Oh no, my deskmate is a yandere!

But Yang An, whose romantic experience is like a blank sheet of paper, will not be easily blinded by beauty.

The time they spent together this semester had given him enough insight into this person.

When they first became deskmates, Jiang Nianxi, for some unknown reason, took the initiative to be friendly to him.

But overall, the two maintained a proper distance as classmates.

An unexpected turn of events occurred when he saved Jiang Nianxi.

Since that incident, it seems the other party has been unable to maintain their facade.

At first, we just tentatively fed them snacks and sent them breakfast.

They became even bolder after that.

Especially during the period when Su Lingyi also showed him affection.

Jiang Nianxi repeatedly lost her composure, and her emotions became increasingly extreme.

She often does things that are completely out of character for her.

Any woman who gets close to Yang An will be sabotaged.

Even if it's a female teacher, she has to stand by her from time to time, as if she's supervising her.

Moreover, kissing a classmate you've only known for a few months is not something a normal person would do, right?

As things progressed, she wanted to get involved in every aspect of her life.

For breakfast, you must eat only what she makes herself.

I must have lunch with her too.

Even when writing anything, no matter what it is, he has to let her see it after he finishes writing.

disagree?

Jiang Nianxi then threatened her with something even more outrageous.

If it were someone with less virtuous character, they probably wouldn't know how far they would have gone astray.

It's practically a delicious serving of fatty meat.

But Yang An always felt that one should always treat the opposite sex with respect.

Jiang Nianxi was demeaning herself; he couldn't just watch the show.

So we indulged and compromised time and time again.

He couldn't take it anymore.

For the first time, as he reflected on his experiences over the past few months, he suddenly felt that his decision was absurd.

I shouldn't have let my own selfish thoughts influence my decision in the first place.

Indecisiveness leads to disaster.

Compared to Jiang Nianxi hanging herself up, her current situation is far more painful.

He finally realized that he could no longer bear the other person's morbid control.

This has nothing to do with whether the two people are boyfriend and girlfriend.

It was precisely because he couldn't bear it that he would never agree to it, even if Jiang Nianxi offered herself to him.

Moreover, Jiang Nianxi doesn't even know if she truly likes him.

She confessed her feelings on impulse, or perhaps simply because of her extreme remarks that night.

She just wanted to use a closer relationship to bind herself, this object controlled by her, to the very thing.

Could Yang An possibly go along with her nonsense?

This is not only playing a joke on Jiang Nianxi's future, but also on himself.

After being with her, he lived under constant pressure every day, and with his mediocrity, he left a dirty mark on Jiang Nianxi's brilliant youth.

Making things clear beforehand is actually a responsible thing to do.

Yang An slowly raised his hands, looking at his somewhat withered and yellow arms, his dry lips trembling slightly.

to be frank.

When faced with Jiang Nianxi, a woman of the opposite sex, and recalling all the previous ambiguous relationships and all the kindness she showed him, he felt a pang of sadness.

Giving up also requires courage.

However, if he were to be controlled by beauty, Yang An felt that he would be no different from those scoundrels.

"Focus on your studies, don't overthink it..."

He took a deep breath and calmed his anxiety.

And, a tiny bit of resentment.

He believed that when love came along, he would have his own unique warmth.

Flowers that bloom too early will also wither too early.

Besides, this flower just happened to bloom for him under the influence of hormones.

Shaking off the excessive thoughts in his mind, Yang An adjusted the shoulder straps and straightened the backpack that had gone astray.

Gazing at the corner of the alleyway in the distance, I slowly walked towards my home.

……

The countdown to the National College Entrance Examination (Gaokao) is 50 days.

Today marks the fiftieth day of his cold war with Jiang Nianxi.

That confession did not make Jiang Nianxi back down.

That day, Yang An's phone was filled with messages from "Jiang Zhong Wan Yue".

The number of missed calls was also over a hundred.

It's hard to imagine what kind of perseverance Jiang Nianxi had to accomplish all this in just one day.

Yang An, who originally wanted to go home and play some games to relax, couldn't play at all due to the continuous interruptions.

This amnesty holiday was completely ruined by the stubborn Jiang Nianxi.

As soon as he returned to school, Jiang Nianxi, with dark circles under her eyes, was already waiting for him in her seat.

I guess he didn't sleep all night again.

After that day, Jiang Nianxi pulled him to a secluded corner.

But Yang An's mind was made up.

"……I see."

Jiang Nianxi lowered her head, her body trembling slightly, and left only this one sentence.

The two parted on bad terms.

Even now, Yang An and Jiang Nianxi rarely speak to each other.

Jiang Nianxi stopped bringing her homemade breakfasts and stopped asking her to eat with him.

Even if other members of the opposite sex come, they will still be driven away.

Yang An felt a long-lost sense of freedom for the first time.

In the past fifty days, he had never felt the air so fresh and pleasant.

The pressure was already immense, given that the college entrance exam was approaching.

With Jiang Nianxi's control significantly reduced, his mood improved considerably.

What is the reluctance to let go of this relationship, what is the small, youthful flutter of emotions?

Nothing feels as comfortable as this moment.

An abnormal relationship should be ended sooner rather than later.

only……

On the podium, the math teacher was still loudly explaining past college entrance examination questions.

Yang An tilted his head slightly and glanced at the scene out of the corner of his eye.

Jiang Nianxi curled her hands together, burying her head in them, and looked as if she were asleep.

The hair tie had been removed long ago.

Her long, jet-black hair was casually draped over her shoulders and onto the table.

Because of Jiang Nianxi's special status, no one would bother her even if she openly slept in class.

But for some reason, Yang An felt a vague sense of unease.

It seemed like some kind of bad premonition.

He always felt that, given Jiang Nianxi's temperament, it was impossible for her to be so calm.

His sixth sense told him that this person would never give up so easily.

"..."

I'm completely overwhelmed by all the practice problems.

Yang An shook his head and looked away.

Instead of wasting time worrying about this broken, abnormal relationship, you should think about it properly.

The next fifty days are for figuring out how to get into Xuancheng University, which I've longed for.

My current score is high enough to meet the minimum requirements for Xuancheng University.

But it was only a touch.

If I got this score on the college entrance exam, I'd probably be rejected from most universities.

At the very least, he needs to score 50 points above the minimum cutoff to have a real choice.

You can choose a major you like.

You can come to a brand new environment.

Meet new people, new friends.

Perhaps, there is still a true love that belongs to him, quietly waiting for him in some corner.

Yang An's fingertips, which were gripping the pen, turned slightly white.

This is the first step towards society.

Whether it's for their parents or for themselves.

He definitely will, definitely will.

Have a safe journey!