"Yaxi is good, my mother is not in good health and is in the hospital. She, she may not go home during this period of time. Her mother is seriously ill and her relatives cannot visit her. Yaxi must endure it and wait until her mother recovers.

Can I take you to see her?"

The young Du Yaxi was full of doubts, but of course she believed Du Zhenyu's words. She nodded obediently and said, "Okay. Dad, mom will get better, right?"

Du Zhenyu nodded vigorously and held little Du Yaxi in his arms, holding him tightly, just not wanting her to see the sad expression on his face.

He has deceived Du Yaxi for so many years. He has never told Du Yaxi the truth. His wife Melody was not overworked, causing physical problems and causing death from the original disease, but because she could not let go. Du Zhenyu was always thinking about something else.

A woman was so troubled that she finally chose to commit suicide.

"Dad, when can we visit mom? I miss her so much. What disease does mom have? Will she be fine? Dad?"

It was a few months later that one day Du Yaxi asked Du Zhenyu after finishing a family portrait in the garden.

At that time, Du Zhenyu counted the days and found that three months had passed. He thought: Yaxi should know the truth that her mother is dead... After all, there is no way to hide it for a lifetime...

The young Du Yaxi was already very sensible. When she saw Du Zhenyu frowning and there seemed to be deep worry between his eyebrows, she felt that something bad had happened.

"Dad, is mom seriously ill? Can you tell me? Will mom be okay?" Du Yaxi asked, with tears in her voice.

Du Zhenyu lovingly picked up little Du Yaxi and held him in his arms, saying: "Yaxi, be good, don't cry, don't be afraid. Mom will always be watching you in the sky, and she will always protect you. You still have dad, dad."

I will always love and protect you. Yaxi...mother, she has passed away. She became ill so suddenly that I dare not tell you. I'm sorry."

When Du Yaxi heard that it was exactly what she was worried about, she burst into tears.

In the memory of Du Yaxi's cries, Du Zhenyu gradually woke up and was pulled back to reality.

"Dad is sorry for you..." Du Zhenyu reached out and touched Du Yaxi's face, and sighed again.

"Dad is also sorry for your mother, Yaxi..." Du Zhenyu murmured to himself, "Yaxi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you have to forgive me..."

Du Zhenyu stayed by Du Yaxi's bed for the entire night, barely closing his eyes. When it was about to break out, Du Zhenyu fell to the side and fell asleep unknowingly.

Du Yaxi felt as if she had slept for a long time. When she woke up, she felt something pressing on her body.

Du Yaxi opened her eyes and slowly looked up. It turned out that Du Zhenyu was lying on her lap and fell asleep.

"Dad?" Du Yaxi was still relatively weak due to blood loss, so her screams in this life were as thin as the sound of a mosquito. Du Zhenyu, who was sleeping, could not hear Du Yaxi's voice at all.

Du Yaxi looked at her surroundings and thought: So in the hospital... I'm still alive... God, why didn't you let me die...

Although she knew she was still alive, Du Yaxi didn't feel like she had regained a new life. Instead, she still felt very painful. She thought she could get rid of the shackles in her heart by committing suicide, but now she felt that it was getting heavier and heavier, weighing her down even more.

Got up.

Du Yaxi didn't have the strength to move or speak, but she had slept for so long. She didn't feel sleepy at all. She only felt that her heart hurt and she couldn't breathe. She completely ignored the deep cuts on her wrists.

of pain.

Du Yaxi just kept lying like this. When the sun shone in outside the window, the ward gradually became brighter, but Du Yaxi didn't know how long she had been lying there.

Fortunately, Du Zhenyu finally woke up from a nightmare and subconsciously hugged his daughter tightly, only to find that she was looking at him with wide eyes.

Du Zhenyu was stunned and immediately smiled: "Ya Xi, wake up! You scared dad to death! Ya Xi!" Du Zhenyu couldn't help hugging Du Yaxi, for fear that she would disappear if she blinked.

"Dad, Dad, you strangled me so much that it hurts..." Du Yaxi said with difficulty.

Du Zhenyu quickly let go of Du Yaxi, but looked at Du Yaxi without blinking.

"Dad..." Du Yaxi saw Du Zhenyu's haggard face and the worry and tension in his eyes, and she felt guilty in her heart. She was originally filial, but now she thought that she wanted to commit suicide, but she didn't care about her father's feelings. It was really...

It shouldn't be. Thinking of this, Du Yaxi's eyes gradually turned red, her nose also turned red, and her eyes became moist.

"Fool." Du Zhenyu looked at Du Yaxi lovingly and said, "You know, dad thought he was really going to lose you. I walked into your room last night and saw you lying on the floor, your face pale and your wrists still wet.

There was blood flowing out, and my father was really scared at that time. Yaxi, why did you do this? Yaxi, promise your father not to do such stupid things, okay? You can't abandon your father like this, and you can't imitate your mother.

Same."

The guilt in Du Yaxi's heart became stronger and stronger. Just as she was about to speak, the ward door opened and a doctor and two nurses walked in one after another.

When the doctor saw that Du Yaxi was awake, he showed a kind smile on his face and said: "Little girl, are you finally awake? Is there something that you can't think about that we can't discuss carefully? Look at your father, how worried you are! Come, I'll check you out.

"The doctor said and walked to the bed.

Du Yaxi felt so ashamed that she did not dare to look at the doctor.

Du Zhenyu looked at the doctor eagerly, and after he checked, he quickly asked: "Doctor, are you okay?"

The doctor smiled and said: "Don't worry, it's okay. It's just that your body is relatively weak. You need to replenish it when you go back. You can take him home in the afternoon, but you can't be so stupid anymore. Although cutting the wrist will not kill you immediately, but the consequences

It’s also very bad.”

"This kind of thing will never happen again." Du Zhenyu said firmly, seemingly making a promise to the doctor, but in fact he told himself so.

The doctor gave some instructions to the two nurses and then left.

After a while, two nurses came to change Du Yaxi's medicine and then went out. Du Zhenyu and Du Yaxi were left in the ward again.

"Dad, I'm really sorry... I only focused on my own relief, but I didn't think about your feelings. You must be very sad..." Du Yaxi began to apologize again.

Du Zhenyu shook his head and said, "Don't say sorry, it's dad who didn't take good care of you. Yaxi, why did you do this? Tell me, okay?" Du Zhenyu asked, although he had already guessed a rough answer in his heart.

"Dad, I feel so painful, what should I do? I am not sick, but I always feel pain in my chest, something is pressing on me, and I can't breathe, but I am obviously not sick. Every time I see Yi

Xuan, no, Lin Weiwen, every time I give him milk, every time I see Sister Linna, Sister Xinyu, Lin Weiwen’s former friends, I feel full of guilt. I wish I could tell them, but I can’t,

Because you are my father, I can't harm you. But

But I couldn't face them, and I felt very sorry for them. They were not wrong, but because I didn't tell them what I knew, they also suffered together, especially Sister Lina. It was all my fault.

I died of her. I was very afraid of my father. I felt so tired. I couldn’t hold it any longer. So, I wanted to be free. I thought that dying would be enough. At least I could feel more comfortable. I could not know anything or care about anything.

.But I..."

"But you can't bear to leave dad alone? Yaxi, have you forgotten? Dad once had a family like you and the closest mother. Who ruined all this? Yaxi, dad knows that you are very sad.

The pain is because Dad is not good and does not care about you and take care of your feelings. Maybe Dad should not tell

Your..." Du Zhenyu lowered his head with some guilt. He was really thinking, did he make a wrong decision at that time? His daughter should live an innocent and happy life, instead of being punished because of her own affairs like now.

The pressure in my heart was so overwhelming that I chose suicide for relief.

Du Yaxi saw that Du Zhenyu was in pain and felt very uncomfortable. She didn't know what to say, but she did feel extremely uncomfortable because of the guilt towards the other party... How to solve this... She didn't know...

"Okay, Yaxi." Du Zhenyu suddenly raised his head again and said, "Promise me that you won't do such stupid things in the future. Otherwise, Dad will be very sad. Are you willing to make Dad sad?"

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