My Love Disaster Notes

During your sophomore year, you took some time to go home and visit your "wild rose" girl.

She's dead; your first love ended without a trace.

[Dating simulation failed.]

In this emotional battle with the "bad girl," you lost miserably, and every night afterward, you couldn't let go of the past.

……

"..."

"no……"

"System, you fucking call this a bad girl?"

In the dead of night, Lin Chuan suddenly sat up from under the covers in his bedroom. He squeezed the bag of bread he had just picked up and crushed it. He stared blankly at the system panel.

How can you play games like this?!

Isn't this cheating?

"Love Diary"—this is the cheat code he just got, which allows him to obtain various rewards by simulating romantic relationships with bad girls in the future.

The function is very simple.

but……

Bad girl?

Can this girl even be called a bad girl?

Lin Chuan gritted his teeth, his hands bulging with veins from the effort, and a thousand curses ran through his mind.

He kept reviewing the simulation details of this dating game, and in the dense text notes, there were only two words—a total rip-off!

Lines of text reappeared before my eyes.

[During your senior year of high school, you met a spirited young woman with red hair at the arcade. She had dropped out of high school and worked at a billiards hall.]

Her name is Xiao Mei; she is a domineering, unreasonable, and wicked girl.

This is the initial simulation, based on a young, spirited girl Lin Chuan met at the arcade this week. She was sexy, had fiery red hair, and perfectly fit the definition of a bad girl.

Everything seemed perfectly normal.

So Lynn didn't hesitate to choose her as his simulated first love interest.

The love war game begins.

[In the e-sports arena, Xiao Mei rudely demands fifty game coins from you... To you, it's less like demanding and more like robbery and protection money.]

You didn't refuse, but secretly observed her, becoming curious about the girl with fiery red hair.

An hour and a half later, all fifty game coins were used up.

The delinquent girl kept her promise and agreed to spend the whole afternoon playing with you today.

For fifty game coins, she'd provide three services (eating, drinking, and shopping). This kind of promiscuous young woman, who'd be easily lured away for a few game coins, would be a piece of cake to win over.

He would take her to karaoke a few times and buy her some designer jewelry... At that time, Lin Chuan was fantasizing about a bright future, and his smile was even harder to suppress than AK's. If it weren't for the late night, he probably wouldn't have been able to help but let out a standard Uchiha laugh.

He simply couldn't find a reason to lose.

Using dating tips learned online, plus the auxiliary function of a dating diary.

If he could lose, he might as well just smash his head against the motivational wall for the college entrance exam and die.

The simulation continues.

You became friends with her, and she often hung around your school with a group of so-called "street friends," smoking cigarettes.

He's a gangster, smoking a lady's cigarette.

Lin Chuan felt no psychological burden towards this delinquent girl and began to look forward to the happy scene after the simulation ended, where the delinquent girl would be hurt to tears by him, while he would hold the reward and reach the pinnacle of life.

until……

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[You often meet and talk with troubled girls from outside school. Your classmates see this and start gossiping. The rumors about you and the "bad girls" eventually reach the ears of the teachers at school.]

Your childhood sweetheart heard about this and angrily told your parents, who were furious.

Three weeks before the college entrance exam, you had a fight with your parents because of your childhood sweetheart's embellishments. In a fit of anger, you ran away. Before your phone ran out of power, you sent a text message to Xiao Mei asking for help.

[Your phone died, you rushed out the door, leaving you penniless and soaked in the rain. Your wet trousers feel heavy and stiff, like chains of life, making it difficult for you to take a single step on the road to pursuing your dreams.]

Hungry, cold, exhausted, sleepy... you wander alone under the streetlights, looking utterly wretched.

Xiao Mei appeared. A week before you turned eighteen, a red-haired girl walked twenty kilometers in the pouring rain and finally found you.

Upon seeing this scene, Lin Chuan had a bad feeling.

But trusting the system, he firmly believed that this was just a scheme by a delinquent girl to deceive him, a "pure and kind" boy.

In this cruel game called the War of Love, only by maintaining absolute clarity can one achieve final victory.

after all.

This is a girl officially recognized as bad by the system, a scumbag who will cause him emotional trauma in the future.

Can a system harm itself?

Lin Chuan quickly adjusted his mindset and firmly believed that it was only a matter of time before he won over this bad girl.

Xiao Mei took you home.

Her so-called home was under a bridge, a dilapidated shipping container shack; the furniture was worn, the electricity was unreliable, and the blankets were patched, but it was kept spotless.

She is poorer than you think.

[Her grandmother still lives with her. Through her account, you gradually learn that in Xiao Mei's final year of junior high, her father died in a mining accident, and her mother eloped with her lover, taking the family savings with her, leaving only her disabled grandmother and herself to depend on each other.]

The inheritance left by her grandfather was divided up by relatives demanding repayment of debts; her grandmother was disabled; the house was sold; and the burdens of life, like a cruel blacksmith, hammered away at this stubborn and headstrong girl.

To earn money, she dropped out of school and started working at billiard halls, karaoke bars, and e-sports venues, barely scraping by with various part-time jobs.

That night, she used the last handful of noodles she had at home and some eggs she'd snagged on sale at the supermarket to make you a steaming bowl of noodles.

Lin Chuan: "..."

The plot of this dating simulation is getting weirder and weirder.

As a conscientious young man, to be honest, Lin Chuan had begun to waver at this point in the simulation.

With a mix of trepidation and curiosity about the future, he gritted his teeth and chose to continue the simulation.

……

Time passed quickly, and your feelings for her deepened. In your spare time, you often visited her home to give her lessons, teaching her to play the guitar. She always looked at you with adoration and admiration, her fiery red hair flowing, her eyes sparkling like stars.

"Lin Chuan, you're amazing!" she always said, and it became her catchphrase.

In Lin Chuan's view at the time.

Based on the progress at this stage, winning this war against "bad girls" is almost a certainty.

But with victory in sight, he felt a little panicked.

[During the mandatory boarding season for senior high school students, Xiao Mei would always sneak over to visit you. One day, she was climbing up a trash can when she accidentally knocked over the lid, leaving her face and clothes filthy.]

You think it's too dangerous and advise her not to come.

She said, "I'm afraid that if I don't come, you'll slowly forget about me."

Lin Chuan: "..."

His transformation began here.

Even after reviewing the entire scenario, seeing the images and text in this simulated scene, Lin Chuan still felt compelled to say…

"This guy is fucking inhuman!"

"I'm a complete beast!"