time to relax myself.

Normal updates will resume tomorrow, that's all.

I wish you all a good sleep~