Keep your voice down. Are you trying to look glamorous dressed as a forced lover?

Chapter 183 All I can think about is hugging and kissing him.

Li Qingyan thought that Sang Nuoye might have lost his memory because he died once. He changed his appearance, his identity, but subconsciously he still remembered some things from before.

No wonder she lost her composure so much earlier.

No wonder she always mistook him for Sannoye; it was because he was Sannoye.

Sannoye really didn't die; her delusions really came true.

She was right to keep looking for him for three years, but she just couldn't find him. Fortunately, he came back to her side and even became her concubine again.

Sannoye did not die.

He really didn't die.

When this fact was confirmed, Li Qingyan was instantly moved to tears.

"Your Highness..." Huai Xu looked at Li Qingyan and suddenly burst into tears, and she spoke with some concern.

"It's nothing."

Li Qingyan was afraid that if she hugged Sang Nuoye directly, it would frighten Sang Nuoye, who had not yet regained her memory, so she got up and left quickly.

"I've gone to court."

Lan Jin looked up and only saw Li Qingyan's departing figure; her voice sounded somewhat strange.

Lan Jin tilted her head, and Xiao Qing followed suit.

It hesitated for a moment between Lan Jinna and Li Qingyan, but finally caught up with Li Qingyan quickly.

After Li Qingyan found Xiaoqing, she wiped away her tears and picked her up.

"Xiaoqing, you recognized your master too, right?"

Her voice was very soft, and Xiaoqing rubbed her face with her head; it was icy cold.

She glanced back at Lan Jinna, who was going to wash up, and for the first time truly confirmed her feelings for it.

"Xiaoqing, I don't know how much you can understand. Now I'll ask you some simple questions, and you can just nod or shake your head, okay?"

Seeing that Xiaoqing was in a daze, Li Qingyan explained it to it again in a simple way.

"Nod if you're the master, shake your head if you're not the master."

She pointed to Shihe Hall: "Master?"

Xiaoqing seemed to understand and nodded.

Li Qingyan murmured, "I knew it..."

Instead of leaving, she sneaked back and peeked at Sannoh through the window.

She couldn't help but scratch her wrist, and then she saw Sannoh scratching his wrist too.

Watching his movements, Li Qingyan took a deep breath. Yes, yes, it was Sannoye.

She had been cautious enough; she was certain.

This is not her imagination.

Lan Jinna keenly sensed something was amiss and turned around, while Li Qingyan bent down and ran away.

As she left Shihe Palace, she looked back once more.

"Thank you... Sannoh, thank you for coming back."

Li Qingyan expressed her gratitude, and tears welled up in her eyes again.

This time, however, it was joy.

But besides the surprise, there was also an indescribable worry when Li Qingyan turned around.

Fear accompanies surprise closely.

She was afraid, afraid that something else would happen and implicate him again.

Sannoye has already died once and is still alive, which is already the greatest blessing from God. If he were to die again, he would be truly dead.

This is also why Li Qingyan did not immediately acknowledge him.

The synesthesia is still there, which means that the life-and-death curse between them still exists. Sannoye had previously cured it, but it still exists now, perhaps because it is related to his resurrection.

Ultimately, their lives and deaths remain intertwined.

Li Qingyan was afraid; she wanted to come into contact with the Life and Death Gu.

But in this world, only Sannoh knows the solution, and for him to solve it, he must recall the past.

When he recalled it, it was naturally a good thing; their lives were completely fulfilled.

But when she thought of Sannoh's death and her past regrets, she hesitated.

The following day, Li Qingyan was absent-minded, and that night, he didn't sleep at all.

She sat up in bed several times, wanting to go to Sannoh, to hug him, to tell him her feelings, to kiss him, and to never be separated from him again.

They had promised to consummate their marriage, and she even took out her old, peach-pink Miao-style dress several times, wanting to wear it and go find Sannoye.

But when she got to the door, she stopped and took off her clothes.

She went to find him, and that brought her happiness and joy; their story was finally complete. But the sudden appearance of the child prodigy, the unfinished story, and the new challenges meant that new dangers were on the horizon.

"What if Sannoh dies trying to save me...?"

"Li Qingyan, wake up! You can't be selfish. You can't just think about hugging and kissing him all the time. Aren't you afraid of hurting him again?"

Li Qingyan slapped herself, pushing herself back into the spot once again.

She used to watch amnesia dramas and wished she could step into the story and tell the protagonist the truth. But when it actually happened to her, she hesitated and backed down, just like those protagonists.

It's not that I don't love you, it's that I'm afraid.

Having stayed up all night, she murmured to herself, staring at the blinding sunlight, "Perhaps it's a good thing he has amnesia..."

If he loses his memory and doesn't have such deep feelings, he won't care about her as much, and he won't put her in danger again.

As long as she lives, he can live.

She believed she could survive. If something went wrong, given their current relationship, she could let him undo the life-and-death curse before she died, so he could live.

Their fate was truly deep; after all the twists and turns, he still ended up becoming her concubine.

He still represents Gu Li, and has already taken over the mother and child Gu, even receiving an official title. He can only stay.

Emotionally, Li Qingyan desperately wanted to bring Sang Nuoye to her senses, but rationally, she felt that this was for the best.

Finally, she thought, "Let's leave it at that for now, so I can see him more."

She secretly protected him, giving him everything he needed and never letting him suffer any injustice. But this time, she would not provoke him again.

Having made the decision, the sunlight was so dazzling that Li Qingyan couldn't help but tear up again.

She had lost count of how many times this had happened. She used to hate crying, but now, for this decision, she had cried until her eyes hurt.

She momentarily forgot that Sannoye would sense it.

She didn't know either, because she kept crying, and somehow, it seemed to have affected Lan Jinna.

Lan Jin didn't sleep well that night, and after falling asleep, she fell into a nightmare.

When I woke up, I couldn't remember anything, except that my eyes hurt a lot.

He initially thought it was just because he had cried in his nightmares again, as before, but he soon realized that his eyes hurt, and it seemed that it wasn't just his own fault.

He thought of something and silently disappeared from the Shihe Palace without being noticed by the palace servants.

He found Li Qingyan and saw her swollen eyes, feeling both surprised and somewhat certain.

"Why is she crying...?"

When she cried, he felt a dull, uncomfortable pain in his chest, as if a stone had been kicked in.

Lan Jin didn't like this feeling, so when there was no one else around her, he couldn't help but speak up:

"Why are you crying? Because of that virtuous commoner? Do you want him dead?"

He also heard rumors about the so-called virtuous commoner and thought she was upset because of that virtuous commoner and the child of the celestial phenomenon.


Seeing Lan Jinna suddenly pop out of the window, Li Qingyan's eyes lit up. Sang Nuoye had done the same thing before, always popping out suddenly and liking to walk through the window.

Even the words he said were exactly the same as before.

Everything seems to have started anew.

Li Qingyan almost thought that Lan Jinna had regained his memory, but upon closer inspection of his expression, he realized that he hadn't.

He has amnesia, but his way of thinking and acting is the same as before.

Li Qingyan was gratified and moved, but the society died.

Because at that moment, she was sitting on a chamber pot, commonly known as a toilet.

Lan Jin's so-called "waiting until there was no one else around" was actually Li Qingyan going to the toilet.

She's currently in a state where her pants are off.

She thought, thank goodness she didn't go to a big school, otherwise... I don't even want to think about it.

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