Genius Beast Tamer
Chapter 45 I'd rather you hate me! Because I love you so much!
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On the Boundless Sea, outside the Demon Realm, Han Yu started shouting again.
The demons were used to it and thought he would shout the same things again, but unexpectedly, the content of his shouts changed this time.
"Ghost Doctor! I know you've been watching me, but you've never shown yourself! I didn't know what you were hiding, but now I finally understand! Is Han Xingyu my son? Is he my son with Lü Mei?"
A commotion erupted within the demon realm, with demons whispering amongst themselves.
"Green Charm has a child with him?"
"The child of immortals and demons? How terrifying must that power be?"
"This is truly terrifying. The Han family already possessed the ability to kill a Demon Lord in the past, and now they've produced another child of immortality and demonhood. Who knows how terrifying the Han family's power will become!"
"That's right! But why hasn't Green Demon appeared? It's been five years, and we've never seen her even in the Demon Realm."
"Who knows? Maybe they were just playing around with this fool Hanyu. They didn't expect Hanyu to be so infatuated, actually pestering him for five years. He had no choice but to hide away."
"But if you're just playing around with him, why would you have his child?"
"Damn it, you're asking me? Who am I supposed to ask? Haven't you heard of 'a woman's heart is like a needle at the bottom of the sea'?"
An honest-looking old man stepped out from the crowd, and the crowd immediately fell silent. Someone whispered, "It's the Ghost Doctor! He's finally out. Green Charm is his niece. It seems someone has finally stepped in to resolve this matter! From today onwards, that Cold Jade can finally get as far away as possible. We won't have to listen to his noise every day!"
On the Boundless Sea, Han Yu watched the Ghost Doctor slowly walk out step by step with a solemn expression, feeling somewhat afraid and having a premonition of gain and loss for some reason.
"Hanyu, you still met Xingyu? It seems that the saying that father and son are bound by blood will eventually meet, no matter how far apart they are."
The Ghost Doctor sighed deeply and said, "That child won't live past five years old. I thought that if I could send him away, just like sending him into this world, without you knowing, and perhaps you'll never know, that would be the best ending."
"Is he really... really my and Green Fairy's... son?" Han Yu asked, trembling slightly. "Why force a child? Why is this happening? Why didn't Green Fairy appear and tell me we had a child?"
The Ghost Doctor took a deep breath, recalling those days...
"Little Mei'er, are you really sure? Even if you force yourself to give birth and endure all the pain, the child will only have five years to live. Why bring him into this world to suffer?"
Green Fairy's gaze was gentle as she softly stroked her slightly protruding belly, her face beaming with the happiness of motherhood. She said softly, "Uncle Ghost Doctor, children and grandchildren have their own destinies. No matter how much pain I endure, I will bring him into this world and ensure his survival. Even if he only has five years, I want him to see this world; I don't want to take him with me. Although I know that even if he is born, he will only have five years to live due to congenital deficiencies, I believe my child will be lucky. I hope for a miracle; if he has the opportunity in the future, he might live longer than five years."
"But you know perfectly well that that opportunity is zero."
"Even if it's zero, I can't kill the chance for him to be born. Uncle Ghost Doctor, if the child really has no opportunities after he's born, I hope you can let him play carefree for five years. This is a mother's wish. She doesn't necessarily want him to succeed in everything, but she hopes he can live a carefree life."
"Then...should we tell...?"
As if guessing who the Ghost Doctor was referring to, Green Fairy quickly shook her head and said, "If the child only has five years to live, then don't tell him. Telling him will only cause him more grief."
"He shouts outside every day, never giving up. Are we really not going to see him?"
Green Charm shook her head again, and said with a bitter smile, "Uncle Ghost Doctor, actually, finding someone you can never find is also a kind of happiness, better than knowing she's not here. Maybe searching forever is tiring, but as long as there is hope, there will be no pain."
"I understand. But if there really is some inexplicable connection between the child and the father, if they meet, or if a master sees the shared bloodline, how do I explain that?"
Green Charm pondered for a long, long time before slowly speaking, "If they are truly destined to be together, then it is something I cannot stop, nor can your uncle. It is fate, so why should we defy it? Let's just tell him frankly that he is his child. No matter how long the child can live, I believe he will be a good father."
"But what if your child asks you? What if he/she asks you?"
"Let them smear my name!" Green Enchantress said with a desolate smile, "Let them hate me. Hate is better than the pain of loss."
"hatred?"
"Yes, I hate it! After the child is born, don't tell him anything about me. If he really meets Hanyu in the future, Hanyu won't know anything about me."
"He'll mistakenly think you've abandoned him! Children's hearts are very fragile."
"It's okay. Let him think I abandoned him, and let Hanyu think that after giving birth, I abandoned the child because he was useless, and went off to travel and have fun. Let them hate me, and they will want to find me and question me. Living in their hearts forever through hatred is not a bad thing."
Green Charm solemnly said, "Uncle Ghost Doctor, I've thought of a name for the child: Han Xingyu. He's his child, and I won't change his surname, so it will be Han. Green Charm is my title in the Demon Realm; he doesn't know my real name, Jiang Xing, but that's alright. The child has my name and his character 'Yu' (jade), isn't that beautiful?"
The Ghost Doctor's gaze was somewhat saddened. Green Demon's lifespan was too short, so the only option was to induce labor. However, inducing labor meant that she had to endure the most agonizing torment every day. The physical pain was ten times greater than that of a mother giving birth, yet she had to bear it every day.
"It sounds nice, it's a good name." The Ghost Doctor tried to smile.
Green Fairy gazed into the distance and said, "Uncle Ghost Doctor, after the child is born, please bury me with my parents at the beautiful Snow Mother Mountain. My parents' bodies have always maintained their most beautiful appearance, and I also hope that my appearance, even in death, will remain beautiful, forever frozen within the mountain wall. If possible, before the child dies, bring him to see me, so that he may know before his lifespan runs out that his mother was actually very beautiful and that she did not abandon him."
Pulling himself back from his memories, the Ghost Doctor said calmly, "Back then, Green Charm didn't give birth to the child because it was yours. She only wanted to have the child because it was the son of a celestial being and a demon. After all, the power of the son of a celestial being and a demon is immense, and having such a son would provide her with security. As for forcing labor, there was no such thing. It just affected the fetus, and the child was born prematurely. Because the child was born with congenital deficiencies, Green Charm regretted giving birth to the child, so she left the child with me, her uncle, and went off to live a carefree life."
"Is...it true?" Han Yu clenched her fists in anger. "Then why don't you give my child back to me!"
"The child was only supposed to live for five years. I originally wanted to give him to you, but this child has some abilities that others don't have, which are helpful to my medical skills, so I kept him. At the time, I thought that since he would die in five years anyway, it wouldn't matter whether you knew or not."
"You bastard! The child is so unfortunate, and you still take advantage of him!" Han Yu angrily drew her Gale Blade, wanting to slash the Ghost Doctor.
A childish voice, tinged with a hint of typhoid, weakly asked, "Uncle Ghost Doctor, is what you're saying true? Is he really my father? Did my mother really abandon me? It's not that my father wanted to abandon me, but that he never knew I existed? You wanted to use my talent for healing, so you didn't tell my father about my birth?"
A hint of helplessness flashed in the Ghost Doctor's eyes. He thought to himself: "Child, if you can misunderstand me and exchange it for not hating your father for the rest of your life, not hating immortals and demons for the rest of your life, and not killing people to an extreme, then I am willing for you to hate me!"
I finally understand why Xiao Mei'er preferred to be hated by you rather than tell you the truth. If she had revealed that she died because of this, you two, father and son, with your extreme personalities, would have inevitably turned the Demon Realm upside down because of the Demon Lord's harm to Han Yu. If that had angered the Demon Emperor, wouldn't you have been doomed?
Now I finally understand why Xiao Mei'er went to such lengths! She was willing to let you hate her! It's because she loves you all so much!
Over the years, I have spoiled this child too much, so I can't let him face danger. I can only let him misunderstand me!
The Ghost Doctor nodded slightly and said in a deep voice, "It's true! Xingyu, if you want to hate me, then hate me."
Han Xingyu struggled to lift his head, trying to hold back his tears. He said in a low, hoarse voice, "Uncle Ghost Doctor, I trusted you so much, yet you tore my father and me apart and used me. Why, why! I thought you loved me so much, but it turns out your love was just to use me!"
Han Yu frowned slightly. He saw the struggle in the Ghost Doctor's eyes. Although the Ghost Doctor admitted it, the more he admitted it, the more complicated the matter seemed to become. If he didn't say it, no one would suspect his purpose. Wasn't this an admission of guilt? Was the Ghost Doctor really that stupid?
Han Yu's doubtful look made the Ghost Doctor nervous. In his haste, he transmitted his voice, "Han Yu, I keep this child by my side because I like him so much. I don't actually want to use him. But if I don't say this, this child won't leave me, won't come to you, and won't recognize you as his father. Because this child has always been very extreme, I have to resort to this tactic. I hope you can cooperate."
"Are you... really willing to entrust his future to me?" Han Yu transmitted her voice.
The Ghost Doctor smiled bitterly and transmitted his voice, "He has less than a year left. I hope he can be happy in the Han family. I know that your Han family also has two useless children, but your Han family treats them very well, so I believe that your Han family will also treat Xingyu well! Here, he only has his Ghost Doctor uncle. In your place, he will have a father, a maternal grandfather, an uncle, a aunt, and brothers and sisters. He will be much, much happier than he is here. I hope he can be happy."
"Thank you." Han Yu could only say thank you telepathically, not knowing how to comfort this kind-hearted old man.
He walked to Han Xingyu's side, squatted down, and hugged the stubborn child who refused to bow her head and shed tears tightly. "Xingyu, if you want to cry, then cry. In front of your father, you can be weak, you can be spoiled. Don't be so stubborn, don't be mature for your age. Your father hopes that in the future, you will be like your peers, playing when you want, making a fuss when you want, laughing when you want, crying when you want—doing everything as you please!"
---Aside---
Although everyone only watches for a few minutes, I struggled with it for a long, long time because Green Charm's psychology is very difficult to write. I think she is actually somewhat conflicted, but there is no doubt about it because she doesn't want them to know about her. However, if she doesn't fabricate a reason for them to hate her, it will be difficult to make them believe her. She is truly a pitiful woman.
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