pillow bird spring

Shen Yinshuang's kneecaps are hurting more and more.

It started to rain, and with each autumn rain comes a chill.

She knelt until she lost consciousness, her whole body shivering with cold.

In Shen Yinshuang's view, Xiao Yin did this on purpose.

He deliberately punished himself in various ways.

Her mind was filled with various memories from the past.

There were good times in the past.

There was evil that followed.

There is hatred now.

They have their own ideas.

The final image captured was Xiao Yin's gentle face as he coaxed Cui Lingyi.

Yes, she doesn't deserve it.

It's only natural that Xiao Yin would abandon him now.

Shen Yinshuang smiled very faintly, a self-deprecating smile.

Two years ago, Xiao Yin redeemed her from the brothel.

She thought that one day she could explain her predicament to him.

She no longer hopes that they can eventually be the same as they were at the beginning.

At the very least, she didn't want any misunderstandings between them.

But in the two years that followed, Xiao Yin never gave him a chance.

Mentioning what happened back then only provokes fury.

Suddenly, Shen Yinshuang felt that persisting was meaningless.

It was a feeling of physical and mental exhaustion.

She gave a very bitter smile.

Then she completely lost consciousness.

"Girl!" Cui Xi exclaimed in surprise.

She quickly helped Shen Yinshuang to the side room.

This kneeling, coupled with the autumn rain that fell after nightfall.

A cold autumn rain.

Shen Yinshuang caught a cold and fell ill.

Xiao Yin did not come during this period.

After three days, Shen Yinshuang's condition did not improve.

Cui Xi was terrified and immediately went to fetch the doctor.

Butler Wang didn't stop them.

Although Shen Yinshuang was only a mistress, something really happened.

They'll be in deep trouble too.

When the doctor arrived, he took Shen Yinshuang's pulse.

Then his brows furrowed.

"Doctor, how is my daughter? Is it very serious?" Cuixi asked the doctor anxiously.

The doctor's expression remained serious.

This is the western suburbs, and he more or less guessed Shen Yinshuang's identity.

The mistress of a high-ranking official.

But unfortunately, this mistress committed a grave taboo.

"She is pregnant," the doctor said, emphasizing each word.

Cui Xi's expression also changed.

The doctor's suspicions were confirmed by Cui Xi's reaction.

"It needs to be dealt with as soon as possible. If the belly gets too big, it will be troublesome," the doctor said bluntly.

Cui Xi nodded.

She gave the doctor some loose silver: "Please don't tell anyone, just prescribe the medicine."

The doctor nodded.

He quickly prescribed abortion pills.

After Cui Xi thanked the doctor, he left.

But after the doctor left, Steward Wang emerged from the corner.

"Ha, this little slut has actually had a child in secret. It definitely isn't the General. No, I must tell the General." Without thinking, Steward Wang turned and left the western suburbs.

The room remained quiet.

Shen Yinshuang vaguely heard the doctor's words.

She is pregnant.

It's still Xiao Yin's child.

She had been married to Pei Shouan for three years, but she still hadn't conceived.

The doctor said it was a serious illness she had the year she got married.

If the body is damaged, it will be difficult to conceive again.

The doctor's words completely changed the Pei family's attitude.

She was also prepared to never have children in her life.

Since Xiao Yin brought her back, she has been given contraceptive soup every time.

Only this month did she forget to drink.

She thought she wouldn't get pregnant.

As a result, she became pregnant.

Shen Yinshuang, who had been despondent, suddenly felt a glimmer of hope.

She placed her hand on her flat stomach.

She looked quietly at Cui Xi.

"Miss, I've had the doctor prescribe abortion medication. You should get it done quickly," Cui Xi said anxiously.

Shen Yinshuang didn't speak; she lowered her eyes and remained quiet.

"Don't be foolish. Since ancient times, mistresses have never been allowed to get pregnant. If the child grows up, you might even lose your life."

Cui Xi was trying to persuade Shen Yinshuang.

Shen Yinshuang gave a faint "hmm".

"I'll go get your medicine. Don't let the general know about this. He'll punish you later," Cui Xi instructed carefully.

"Okay." Shen Yinshuang nodded in agreement.

She never intended for Xiao Yin to know about this.

Five years ago, she and Xiao Yin had already reached a dead end.

In addition, Xiao Yin married the Prime Minister's daughter.

Let alone Xiao Yin, even the Prime Minister's mansion would not tolerate a child born to a mistress.

So she wanted to take the child with her.

They quietly took the child away.

It's just a final thought for myself.

With a child, Shen Yinshuang was even less likely to humiliate herself further.

She composed herself and hid her thoughts well.

Cui Xi had already turned around and gone to the pharmacy to get medicine for Shen Ying Shuang.

Shen Yinshuang lay in the room for a while.

I guess I've been lying in bed for too many days.

She felt weak all over.

The sunlight outside was perfect, streaming in through the window.

She couldn't resist and went outside.

The courtyard is not large.

Just around the corner is the backyard gate.

Outside the backyard, there was a field of Gesang flowers, which was also Shen Yinshuang's favorite flower.

She watched quietly by the lake.

When the sunlight fell on her face, a golden halo spread out.

It's an absolutely beautiful scene.

"Shen Yinshuang, it's you?" someone suddenly called out to Shen Yinshuang.

She was startled, turned around to look at the person who had come, and immediately fell silent.

Pei Shouan.

I never expected to run into Pei Shou'an here.

Two years ago, she was divorced and expelled from the Pei family.

She never saw Pei Shou'an again.

They have been married for three years.

Pei Shouan wasn't initially bad to Shen Yinshuang.

After all, they had the Shen family as their backing.

Moreover, Shen Yinshuang is beautiful, with bright almond-shaped eyes; any man would like her.

Pei Shouan was no exception.

Of course he knew that Shen Yinshuang had someone in her heart.

That person is Xiao Yin, the current General Who Protects the Nation.

In fact, Xiao Yin is Pei Shou'an's maternal uncle.

Pei Shouan had disliked Xiao Yin since childhood.

They are about the same age, and their durations are compared together.

He was inferior to Xiao Yin in every way, and people said he was not as good as Xiao Yin.

I just can't get over that resentment.

He only felt relieved after the Pei family brought down the Xiao family.

Marrying Shen Yinshuang would eliminate any potential conflicts of interest with the Shen family.

There's also the innate male desire to conquer.

But we've coaxed her, and she's asleep.

Shen Yinshuang remained indifferent throughout.

He gradually became distorted.

They began to punish, beat, and abuse Shen Yinshuang.

Every sexual encounter was so rough that it was nothing more than a release.

He could even find all sorts of tricks to force Shen Yinshuang to compromise and scream in agony.

He kept a mistress outside just to disgust Shen Yinshuang.

Until Shen Yinshuang was tortured to the point of being neither human nor ghost.

He divorced Shen Yinshuang.

They were expelled from the Pei family.

He thought that even if Shen Yinshuang were alive, she would be in a terrible state.

But I never expected him to be so calm.

Pei Shouan thought of his past entanglements with Shen Yinshuang.

He chuckled and walked towards her.

"Pei Shouan, what are you doing!" Shen Yinshuang nervously backed away.

There was a lake behind her, leaving her with nowhere to retreat.

Pei Shouan had already walked up to Shen Yinshuang.

Without thinking, he grabbed her wrist.

"What are you doing?" He scoffed, looking at Shen Yinshuang.