A skin-thirsty episode occurred, in her brother's arms.

A huge surprise hit Qin Ge. He stared at the computer screen, stunned for several seconds, a rare occurrence for him.

He was certain that he loved Xu Xingchen.

It's not just a simple brotherhood, nor is it any kind of kinship.

The bond between them must be the most indescribable in the world.

Everything about him belongs to Xu Xingchen, including his soul.

He loved Xu Xingchen so much that he was almost dying to love him.

But he never knew what Xu Xingchen was thinking.

Some things don't necessarily need an answer. At the very least, the stars are around him, and he can guarantee that he will always be the only one by the stars' side.

That's enough.

Even if the stars never understand and never acknowledge his identity, he is still willing.

What he wanted has always been very simple.

That's fine with Xingxing; he can love her for a lifetime, and they will always be together.

He thought he wouldn't mind that one word, "I like you."

Upon learning that Xingxing had someone she liked, his first reaction was immense anger and jealousy.

Anger emanated from every bone of his being, constantly burning within his soul.

He ruled out everyone in his mind, and even thought about what he would do if Xingxing really fell in love with someone else.

The dark thoughts he had hidden so well resurfaced in his mind once again.

Until his name is correct.

His mind exploded like a firework, and his hand on the mouse trembled.

He saw the journal entry.

The first record was made fifteen years ago, when they first met.

I rescued a really handsome young man, but he was too thin and needed to take good care of himself. He was fierce and bit me; it hurt a little, but I endured it. My mom said I was very brave.

[Something's not right with that older brother. I want to take him away. His father... he's acting strangely. I don't know, I can't describe it. I still called my parents to tell them.]

I brought him home. My aunt wanted to give him a bath, but he scratched her.

[This young man is very fierce; he doesn't eat, and his illness won't get better if he doesn't eat.]

I almost got bitten while feeding him. His aunt wouldn't let me near him anymore, but I couldn't resist and secretly went to check on him in the middle of the night. He was huddled under the bed, and as soon as I went in, he opened his eyes, and I almost got bitten again.

……

Another day of being ignored.

[Mom hired a psychologist, but it wasn't very effective. Mom also mentioned contacting his mother and said a lot of other things, much of which I didn't understand. The adult world is so complicated.]

I crawled into the room and wrapped myself and him in the blanket. It's cold, and we'd catch a cold if we didn't cover ourselves. I'm so glad I didn't get bitten this time.

……

[He spoke to me for the first time, calling me Xingxing! This was the happiest day of my life! The doctor said his condition was showing signs of improvement.]

His name is Qin Ge, which is a bit of a mouthful. I'd like to call him Ge Ge, so it makes us seem closer to the stars.

[I'm a little sad that Aunt Ci is taking him away. My mother told me that people can't be so selfish; he has his own home and can't live here forever. I don't understand; I think he can.]

……

He didn't leave, my brother didn't leave. Gogo said he's older than me, so I should call him brother. Gogo, "brother" sounds like such a strange title. Qin Ge told me to just call him brother as a reward for not leaving, and I agreed.

……

My older brother voluntarily came to the middle class to keep me company. He went from the senior class to the middle class; he's the most amazing one.

……

Qin Ge is annoying!

……

Okay, most of the time my brother is fine.

……

I thought I was going to die there, but Qin Ge carried me out like a hero.

……

Qin Ge is growing so fast! I'm only a little bit tall. Why am I growing so slowly?

……

Qin Ge is an idiot. He said he wanted to saw off his own leg so he could be as tall as me. He's the biggest idiot in the world.

He's very busy, and we haven't been in touch for a long time today. It feels strange, and I'm a little unhappy.

I don't understand anything he's studying. He has so many classes every day, and he's also taken to playing video games and basketball.

……

I'm a little sad, just a little.

I opened the same game, it's very difficult, I keep losing, it's not fun at all.

I had the driver take me to the basketball court.

……

[It turns out I'm really bad at these things; the weather was just as bad as my mood.]

I encountered a disgusting person at the music store.

……

I know perfectly well what I'm doing, and I know perfectly well that it's all wrong, but I can't control myself, and I still did it. Will Qin Ge come?

He came, he hugged me tightly, he was so nervous. I enjoyed his care, but I couldn't help wanting more. I despised myself for this behavior, yet I couldn't help... becoming addicted.

I succeeded, more than once.

……

I had a really weird dream, it was so disgusting, I took several showers afterward.

I dreamt again, and this time it was even clearer.

In the dead of night, I stared at Qin Ge like a freak for a long time. We can't continue sleeping in the same bed.

……

On my eighteenth birthday, Qin Ge took me to see pink dolphins and the sunset. The sea breeze ruffled his clothes, and his eyes and brows looked even more gentle in the sunset. He sang a song for me, and my heart pounded harder and harder. I was absolutely certain that I loved him, I loved him.

Thinking about it carefully, it's not impossible at all. Falling in love with Qin Ge is perfectly reasonable. He's such a good person. The only thing that bothers me is the psychological trauma he suffered from in his childhood.

……

Perhaps I'll be the exception. He's so good to me, could he like me? I kind of want to know the answer.

Before I could even probe him, Qin Ge dealt with one of his childhood friends—or rather, someone who had been in the same class as us since elementary school and occasionally exchanged a few words with Qin Ge. Qin Ge sent him away.

[Will I be the same after I'm discovered? I think probably.]

It's alright, I can hide the password well, and Qin Ge won't find it.

……

[Qin Ge Qin Ge Qin Ge Qin Ge Qin Ge Qin Ge Qin Ge Qin Ge Qin Ge Qin Ge Qin Ge...]

[It's so annoying, why can't you just like me?]

[Something came up, Qin Ge went abroad. This is the first time we've been apart for so long.]

I've been feeling a bit off lately. I recently had a physical exam with Qin Ge, and they didn't find anything wrong.

I did a lot of research and came up with a somewhat absurd answer.

I contacted Leilei and told him that I'd been feeling anxious lately, so I asked him to recommend his brother, who is a psychologist, to me.

The log ended abruptly there, and Qin Ge knew almost everything that followed.