Having been given a second chance at life, who would still want to pursue her?

【2013.5.23】

The teacher has been saying these past few days that the time until the college entrance exam is getting closer and closer. Now there are only a little over ten days left.

But I feel like these past ten days have been unbearable. I don't want to be bothered by him anymore. I want to get away from him as soon as possible. I wish tomorrow was the college entrance exam.

Anyway... anyway, Ayan's score is high enough to get into a top-tier university. As long as he doesn't underperform, he can get into a good one.

As for him... I really regret agreeing to help him review for college and get into a good university. He's so lazy and irresponsible every day, and I have to explain the questions countless times before he remembers them. He can't even get into a good junior college, let alone a university!

I really want...I really want it all to end soon.

......

Looking at these lines of familiar handwriting.

Chen Jianji was already quite calm.

He had read the diary entry for that day after Lin Qingxue's car accident in his previous life.

Oh...

Lin Qingxue really knows how to elevate Li Wenyan and belittle him in her diary.

That guy surnamed Li, he only barely made it into a top-tier university in the last mock exam.

Previously, my scores had always hovered around the second-tier university level.

His scores improved slightly in each mock exam.

While it's true that it's easier to improve a low score in the early stages, the difficulty increases dramatically with each point gained later on.

But this also shows that he is not stupid. Why would you belittle him by saying that he couldn't even get into a good junior college?

Chen Jianji's eyes were cold.

He felt inexplicably more irritated with Lin Qingxue.

And this time.

The handwriting in the diary changed over time.

【2013.5.23】

I'm home.

When the first line of text appears.

Chen Jianji paused for a moment.

In his memory, those last ten days or so...

Lin Qingxue didn't go home at all; she was always doing practice problems, either teaching him or teaching Li Wenyan.

They seized almost every spare moment to constantly solidify their knowledge.

Before Chen Jianji could think it through.

Lines of text gradually appeared.

...

My parents told me that Ayan's parents went to the temple to pray for him today. I saw the light was on next door, so they should be back by now.

They seemed to be waving towards my window, but I didn't dare respond because Ayan's grades had been inconsistent lately, and I... didn't really want to chat, since a conversation would take forever...

The writing seemed to have paused for a long time here, and the ink spots had all smudged into a patch.

[This past week, he finally moved seats, and I'm sitting alone now. It's much quieter during class and evening study sessions.]

[But his scoundrel nature is still the same, making me very uncomfortable. He's embarrassed me several times in front of the class, once even in front of Ayan.]

Thankfully, he said he would cut ties with me. For that reason, I don't want to argue with him too much, lest he change his mind, since this isn't the first or second time he's gone back on his word.

But it doesn't matter, I have no way out this time either.

I've finally made up my mind to keep my promise to Ayan, so no matter if he shamelessly comes back or not, I will never forgive him.

All I want right now is for the college entrance exam to end quickly so I won't have to see him anymore.

I don't want to, and I won't...

Say one more thing to him.

At the end, there is also a smudged ink stain.

Then the last line of text gradually appeared.

Definitely not.

......

Chan Kin-kei watched the whole thing quietly.

Two different diaries from two different lifetimes.

But almost all of them convey the same meaning.

They disliked him and wanted to stay away from him.

They are also defending Li Wenyan.

In fact, Lin Qingxue's wish had already come true.

He's already far away.

He never expected that Lin Qingxue would dislike him so much that she felt uncomfortable even seeing him.

Isn't this a coincidence?

He is too.

"Hey kid, why aren't you responding when I call you?"

Chen Guochang's voice suddenly rang out.

Chen Jianji then came to his senses.

But just as he was about to raise his head...

Then Chen Guochang sat down next to him with his back bent, his voice even lower.

"Hey kid, what are you staring at so intently?"

Chen Jianji twitched the corner of his mouth: "It's not that I'm ignoring you, it's just that your voice is too soft. What are you doing..."

Before he could finish speaking...

Chen Guochang held up his index finger to his lips, lowering his voice even further.

"Shh, keep your voice down."

"Your mom is dragging Xinyi along outside."

"I just wanted to ask, what's the current situation with Xinyi?"

Chen Jianji turned around and glanced outside the room.

You can't see outside from here.

The only sound was the whooshing of the air blower.

And then you could hear Zhang Xinyi and Wang Suling talking in a hushed voice.

Chen Guochang also looked over and couldn't help but sigh.

"This time when she came back, she was able to chat with your mother for a while, which is a world of difference compared to the last time."

"You have no idea how worried your mother and I have been every single day while you were at school this past week."

"At your age, although you all look tall and strong, like adults, you're actually just big kids."

"When the body has developed well, but the mind is not yet fully mature, this is when psychological problems are most likely to occur."

Upon hearing this...

Chen Jianji turned around and glanced at him.

"Then why aren't you worried that I'll develop mental health problems?"

Chen Guochang also looked away, unable to suppress a laugh of anger.

"What problem could you possibly have?"

"You should be thinking about whether you'll upset your mother and me to the point of causing us problems!"

"Alright, enough with the nonsense. Tell me about Xinyi already."

Chen Jianji tapped his fingers lightly on the table.

He finally spoke after a long while.

"Dad, you're right. It's the adults' issues that are affecting the children."

There is no solution to this.

"While she was at school, I was able to get her to interact and play with her classmates, but after we went back to Haicheng, I was at a loss."

These words were spoken.

Chen Guochang's smile froze, and he sighed.

"I'll have a good talk with your aunt about this."

"Then you should help Xinyi more at school. Fetch water, get food, and buy whatever she needs."

...

He kept talking on and on.

Chen Jianji was immediately at a loss and couldn't help but stop him.

"Stop, stop, stop..."

"Dad, don't you want to listen to what you're saying? Does that make me look like her lackey? Don't I have any dignity at school?"

Upon hearing this...

Chen Guochang just glanced at him with a puzzled look.

"Don't you often do these things for others? It's just something you do on the side."

Chen Jianji's body suddenly stiffened, and he looked at Chen Guochang in disbelief.

"Dad, why would you say that? Where did you hear that rumor?!"

"what?"

Realizing he had let something slip, Chen Guochang immediately pretended to be dumbfounded.

"Um, I didn't, you must have misheard me."

"Um?!"

Chen Jianji glared at him.

"Hi, it's just..."

Seeing that he couldn't avoid it, Chen Guochang could only laugh it off.

"I noticed you were quite friendly to that couple today, but you wouldn't tell me when I asked, so I was just wondering if they were the parents of one of your classmates."

"Um...by the way...um, I asked about something."

Chen Jianji fell silent.

After a long while, he finally managed to squeeze out a name through gritted teeth.

"Zhang is narcissistic! Good, very good!"

"Oh no, no, I didn't say that!"

Chen Guochang's expression changed.

He jumped up abruptly and hurriedly slipped out of the room.

......