The unattainable beauty was driven to depravity and madness by a wicked seed.

Lu Sui said, "I hate you."

He had never seen Shen Qinghuai so domineering, completely disregarding his feelings; the kiss just now made him very uncomfortable.

Shen Qinghuai hummed in acknowledgment, then asked, "Are you sober now? Have I been too lenient with you lately? I've taught you countless times to communicate, to speak your mind. You can call me a dog, but why did you call me Lu Huai Ren's dog?"

Lu Sui stared at Shen Qinghuai's eyes, which were different from usual. He lowered his eyelashes, concealing the cold and lonely look in his eyes.

"Lu Sui, speak."

Shen Qinghuai released Lu Sui's wrist, turned his body to the side, and slapped him. "Don't pretend to be mute."

Lu Sui remained silent. He used to become mute and ignore everyone when he was angry with Shen Qinghuai. Now he was mute again, completely at everyone's mercy. When Shen Qinghuai kissed him, he didn't respond. When Shen Qinghuai kissed him, he would occasionally make a sound, but when Shen Qinghuai's hand touched the scar on his lower back, he froze. "Get out."

Shen Qinghuai reluctantly picked up Lu Sui and carried her to the bathroom to shower. As the steam increased, he placed Lu Sui on the sink and buried himself in finishing what he hadn't been doing. Suddenly, Lu Sui said, "Disgusting."

Shen Qinghuai was genuinely furious. He gripped the sink so tightly he almost broke off a piece of it. The veins on the back of his hands bulged as if they were about to burst. His jaw was clenched, and his eyes turned cold. He gave a self-deprecating laugh. "Lu Sui, am I not a good teacher?"

"Does this kind of thing disgust you? Then why do you sometimes ask me to help you? I tolerate whatever you do. I have no temper with you. I apologize for what I did wrong. Even if you made a mistake first, I will make amends for you. As for this matter, if you say stop, I will stop. I always care about your feelings and can't bear to see you suffer."

Shen Qinghuai pressed his temples, trying to soften his tone. His eyes were frighteningly red. He lowered his hand and continued to lean on the sink. Seeing Lu Sui lower his eyes, he pinched Lu Sui's chin and lifted it up. "When I talk to you, you have to look me in the eye. That's called politeness. Others should do the same when they talk to you."

Lu Sui looked at the unfamiliar look in his eyes, her eyelashes drooping, "Don't lecture me."

"Fine, no lecturing? Then let me ask you, did you regret what you just said?"

Shen Qinghuai swallowed hard and said softly, "Forget it. If you regretted it, you wouldn't keep stabbing me in the heart."

He shifted his hand from gripping Lu Sui's chin to touching Lu Sui's chest, "From the moment you came home until now, I've remembered every hurtful thing you've said. I'll settle the score with you later."

As Shen finished speaking, she restrained herself and placed a kiss on Lu Sui's lips, but couldn't help biting him. "I fucking don't want to say anything harsh to you, but you said it so readily and threw such a tantrum at me. Lu Sui, are you...?"

Is it heartless?

You are a blank sheet of paper without emotions, and I will teach you.

If you don't know how to express yourself, I'll guide you.

If you say you're sad, I'd love to pluck the stars from the sky to cheer you up.

But the result?

"It's not that I can tolerate all your bad temper just because I have a strong core. People are all made of flesh and blood. Even if I can regulate my emotions, I will still feel uncomfortable."

Lu Sui's fingertips trembled slightly.

Oh, I see. Shen Qinghuai dislikes my bad temper and doesn't want to put up with me anymore.

Shen Qinghuai really suspected that Lu Sui hadn't changed for the better at all. His thinking had always been like this, and he couldn't change it. It was just that he unconditionally obeyed Lu Sui and was very patient, so Lu Sui treated him differently than he treated others.

I can't think about it anymore.

Thinking about it again will only make me angrier.

Shen Qinghuai lifted Lu Sui down and stood under the showerhead to apply shower gel to him. His voice was deep and resonant. "I'm punishing you by making you feel uncomfortable today. I won't help you."

Lu Sui's fingers twitched slightly. Looking at Shen Qinghuai, who was completely different from usual, she wanted to hide away. She took a step back, feeling lost and helpless.

Why don't I feel disgusted? I went to the toilet today but haven't taken a shower yet.

Shen Qinghuai has changed; his tone is now quite fierce.

The look in his eyes is off; it's been off for the past few days. Even during sex, he doesn't seem to feel any desire.

I've lost patience.

My arm hurts a little from being grabbed.

"Don't lean against the wall, it's too cold." Shen Qinghuai put his arm around Lu Sui's waist and brought him back into the water. After rinsing him clean, he wrapped him in a bath towel, quickly rinsed himself clean, and then dried Lu Sui's body and dressed him.

On the bed, Shen Qinghuai held Lu Sui, who had his back to him, wanting to say something more, but after sighing, he patted his belly reassuringly, "Sleep."

Lu Sui lifted his long eyelashes, his indifferent and cold eyes fixed on the dressing room, wondering if anyone would believe him if he tied Shen Qinghuai up inside and then said he had disappeared.

Why did he share the same thoughts as Lu Huai-ren?

Why?

Lu Sui's eyes were full of malice, and his fingers tightened their grip on the bed sheet.

Just as Lu Huai-ren said, he will eventually become a madman with a strong possessive desire. This is the rotten gene of the Lu family.

About a minute later, Shen Qinghuai leaned forward, touched Lu Sui's earlobe, and hugged him tightly. "Did I scare you just now?"

He gently patted Lu Sui's chest to help her breathe. "Did I scare you?"

"…without."

"You shouldn't have said that to me." Shen Qinghuai pressed his fingertip against Lu Sui's heart. "It hurts here, it hurts, and no matter what the reason, we shouldn't speak ill of each other, understand?"

"have no idea."

"...Lu Sui, you're going to drive me crazy!" Shen Qinghuai asked, "Did I hurt you on the sofa?"

"Why aren't you saying anything? Go to sleep. You need to get yourself in shape for tomorrow."

The next day, Lu Sui opened her eyes and saw Shen Qinghuai open the door. Shen Qinghuai asked expressionlessly, "Where are you going?"

Shen Qinghuai paused, seeing that Lu Sui was still like this, he felt a tightness in his chest, and couldn't help but feel suffocated. He drew back the curtains before answering the question, "Go to the kitchen and cook. What do you want to eat?"

Didn't you say to adjust yourself?

Why this tone again?

fraud.

Lu Sui grabbed the blanket and pulled it over her head. "I'm not eating."

Shen Qinghuai walked to the bedside and knelt down. "Why aren't you eating?"

He pulled off the blanket. "Answer me."

"I don't want to eat."

Shen Qinghuai said, "I have to eat even if I don't want to. I finally managed to improve my health with traditional Chinese medicine. If I don't eat and make myself malnourished, then all the medicine will have been for nothing."

"It's not for you to drink."

Shen Qinghuai got up to find clothes for Lu Sui, saying, "If drinking this would result in you being in my stomach, then I'd rather drink it myself."

He tried to pull Lu Sui up to help him put on his clothes, but Lu Sui dodged away, his voice hoarse and trembling almost imperceptibly, "Don't touch me."

Bad guy.

dislike.

I dislike Shen Qinghuai.

Shen Qinghuai placed the clothes on the bedside table. "Okay, I won't touch them. You can wear them yourself."

This morning was particularly awkward. Lu Sui didn't say a word to Shen Qinghuai. After finishing his meal, he went to hide on the recliner on the balcony. Shen Qinghuai picked him up, and just like last night on the sofa, he didn't resist. "Are you really going to ignore me? What I said last night wasn't very harsh..."

What a hypocrite! He can be the one yelling at others, but others can't yell at him?

"You're not talking to me, that's called the silent treatment, emotional abuse." Shen Qinghuai tossed Lu Sui around. "Say something."

"What did you say?"

Tell them you need me to help you pack your things.

Lu Sui didn't say anything.

Shen Qinghuai put him down, took the crossbody bag and put in a tablet and other necessary items, as well as some snacks.

school.

Jiang Xiu jumped up and down excitedly as soon as he saw Lu Sui, "Boss, boss, I haven't seen you in so long! What have you been up to lately?"

"It's nothing." Lu Sui gave all the snacks that Shen Qinghuai had packed to Jiang Xiu.

Jiang Xiu was deeply moved. He had also saved up a bunch of snacks, stuffing his flat crossbody bag into a ball. "Boss, here you go!"

"don't want."

"Why not?"

Lu Sui said coldly, "There's no reason. You're asking so many questions. If you don't want it, you don't want it."

Jiang Xiu was stunned. Thinking of what had happened a few days ago, he whispered, "Actually, there are almost no videos about you online anymore; they've all been taken down—"

"Are you pitying me?"

-

I feel no remorse because I'm heartbroken and don't know how to comfort you. I don't want you to use fleeting moments of happiness to temporarily mask your sadness.