Thousands of people disliked them, but after being reborn and correcting their mistakes, they regret

Xu Fan felt he had contracted an illness; he discovered it in high school.

Xu Fan was an orphan from a young age and grew up in an orphanage, but was never adopted.

Because he lacked parental guidance and care from a young age, he was withdrawn and the children in the orphanage were unwilling to befriend him.

Therefore, Xu Fan longs for love.

In high school, he was assigned to sit next to a boy who was very handsome and gentle with him. He couldn't help but start fantasizing about his life with him and how wonderful it would be if he liked him.

When Xu Fan realized what he was thinking, he was both shocked and frightened. He wanted to slap himself. How could he think like that? No one would like him.

We must recognize reality.

But he still couldn't help but steal glances, get closer, and try to please the boy, and the boy gradually became impatient with him.

Until the boy found out he was gay, he tried desperately to explain but to no avail.

The boy loudly questioned him in class, and the news gradually spread among the classmates, and soon the whole school found out.

As the story spread, his classmates all said he was a disgusting homosexual and a voyeur.

He was subjected to all sorts of offensive language, and you could hear him cursing whenever you walked around campus.

He was terrified and in pain. He could never do anything right and was disliked by others.

Later, he studied quietly and was admitted to a very good university in the city. After entering university, he relapsed.

Xu Fan's college roommate was sunny and handsome, and very kind to him, so Xu Fan's fantasy object became his roommate, but he was still discovered.

This time was different from high school. Many people still criticized him, but his roommate was a popular figure at school, and there were quite a few boys and girls who liked him. After they learned about Xu Fan's actions, they all condemned him as a toad trying to eat swan meat.

The difference is that his high school classmates only cursed him, but his roommate was born into a wealthy family, and the people who liked his roommate were all rich and powerful. If they didn't like him or were in a bad mood, they would spread rumors about him everywhere and even hire people to beat him up.

Xu Fan knew it was his fault and never resisted, nor could he. He had never eaten anything good since childhood, and his body was much thinner than normal. At 1.75 meters tall, he probably only weighed about 90 kilograms. His health was also not very good, with constant minor and major ailments.

Every time he was beaten, it hurt a lot, and when he returned to the dormitory, he was always mocked and targeted.

His blankets are always wet, he doesn't know who splashes water on them, and when he hangs his shoes out to dry, they are always "accidentally" pushed off. He gets yelled at for making even the slightest noise in the dorm.

So he moved out of the dormitory and found a run-down rental house near the school, but the targeting of him did not stop. Before, when he was in school, no outsiders could come in, and he would at most be beaten by students. After he moved out of the dormitory, on his way home, he was often dragged into a dark alley, blindfolded, and beaten.

After the beating was over, when he struggled to get up, the person who beat him had already run away, and he could only slowly limp home by himself.

He won't call the police because he sees this as retribution for harassing and disturbing others.

Until one time, during a blindfolded beating, a clear, cold voice stopped the person hitting him, and then that person's slender, white fingers gently untied the blindfold.

He opened his eyes, and the person's aloof face came into view. The person smiled gently at him: "Next time, you need to learn to protect yourself."

Then he left. Xu Fan dared not have any more illusions, but he was very grateful to this person. So he spent a long time slowly inquiring about this person, wanting to repay him.

Finally, Xu Fan learned that this person was a senior a year ahead of him, and lived in dormitory 308.

Xu Fan, bundled up tightly, slowly walked into the dormitory building that held many painful memories for him, carrying the exquisite pastries he had made himself.

He had done a lot of mental preparation before knocking on the door of 308.

But then I heard my roommate and senior talking inside.

The senior's voice was lazy: "He's already moved out, and you still won't let him go? How heartless. At least he likes you quite a bit."

My roommate scoffed, "Why wouldn't I let him off the hook? It's not like I hired someone to beat him up. On the contrary, I heard you stopped others from hitting him that day. What, you've taken a liking to him?"

"He's filthy, slovenly, and a pervert. How could I possibly be interested in him? It's just for fun. I heard he's been asking around about me, trying to repay me. That's pretty twisted..."

"Hahaha……"

Xu Fan didn't listen to what was said after that; he simply left the dormitory silently.

So they knew each other. They just thought it was funny.

I knew it! No one is so nice to me for no reason.

It's only human nature.

Xu Fan silently comforted himself.

With only one year left in college, Xu Fan would get beaten up every now and then. He had no money for medical treatment, so when the pain came, he would just take a painkiller and sleep it off.

Xu Fan also felt that his health was not as good as before. He would be out of breath after walking a few steps and often had chest pain.

After receiving his diploma, Xu Fan moved into the small town. He felt at ease there, even though he didn't earn much money, at least he wouldn't be beaten up.

Then he died suddenly, and was reborn as a junior in college. By this time, he had moved out of the dormitory for a while and met a senior.

After being reborn, Xu Fan cherished his life. His body was much healthier than before he died, probably because he hadn't been beaten much.

He made a decision right away: he would drop out of school and stay far away from everyone.

He can't live in this rented room anymore. If he stays here, he'll definitely be beaten again. Every time he's beaten, his eyes are covered, and his sense of touch becomes extra sensitive. Every time he's beaten, it hurts so much.

Then, while he's still healthy, he can earn more money, find a small county town to live in slowly, and live alone for the rest of his life. Just thinking about it makes me feel at ease.