Oh no, my deskmate is a yandere!

The water flows gently, and only a few wild ducks flutter their wings on the river, in small groups of two or three.

People and the river are separated by a long row of stone pillars and iron chains.

Yang An was pulled by Jiang Nianxi, walking side by side on the rubber path by the river.

"Yang An...do you believe in fate?"

Jiang Nianxi walked slowly, listening quietly to the gentle flow of the river, her expression serene.

Yang An turned his gaze to the rows of stone pillars and chains beside him, and listening to the other person's words, he couldn't help but feel melancholy.

He countered, "Why do you ask that?"

"I've always felt that you might be an indispensable part of my life." Jiang Nianxi didn't stop walking, but she slightly raised her head and lowered her eyelids.

"...You're joking, I don't have that much charm."

Yang An assumed that the other person was just spouting ambiguous remarks like usual, and didn't take it to heart.

His biggest concern right now is the awkwardness and shyness he feels, which he has nowhere to put.

"...That's true, the feelings I have for you are something you'll never understand."

Strangely, Jiang Nianxi just smiled and didn't refute it.

As the saying goes, people cannot share the same joys and sorrows.

She was plagued by insecurity and saw the other person as a cure.

Even though she had revealed it so many times before, did Yang An truly empathize with her?

not at all.

Her deskmate would only think she was crazy, extreme, stubborn, and had an unreasonable desire to control.

Some even thought she had some mental issues.

In the past, Jiang Nianxi would be unable to suppress her emotions and would break down or become extreme if Yang An said something about being eager to get away.

She felt that Yang An was heartless.

Why do you always avoid her, shake her off, and refuse to truly understand her pain and fear?

But now...

Jiang Nianxi has developed different perspectives on many things.

No one is obligated to spend the time and energy to see into another person's heart.

Just like liking someone, does that mean the other person has to feel the same way you do?

Does it really require wasting some of my life to give it to you?

I have no feelings for it, I don't like it, time is tight, my studies are important...

Ha ha.

Jiang Nianxi lowered her head and silently observed the two people's hands clasped together.

Yang An's hands were a bit bigger than hers.

It's very warm, and it carries the unique vigor of youth.

She unconsciously clenched her fists tighter.

What reason? It's just that person thinks it's not suitable.

If it's not suitable, it's simply not suitable.

Sometimes, there isn't even a reason.

She was always too naive, thinking that she could keep her classmate by her side just because of her outstanding looks.

Learn from those emotionally expressive girls, think that if you take the initiative, the other person will surrender.

But Jiang Nianxi was wrong, terribly wrong.

She forgot that if she really used her looks, she could make her deskmate blindly submit.

What is the essential difference between that little classmate and the middle-aged teacher who tried to molest her, and the womanizing playboy?

What they submit to is never her soul.

Rather, it's this beautiful and proud body, rather...

The instinct of biological reproduction.

What kind of things you have will attract what kind of people.

A fruit whose peel is willing to be cut open might be eaten by someone willingly.

But in comparison, it would only attract thousands upon thousands of disgusting flies.

and so……

That's what makes my deskmate so precious, haha...

From an unseen angle, Jiang Nianxi's breathing gradually quickened, and the corners of her mouth seemed to curve slightly upwards.

It's so rare to meet someone as kind and clean as my deskmate.

There's no reason for us to let him off the hook.

Unwilling to empathize with her? That doesn't matter anymore.

All she needs to do is tie this person to her life forever, isn't that enough?

If we let Yang An go, then who will let her go?

She is selfish, possessive, and wants to possess all of Yang An.

But which of the vast majority of people living in this world isn't selfish?

Aren't those boys who are pursuing her just trying to possess her?

She is controlling and intolerant of any wrongdoing.

She wanted to create a place with Yang An where no one else could come in.

In life, how many soulmates can one meet?

Since we've met, let's just obediently embrace each other and die together!

Yang An doesn't understand her, and doesn't want to understand her... That's okay.

There is a barrier, there is conflict...

Oh, it's okay.

Now, Jiang Nianxi doesn't care anymore.

First, make sure Yang An can never escape, then time will be the best healer.

If one year isn't enough, then two years will do.

If two years isn't enough, then ten years.

Yang An can't leave. One day, under the pressure of time, the two of them will fit together perfectly.

Jiang Nianxi will no longer be lonely.

Because there is another heart resonating with her.

I won't feel wronged, disappointed, in pain, or uncomfortable.

Because gentleness and comfort will flow through her blood, from the veins where the two are connected, into her whole body.

Thinking of this, Jiang Nianxi's body began to tremble slightly.

Oh.

Ha ha.

Hahahaha...

"Ouch... Jiang Nianxi, don't use so much force."

Yang An, standing to the side, grimaced, clearly feeling unwell.

He didn't know what had suddenly gotten into the woman; her grip tightened abruptly.

Now, I feel as if my left hand is placed under a hydraulic press, and on the highest setting.

If you apply just a little more force, you'll crush the bones.

Yang An was startled when his gaze fell on Jiang Nianxi.

No, that can't be right.

What happened to her?

Why is it shaking so badly?

"Are you... are you alright?"

He tentatively waved his right hand in front of the other person's face.

Jiang Nianxi kept her head down, so her expression was unreadable.

However, Yang An's cautiousness seemed to have some effect when it reached her ears.

The trembling in his body gradually subsided and calmed down.

Yang An swallowed hard, a sense of foreboding creeping over him: "Jiang Nianxi?"

By any measure, it looks a bit like... having an epileptic seizure.

He remembered a classmate who had epilepsy and whose whole body was shaking uncontrollably.

However, Jiang Nianxi only seemed to tremble slightly.

Uh……

I don't know if it's just my imagination.

It's kind of like being overly sad, or... excited?

Thinking of this, his expression suddenly became quite strange.

Finally, after just a dozen seconds, Jiang Nianxi's body stopped trembling.

However, he didn't say anything.

She simply raised her head slightly and looked at Yang An.

Only now was Yang An able to see the other person's face clearly.

"What...is wrong?"

After seeing it clearly, Yang An was not relieved at all; instead, his heart jumped into his throat.

There is no other reason.

But Jiang Nianxi's current appearance... is too strange.

His face looked as if it had been steamed in a sauna for hours; it was flushed and red.

People often only show this expression when they are extremely angry or sad.

But there was no anger or any sadness in her eyes.