After the divorce, I was adorned in a phoenix robe, while my ex-husband's entire family dug up

Xiao He suddenly broke off the engagement, but he never contacted Bai Yunxiao again. Bai Yunxiao suddenly realized something and felt that there was still a glimmer of hope between them. He desperately tried to contact Xiao He and even went to where Xiao He was alone, but he was met with Xiao He's cold and ruthless rejection.

Xiao He knew how outrageous Bai Yunxiao had been in the capital these days.

He didn't want to see him anymore.

Bai Yunxiao's heart, which had finally been rekindled, cooled down again. Xiao He's attitude made him feel that he had no chance.

His heart was broken once again. He returned to the capital, where he encountered Wei Ling, and then Lu Ze...

He continued to deceive himself and escape, sinking into depravity.

It wasn't until Xiao He returned to the capital this time, suffering from a serious illness and with little time left, that he realized that Xiao He had always loved him.

Because of societal norms, neither of them dared to speak up, each guessing that the other wouldn't like them. They missed each other step by step, and by the time they both understood each other's feelings, it seemed to be too late.

Bai Yunxiao liked Xiao He, and so did Xiao He. He never dared to say it or show it. He was the eldest son of the Xiao family and the future pillar of the Xiao family. How could he harbor such filthy thoughts about Bai Yunxiao, who was like a younger brother to him?

Of course, he had no idea that Bai Yunxiao harbored such filthy thoughts towards him. He felt that he was despicable, shameless, and daring to fantasize about things he shouldn't have.

But whenever Bai Yunxiao gets close to him and calls him "Songnian" in that magnetic, deep voice, he gets hot all over and can't control his wandering thoughts.

Therefore, he dared not stay by Bai Yunxiao's side any longer and chose to go to remote areas in person. In addition to wanting to benefit the people, there was another important reason: to avoid Bai Yunxiao.

He knew he couldn't let things continue like this; everything had to get back on track. So he not only went into hiding but also got engaged to someone else. In a sense, he wasn't the gentleman the people talked about; he was actually a coward.

He couldn't give Bai Yunxiao happiness, nor could he destroy Bai Yunxiao.

But who would have thought that Bai Yunxiao, whom he had always thought was not interested in men, would become a playboy in the capital, known for his womanizing ways, and even he, living in a remote area, had heard about it.

What he found even more unacceptable was that Bai Yunxiao was actually a womanizer.

Xiao He felt like the sky had fallen. He had always believed that Bai Yunxiao was destined to marry and have children, unlike him. So, before things were out of control, he had distanced himself from Bai Yunxiao. But who knew...

He felt both ashamed and angry, hating himself for not being braver, and hating Bai Yunxiao for being so promiscuous. He truly found it hard to accept that Bai Yunxiao had been involved with countless men.

So when Bai Yunxiao took the initiative to approach him, he kept him at arm's length. He seemed to vaguely sense that Bai Yunxiao's attitude towards him was a bit strange. He didn't dare to think whether Bai Yunxiao also liked him, but things had come to this point, and he didn't want to know anymore. Everyone had their own path to walk, and he couldn't possibly accept Bai Yunxiao as he was now.

The two returned to an eerie calm, undisturbed by each other. You went about your important business, and I went about my carefree life, as if we were complete strangers.

However, in secluded places, Bai Yunxiao still maintains the habit that has been ingrained in his bones for more than ten years—masturbating in front of Xiao He's portrait every day.

He couldn't shake off his longing for this man, even though they were now like strangers.

And Xiao He, when tossing and turning in the dead of night, would think of that spirited young man who had smiled at him and called his name a few years ago.

Even if they were of one mind, they still missed each other in the end.

Just when we thought things would continue like this forever, a piece of bad news shattered this bizarre situation.

Xiao He was actually ambushed and injured in a remote area. The injury was quite serious. In addition, he had been in poor health since childhood. Although such an injury would be serious for an ordinary person, with proper care, he could recover in a year or two.

But Xiao He is different. His physique is very special. He almost died when he was a child. He has maintained the habit of practicing martial arts over the years, which has made his body stronger. But encountering such a fierce injury is like adding insult to injury for someone with a weak foundation. This injury could directly kill him.

As a result, he was left barely clinging to life.

After learning this news, Bai Yunxiao could no longer sit still. He simply could no longer deceive himself. The person he had been thinking about day and night for more than ten years was now about to die. How could he continue to lie to himself?

He went to find Xiao He and, in a moment of impulse, revealed his feelings of all these years to him.

Xiao He was surprised, but he also knew he was about to die. Even if they could understand each other's hearts, what good would it do? It would only cause people to be sad for no reason. So he once again told Bai Yun Xiao to get lost.

Bai Yunxiao didn't know that Xiao He liked him. He only felt that he had scared him. But he couldn't leave again, so he clung to Xiao He every day. Even when Xiao He scolded him for being disgusting and annoying, he refused to leave.

Later, Xiao He felt sorry for him when he saw his stubbornness. He thought that even if he kept it from him, he would still be sad after his death. So he might as well fulfill his wish before he died.

He told Bai Yunxiao his feelings, and that as long as the two of them could be truly happy in the end, it would be worth it, a win.

Bai Yunxiao felt that fate was playing tricks on him, it was truly absurd! God was deliberately toying with him!

He had thought about it for so many years, and the person he dared not touch actually had the same feelings for him!

He broke down. He felt his heart slowly crumbling. What had he been doing all these years?

He's been with countless men in bed. What will Song Nian's reaction be when he finds out?!

He never loved those people; he even used them as substitutes for Song Nian!

Why!

Why couldn't he have realized it sooner! Why was he so stupid! His lover was right in front of him, why did he still do these pointless things?!

He could only cautiously embrace Xiao He. He felt that he was too dirty and should not, and was not worthy of, touching that bright moon. But he was too afraid that if he did not shamelessly embrace him now, would he have this opportunity again in the future?

He dared not think too deeply about it. For the first time, a grown man shed warm tears in his lover's arms. He felt that all these years had been so bitter. Why couldn't the two of them speak up and let so many years pass by...

"Songnian, I love you so much." Bai Yunxiao's words came from the bottom of his heart. He hugged him tightly, almost crushing the bones in his body.