I'm not mentally ill, I'm a master of a thousand faces!

Chapter 196, Moon Worship

I was thrown off a cliff.

They were thrown down from a high place.

Li Yun felt that sense of impending death once again. It was the feeling he had before Elder Shi took him in.

Blood loss.

pain.

The jungle is teeming with menace.

However, nowadays, the composure with which one calmly observes one's own death is no longer present.

Because at that time, I had not experienced the beauty and love in the world, so I had no lingering attachment to this world.

But things are different now.

They have a deep affection for their country.

He had a deep affection for Elder Shi.

and so.

I also felt a sense of attachment and expectation towards this body of flesh and blood, but at the same time, the feeling of being abandoned by Elder Shi also made me feel an unprecedented sense of disappointment.

I am disappointed.

Why?

Save me, teach me, and then kill me.

If I do something wrong.

You can tell me.

But why?

Li Yun could feel his emotions changing.

Unwilling to accept it.

It's roaring.

Even though the leader of the Moon Worship Cult is usually such a calm and collected person, he still gets angry when faced with this situation.

This is an instinctive emotion brought about by the body. Because of his love for the country and Elder Shi, he received such a reward, which made him instinctively angry, disappointed, and frustrated, and finally turned him into a cold-blooded and ruthless monster.

Because there were expectations, what happens when those expectations are not met?

That kind of 'anger'.

It also appeared in the seemingly ruthless Baiyue.

The leader of the Moon Worship Cult survived.

But at this moment.

He has abandoned all capacity to 'love'.

Because it was the first and last time he gave his heart away, and he received nothing in return.

That ruthless leader of the Moon Worship Cult.

born.

He doesn't believe in any kind of love in the world, yet he also doesn't believe that loving himself can bring righteousness to the world...

A person who is naturally indifferent and aloof.

The only time I gave my love, I received nothing in return.

The personality of the Moon Worship Cult Leader was forged

He took it one step at a time.

Reaching the pinnacle of the Nanzhao Kingdom

Li Yun also followed Bai Yue's perspective, becoming the leader of the Nanzhao Kingdom, second only to the emperor.

Power had reached its zenith.

wrong.

The moon worship did not actually satisfy him.

The demand has never been met.

later.

The Moon Worship Cult Leader then made all living beings worship and love him.

I have not completely broken away from Elder Shi's teachings.

I simply look down on the world from a superior position, examining its shortcomings from a high vantage point.

Such blind folly.

Why do they love me?

Because they want to be happy.

They wanted to be well-fed and clothed, to cure their illnesses, and to pass the imperial examinations.

They prayed to me, worshipped me, and wanted me to bring them these things.

I am very confused.

If they want to be well-fed and clothed, why don't they work or hunt?

If they want to cure their illness, why don't they buy herbs or seek out a doctor?

If they want to pass the imperial examinations, why don't they bury themselves in their studies?

If they want to stop the invasion of wild beasts and demons, why don't they train themselves?

I find them despicable, and I don't think their love has any real meaning; all it gives me is emptiness.

later.

The witch queen appeared.

She used her magical powers to benefit all living beings, and was loved and respected by everyone.

and.

She enjoyed it, basking in the genuine admiration of the people.

And so.

I plotted to kill her, to kill this descendant of Nuwa.

It's amazing.

I killed this witch queen who used her magic to love her people like her own children, bring blessings to all living beings, and was revered by everyone. She was clearly so loving and caring for all living beings and her people, and even I was among the people she loved.

I killed her.

I don't see myself as evil.

Because of her.

they.

This is the root cause of the people's blind ignorance and folly.

"The people's stupidity stems from their inability to think. The descendants of Nuwa will respond to all their demands, making them give up thinking and the pursuit of knowledge."

"They're beyond saving."

"Even if I kill Nuwa's descendants, they will find another so-called god to worship and entrust their hopes to."

"If ignorance is a sin, then they must be the most heinous of sins."

at this time.

The leader of the Moon Worship Cult stood before Li Yun.

His gaze was calm, yet carried a hint of composure.

His purpose, his motives, his existence.

Everything appeared clearly in the mirror in front of Li Yun.

"The Lord of the Moon Worship Cult".

"Um."

people in front of you.

That is the leader of the Moon Worship Cult.

A terrifyingly wicked man, dressed in black, high above, with a calm and composed gaze.

Disappointed in love, disappointed in humanity, utterly disillusioned with everything, yet aloof and superior.

thing.

at this time.

Li Yun actually came to the conclusion that worshipping the moon and destroying the world made a lot of sense. Since people are not loved and the world is so foolish and stupid, it would be better to start over in such a world.

Destroy humanity!

but.

That was only for a moment.

then.

Li Yun laughed.

At this moment, the leader of the Moon Worship Cult spoke calmly.

"Are you laughing at me? Do you not approve of me? This world is so blind and foolish. Let's start from scratch. I can turn the world into a supreme paradise free from foolishness. Let me lead you to reshape the world."

The phantom of the Moon Worship Cult Leader suddenly leaped out of the mirror.

They gradually approached Li Yun.

Obviously.

The TV series adaptation of "Chinese Paladin" has not yet started filming.

But this leader of the Moon Worship Cult overshadowed the main character.

At least.

It's an attempt to steal the show.

[Psychological intrusion detected. Does the host need to temporarily increase their mental resistance?]

Li Yun felt that if he fully accepted him and merged with him at this moment...

那我

Is it still Li Yun?

Or is it...?

Completely possessed by the Moon Worship Cult Leader

Li Yun felt the system's prompts and the ravings of the Moon Worship Cult Leader echoing in his ears.

Try to empathize with him, connect with him, and become like him.

He knows how to bewitch people.

It makes people feel that he is right.

He is a saint.

I approve of him.

I too can become a saint.

Li Yun felt itchy all over, so he focused on boosting his mental resistance.

Let the system help us defeat Baiyue.

Okay?

At this moment, Li Yun suddenly spoke.

"Do you feel like you're a god now?"

"uh-huh."

"You are indeed very suitable to be a villain. Your words are very good at bewitching people. If you went to the beautiful Western country, you could definitely be a qualified politician." Li Yun chuckled sarcastically. "But you deny God's blessing but want to be a god high above. I was wrong, Lord Baiyue. Before I experienced your life, I was a little confused as to why I couldn't completely imitate you. Now I understand. I always regarded you as a god high above, with that compassionate perspective on all living beings."

"But now I know, you're nothing but a pathetic creature starved for love."

"You are human too, you can be selfish too. You think you are a god, but your actions only make me feel extreme selfishness, morbid selfishness."

"Destroying the world and rebuilding—how extreme and tragic!"

at this time.

Bai Yue said calmly.

"If you possessed my power, you would surely want to purify this ugly world."

After a long while, Li Yun suddenly, very suddenly, burst into laughter.

"Hahahaha! Hahahahahaha!"

"Ha ha ha ha!"

This caused Bai Yue, who emerged from the mirror, to be momentarily stunned by Li Yun's imposing aura.

"You said that because I possess such power and have experiences like yours, I will use my own way to have compassion for all living beings, to 'love' them, to bestow charity upon them from a superior position, and to make the world a paradise?"

"If it were me, Li Yun, the leader of the Moon Worship Cult, I would conquer, I would rule."

"I will make them love me, and make them recite my name morning and night."

"I want their lives, they want to die."

"I want their wives, and they want their daughters too."

"I want their family property, they even want my family genealogy for eighteen generations."

"There's so much beauty in the world, why destroy it and rebuild it? You're just a foolish, selfish person chasing your own desires, a love-starved creature."

Li Yun's manic state.

Bai Yue fell silent.

"Aren't you being a bit too extreme?"

"I'm not being extreme. I just want to say that we all have a dark side and a selfish side. I acknowledge that because I'm selfish, and you're selfish too. We all do everything out of selfishness. You don't need to try to persuade me or take over my life with the idea of ​​a wonderful heaven on earth."

Faced with the phantom of Baiyue, Li Yun instead stepped forward.

He chuckled.

"So, Lord Moon Worship, our goals and motives are the same; we are all acting for our own selfish desires."

"I don't approve of your desires, and you don't approve of mine, but we're here with the same kind of feelings."

"bring it on."

Let our selfish desires merge into one.

at this time.

Li Yun finally opened his eyes again.

That wasn't the real world.

He just thought he had returned to the real world.

This is the real place; what happened just now was merely the Moon Worship Cult Leader's reverse erosion of his own spirit.

In fact, Li Yun could feel these personalities eroding him in the opposite direction.

Erlang Shen, Cao Zhengchun, Fire Cloud Evil God.

But never before has it been so straightforward and direct.

Undoubtedly, it reveals a desire to overshadow the main character.

they

I want to live not only in the world of the script.

Li Yun murmured.

"As I act, the characters I emulate become increasingly difficult to portray. The complexity of their personalities makes them less like characters and more like real people. Because they become more like living people, the difficulty increases, and the impact on me when I immerse myself in the role gradually increases. My mental state also experiences greater pressure."

"My abilities are a double-edged sword, hehehe."

"But why should I laugh? Why should I be so excited?"

"Because the more authentic they are, the more I've won them over, and the better the performance will be, right?"

"Sometimes, I actually have a feeling that even if all those personalities were gone, my mental state might not be normal."

"Perhaps I am ill?"

(End of this chapter)