Nostalgia

At noon, Li Juan cooked lunch.

There are still vegetables at home.

Li Juan's cooking is delicious.

Because the food was delicious, Chen Liang felt that Qiao Qian really shouldn't have given up on Li Juan.

During the meal, Chen Liang suddenly asked Li Juan, "We're not planning to move over unexpectedly, are we?"

Li Juan said, "No, he's still entangled with his mistress. How could she let him off so easily?"

"The other woman said she wanted to marry him, but he said no."

"Tell me, if he didn't want her, why did he still have sex with her?"

Chen Liang smiled.

There's no way to explain this.

Only men understand.

Men are like that; they want to sleep with any woman they see, as long as she looks decent enough.

Some men, regardless of age, weight, or appearance, or whether they find a woman attractive or not, will want to sleep with her.

That's how men feel.

Do you still hate him?

"hatred!"

Chen Liang's heart skipped a beat.

How can a husband and wife do this?

Is this love?

This is not love.

This is possession, this is selfish possession.

In Chen Liang's heart, if the person he loves cheats on him, he will forgive her.

Because, when it comes to matters of penis and penis, life really doesn't matter.

As long as the bloodline is pure, that's fine.

Even if his bloodline isn't pure, as long as he treats me well, that's enough.

Even if it's not good for you, it's okay.

As long as you're happy, that's all that matters.

Because in Chen Liang's heart, there was no one to depend on; everything that happened around him was for his happiness.

He was born to be happy.

If you're not happy, what's the point of living?

Nothing and no one can stop him from being happy.

He lives for happiness.

One piece of meat, just eat it.

In Chen Liang's mind, it was really not worth being heartbroken over a piece of meat.

So, are women valuable?

If you live a good life, you'll be valuable.

If you don't live your life properly, you're worthless.

Therefore, in Chen Liang's mind, as long as a woman has a relationship with him and asks for money, that is selling herself!

No different from a young lady!

They're in business.

It wasn't for love.

It's not for the sake of happiness.

They use this unique thing to make transactions and do business.

Isn't that disgusting?!

He loves someone, and he wants that person to be happy.

For example, with Li Juan, he had no possessive desires; he only wanted her to be happy.

He also saw that she was very happy now.

As long as you're happy.

As long as you're happy, everything else will disappear...

"If you still have reservations, now you are equals," Chen Liang said.

Li Juan nodded: "I know too."

"Um."

As expected of a highly educated person, she understood as soon as I explained it.

"So what do you want to do?"

Li Juan suddenly smiled. "I'm waiting for him to come pick me up. If he doesn't, it means he's still angry. If I go back, we'll just argue again."

Chen Liang: "Forget everything, start over, and return your heart to the way it was before, the time when you two were together."

Although Chen Liang said that, he also knew that there were some things he couldn't do.

He is not a god.

Although he always says he is a god.

However, he hoped to become a god through writing.

In his life, writing was sacred, capable of influencing people, and a means of exchanging ideas.

He wanted to become a god.

Li Juan smiled and said, "How difficult it is."

Chen Liang smiled as well.

These things take time.

Time is always a good thing for people.

Although extremely precious.

Therefore, we should cherish it even more.

Life is only about 30,000 days.

Of course, those who cultivate well and become immortal are an exception.

"Actually, you should go back on your own initiative," Chen Liang said.

"No, my going back voluntarily is worthless. He cheated on me first."

Chen Liang nodded...

……

After the meal.

Li Juan tidied everything up.

She said, "You stay here with me."

"Huh?" Chen Liang was taken aback.

Li Juan laughed, "What? You don't want to? Didn't you want to sleep with me in the first place? I think you know what the purpose of a relationship between a man and a woman is."

Chen Liang nodded again.

Everyone knows about this.

They just don't say it.

I just don't dare to say it.

Because if I say it out loud, people will think I'm being low-class.

The things we do every day have become low-level.

What people do has become low-level.

Doesn't this make people look inferior?

People who say and do such things probably don't even consider themselves human.

Every part of a person is sacred!

That kind of thing, in particular, is both joyful and sacred!

People should do what they want to do themselves and not ask others to do it.

"How long?" Chen Liang asked.

Li Juan rolled her eyes.

"It depends."

"it is good."

If the Qiao family were to come, Chen Liang could hide.

He could also leave the hospital.

In front of Li Juan's old home are ruins of a house.

The same goes for the east side.

To the west is a hutong (alleyway).

Chen Liang went outside and hid his electric scooter in the house of an abandoned but safe family.

It's safe there; his electric scooter won't be spotted.

Because no one goes into that dilapidated house.

It was eerie and a little scary.

Those who are timid dare not go.

Daring?

There aren't many brave people in the village now.

Those with a lot of guts have all gone out and bought houses.

Because they're not afraid of paying off their mortgage.

Chen Liang returned and hugged Li Juan.

The two of them just kept doing, doing, doing...

Chen Liang would not let this opportunity slip by.

First, he must sleep with Li Juan.

Furthermore, it discouraged Gao Lulu.

Actually, now, Chen Liang is less frustrated by Gao Lulu and more interested in sleeping with Li Juan, that's for sure.

Chen Liang felt he would be letting himself down if he gave up this opportunity.

At the same time, I also feel sorry for Li Juan.

Because right now, Li Juan needs him...

Since it's needed, then give it to them...

Give without limit...

Give it your all...

Give infinitely and immeasurably...

……

That ancient kang (heated brick bed) was almost destroyed...

……

That evening, as the two were making love, they suddenly heard a "thump" from the courtyard.

This startled Chen Liang.

Li Juan hugged Chen Liang and smiled.

"Don't be afraid, my brother is throwing food in."

Chen Liang asked in alarm, "He won't come in, will he?"

Li Juan said, "No, absolutely not."

Chen Liang was startled, and Li Juan was also taken aback.

The two were startled, and in some ways, their feelings were even better...

Since it's getting better, let's not stop yet.

Let's enjoy this wonderful moment first...

……

Night fell.

The two went outside and finally found the food in the grass.

I rub!

There was alcohol.

Liquor.

The wine was brought in tied with a rope.

It's estimated that Li Juan's brother was worried that she wouldn't be able to sleep at night, so he gave her some alcohol to help her relax.

Chen Liang was very happy.

"Juan, it would be nice if there was some wine."

Li Juan was also very happy, "Yes, yes."

Both of them were experienced, and they knew what having alcohol meant.

Because of the alcohol, people drank more wildly and recklessly...

……

Li Juan cooks.

Chen Liang hugged her from behind.

They were essentially two people who weren't married, but they were living like a married couple for a while.

Take this opportunity to enjoy happiness you haven't experienced before.

The joy of not doing it.

The joy of not being together...

In the kitchen, Chen Liang wouldn't let Li Juan off the hook.

Although you can't have your fill, you can still enjoy yourself to the fullest.

Just like when he was with Gao Lulu.

Chen Liang wanted to break the taboo.

Li Juan exclaimed in surprise.

Yet it silently allows it...

Perhaps, she also wants to give Chen Liang a first time.

She gave Chen Liang what she had not previously given...

Because, at this moment, she was grateful to Chen Liang…

Perhaps, without Chen Liang, if she couldn't bear it here, she would have hanged herself...

Li Juan completely surrendered to Chen Liang...

……

Li Juan prepared four dishes and placed them on a small tea table in the inner room.

The two sat down.

Li Juan glanced at Chen Liang.

Chen Liang glanced at Li Juan.

At this moment, it was perfectly clear that when Li Juan looked at Chen Liang, her eyes shone with the radiance of a wife…

She was originally a virtuous, quiet, and gentle woman...

Only time has slightly changed her...