The unattainable beauty was driven to depravity and madness by a wicked seed.

"I want to eat a small cake."

"Okay, I'll buy it for you now." Shen Qinghuai opened his phone and placed an order at the same cake shop. After putting down his phone, he asked again, "Can we play a game?"

"What game?"

"You tell me about your childhood, and I tell you mine. We get to know each other better and release our suppressed emotions. Lu Sui, I want to understand you. I admit this is reopening your wounds, but only by reopening them can we better mend them."

"A reward." Is there a reward?

"I'll cook or buy whatever you want to eat. I told you when we saw the traditional Chinese medicine doctor that I would do whatever you want and that I would never bully you again."

Lu Sui said, "You admit that it was bullying."

"Yes, I admit it." Shen Qinghuai gently stroked Lu Sui's eyebrows and eyes with his fingertips. "I'm sorry."

"forgive."

"Thanks."

"You're welcome." Lu Sui leaned against Shen Qinghuai's chest and tugged at his hair. "Where to begin?"

I don't know how to start the conversation.

If it were anyone else, Lu Sui would feel sorry for him, but Shen Qinghuai was different; he felt sorry for himself.

"Hmm... Tell me about your childhood, are there any happy memories?"

"What makes someone happy?"

"When I take you out to play, you feel relaxed and happy, both physically and mentally. That's happiness."

Lu Sui loosened Shen Qinghuai's hair and poked his chest. "I've never gone out to play. Nobody took me out. Mom... Fang Yu is kept under strict watch by Lu Huai Ren. I've never been held by anyone since I can remember. Neither of them pays any attention to me. I think I learned to speak very late. The nanny often pricks my back with a needle. I'm too weak to fight back. I told Lu Huai Ren, but he didn't believe me. He said I'm so young and I would lie. He slapped me several times." It hurt a lot, and my face was swollen.

"But later I burned down the nanny's room, and almost everything that she had stolen from me was burned. After the firefighters found those things, they told Lu Huai-ren. The nanny went to jail for theft and hasn't come out yet. Her child was bullied because of her. I have no sympathy for her. They deserve it. They also used the money from selling the things."

The nanny told her son that Lu Sui had a foxy face like Fang Yu's, and that she would be seduced by men in the future. She said some very hurtful things. She also said that her son and daughter were bad people, and that the whole family was bad, so they deserved it.

"From that time on, I knew that I had to fight back, and fight back fiercely. The gardener who tried to bully me, who was crippled by the yellow dog, who put drugs in my bowl and tried to take nude photos of me to threaten my housekeeper, and many others, all reaped what they sowed."

"Do you know why they are so brazen? Because I am disliked, because Lu Huai Ren tacitly approves of everything. Whether it's the cat that was strangled, the cold water I was made to soak in during winter, the food I was forced to eat, the assigned lessons and life path, or Fang Yu who was imprisoned but is now very dependent on him, all of these are evidence of attempts to tame me."

Lu Sui's eyes were cold, and his voice was flat. "My so-called family is not the same as your mother."

So when Liu Qiushui was nice to Wen Chengyu, he was unhappy; those emotions were all jealousy.

But she wouldn't be jealous of Xu Suya's kindness towards Wen Chengyu, because Xu Suya is Wen Chengyu's mother.

"I let Fang Yu go several times, but the last time, she said I shouldn't have been born."

After Lu Sui finished speaking, he pressed his fingers hard against his chest. Shen Qinghuai held his hand and said, "It hurts."

My heart hurts.

The scalding heat hit his cheek, and the liquid slid down his cheek. Lu Sui ground it with his fingertips. He didn't cry, so it was Shen Qinghuai who shed tears.

Lu Sui returned the two words Shen Qinghuai always used to describe him: "spoiled."

Shen Qinghuai held Lu Sui close, his sigh trembling at the end, "How could you do this to me..."

"You don't need a reason to bully someone." Seeing Shen Qinghuai's tears, Lu Sui grabbed the blanket and wiped them for him.

Shen Qinghuai waited for Lu Sui to wipe him clean, then buried his face in Lu Sui's neck. "You shouldn't be involved in their affair. You are innocent. Everyone has the right to see the world."

"I think she's right. I didn't want to be born. Living is exhausting." Lu Sui awkwardly hugged Shen Qinghuai back. "But you help me wash clothes, put on socks, and cook for me, so it's not so tiring."

Shen Qinghuai said, "Now I feel that my existence is very important. Mom is happy when she sees me, and you are happy when you see me. Conversely, your existence is also very important to me. As soon as I see you, I immediately stop feeling tired. Every time I hold you, I think to myself, how beautiful you are, and how sweet your voice is. Even when you're angry, you don't hit me hard."

Lu Sui interrupted him, explaining the last sentence, "I'm afraid of pain."

Shen Qinghuai laughed and nuzzled against his neck. "It doesn't matter. What matters is that I like you, and you like me too."

"dislike."

"...Don't say you don't like it, or I'll give it back to you tonight."

"You just said you wouldn't bully me anymore."

"How can doing something like this be considered bullying?" Shen Qinghuai pointed at Lu Sui, "How about I teach you some survival skills?"

Lu Sui slapped his hand away, her ears turning red. "Don't touch me."

"Are you really not allowing me to?"

"No."

"Then tonight, you can have fun on your own—your boyfriend will teach you how."

Lu Sui covered Shen Qinghuai's mouth, frowning slightly. When Shen Qinghuai kissed his palm, he pulled his hand back as if startled. "You've been saying things like that a lot lately."

"I like you so much that I can't help but want to tease you." Shen Qinghuai had a lot of things he wanted to say to Lu Sui without any instruction, and he wanted to see Lu Sui's reaction. He admitted that he was a pervert.

On the sofa, Shen Qinghuai, wearing finger cots with soft silicone bristles, massaged Lu Sui. The person hidden under the blanket was already flushed. He ripped off the finger cots and threw them far away, his voice trembling, "You didn't tell me about your childhood."

Shen Qinghuai looked at the finger cot on the tile and felt a pang of regret. Then he buried his face in Lu Sui's chest and rubbed it against him. "When I was 12, my father died at the construction site. We received some compensation. My grandmother's side of the family didn't like our branch of the family and kicked us out. My maternal grandmother got sick, and my mother brought us to live in Wutong Town. When I was little, those people always called me a wild child. Wen Chengyu was taller than me and protected me. I considered her a very good friend..."

Shen Qinghuai smiled and said, "In short, life is very ordinary. If I hadn't met you, it would have continued to be ordinary."

He had no intention of getting married or dating. This peaceful life was disrupted by Lu Sui, who forcefully entered his life, skipping the dating requirement and going straight to the bedroom. Shen Qinghuai was very wary at the time, afraid that Lu Sui would record him or that Lu Sui might have a disease and want to infect him. Fortunately, Lu Sui said that he was not sick.

"I felt unlucky when you threatened me back then, but now I feel lucky to have been chosen by you."

Seeing that Lu Sui didn't react, Shen Qinghuai bit Lu Sui through his clothes. Lu Sui's mind went blank for a moment. "How dare you!"

Shen Qinghuai unbuttoned the top button of Lu Sui's shirt, kissed his lips, and sucked on them several times with the tip of his tongue. He slightly parted Lu Sui's lips, slipped his hand under the hem of his shirt to knead his waist, pushed the shirt up, and continued kissing him, asking, "Was that too presumptuous just now? How about now?"

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That was being presumptuous before, now it's being shameless.

Although Lu Sui didn't record any videos, he did install surveillance cameras in every room—two in the guest room and one in the guest room bathroom… If Shen finds out, what do you think he'll do to our Sui Sui? But by then he'll probably have Sui Sui imprisoned already…