Unable to help but feel sad, he reached out to touch his face. Li Nian's expression was gloomy and his heart was filled with anger.
"…Life is so beautiful, why would you want to die?"
Li Nian found it hard to understand.
The original owner, who was used to being bullied, finally let self-blame and fear overwhelm his fragile heart after witnessing the death of his parents, and chose to commit suicide.
This is also the reason why Li Nian woke up and found herself lying in the bathroom with a knife beside her.
"Just accept it? Just remain silent? Just complain about it? No resistance? No change? No action?"
Li Nian repeatedly questioned, but of course no one could answer him. He didn't know whether the soul really existed, but even if the memories were integrated, he was obviously not affected by the personality of his predecessor. It was as if he was watching someone else's story, the story of a coward who was bullied everywhere.
While feeling pity, he also felt more angry. It was precisely because of the clear empathy in those memories that Li Nian could not agree with it. Even though they had the same name, his personality was completely different from his predecessor. He understood better than anyone that there might be experiences and encounters in this world that made people so painful that they wanted to give up their lives, but because they shared all their memories, Li Nian knew very well that the grievances suffered by his predecessor did not reach that level at all. Just because he was bullied by a few hooligans, he thought that his future life would have no future? Without even trying to resist or work hard, he fell into despair and chose to commit suicide? How could Li Nian, who had been fighting against illness and the threat of death, not be angry about this approach and idea?
Just taking my anger out on others... Taking another deep breath and calming down, Li Nian looked at the photo frame.
"We have the same name and surname as you... The only similarity is that we are both unfilial descendants."
After thinking for a long time, he gently put the photo frame back in place.
Then he turned around and sat back on the sofa.
Things happen and there is nothing to do but accept them.
It's time to sort out the current situation and think about what to do in the future.
The sixteen-year-old boy does not yet have a stable job and life. It can be said that his good-for-nothing past was completely dependent on his parents for survival. He was a child who had not grown up. Now, with both his parents dead, all he has is the inheritance left by them - everything in this 3ldk apartment and the money in his bank account.
Although he was somewhat reluctant, feeling that those assets belonged to other people...but Li Nian knew that now was not the time to be pretentious and that he had to make use of these resources.
With all this, what should we do in the future...
——"I give you a sword, and you go out into the world to practice justice."
“…That’s what God said at that time.”
In front of me, the progress bar is still moving forward and has already gone halfway.
What kind of life does the God who said such words want to have?
Li Nian couldn't figure it out, so he decided to wait for the so-called system to be loaded to see what was going on before thinking about the future direction.
Then the remaining time, cleaning... It's a bit unrealistic to finish it in fifteen minutes...
Li Nian pondered for a moment, and suddenly noticed the cell phone thrown on the coffee table. He stared at it for a while, hesitated a little, and then reached out to take it.
It seemed to have been in standby mode all the time and there was still some battery left. I successfully unlocked the screen and it showed that there were dozens of missed calls starting from three days ago.
Some are from strangers, some have notes.
There are only two with notes.
One is "Hiratsuka Sensei"
One is "Aki Tomoya"
Chapter 3 There was a loud bang in the sky!
Ms. Hiratsuka, whose full name is Shizuka Hiratsuka, is Li Nian’s current class teacher.
Memories of a previous life associated with this name came to mind.
She was a tall and pretty female teacher, but her dress and behavior revealed a masculine air. I remember being called to her office many times and seeing her smoking often. Overall, she was a beautiful woman who gave people a cool and heroic feeling.
But in the memory of his predecessor, he felt that he was a very annoying person - because this Hiratsuka teacher always liked to call him over to ask questions, and asked many things in a roundabout way, which made his predecessor feel that he was not good at dealing with it, and he thought that he was a nosy person and hated him.
Li Nian thought back to the experiences he had with him in his previous life, and immediately understood Mr. Hiratsuka's actions. It was obvious that he saw that he was aloof and introverted, and tried to enlighten his inner thoughts. The questions he asked indirectly seemed to be because he noticed his embarrassing situation of being entangled and coerced by the senior students.
There were a lot of missed calls from that end, nine in total, and one every day for the past three days.
Li Nian looked at the name and knew that more than half a month had passed since her predecessor's parents passed away. The school should have received a notice, so it was not surprising that her homeroom teacher, Mr. Hiratsuka, would try to contact her.
Then, another name with a note, Tomoya Aki.
This boy occupies a very important position in the memory of my previous life.
Aki Tomoya can be said to be the only friend of his predecessor.
To sum up this person in one word, he is a so-called "heavy otaku".
Although mentioning this word always gives people a bad impression, Amaki looks like an ordinary thin boy wearing glasses. However, once he talks about topics such as animation, comics, and novels, he will become an extremely enthusiastic person as if a switch has been touched. He will talk endlessly and knowledgeably about the things in the ACGN circle, showing his inner "heavy otaku".
But he shows his hobbies openly and without hiding anything. He is the kind of person who would proudly shout out: "I am an otaku!" That person is actually very energetic and talkative.
In comparison, his predecessor fits the derogatory part of the word "otaku" - he is introverted and lonely. After coming into contact with things like anime and novels, a natural chemical reaction occurs. He easily immerses himself in that world and puts his spirit into it, but escapes and fears reality. He dares not expose his interests like Amaki, and hides himself timidly.
It is natural that such a predecessor could get to know Aki because they had common topics.
It was An Yi who discovered the hidden interest of her predecessor, and immediately approached as if she had discovered a treasure, ignoring the boy's hesitation and retreat, and forced him to talk about the topic of acgn, and managed to close the distance between them.
He also called me three or four times, and I don’t know what he was looking for his predecessor for...wait.
Tomoya Aki and "Li Nian" do not usually contact each other by phone, but frequently communicate through text messages using a communication app called "Line".
Li Nian opened "Line" and saw that there were indeed many unread messages sent from there.
I originally had difficulty understanding Japanese, but after receiving the memories of my previous life, the meaning of those words became easy to understand.
As for the content of the letter, it started out saying that he had discovered a very touching novel called "Love Metronome" and wanted to recommend it to "Li Nian" to read it. He then said a lot of things on his own and praised the novel to the skies.
Later, I found that "Li Nian" had not replied, so I began to feel strange and left a message asking if something had happened to Li Nian.
Then, because he had not received a reply and the message did not even show as read, An Yi began to worry about Li Nian's situation. He asked Li Nian what had happened and said that no one answered the phone when he called.
Li Nian looked at the concern revealed in those words and felt very complicated inside. After thinking about it, she sent a message back.
"Sorry, I have been busy lately and have not been able to reply."
Just to let those who are worried about me know that I'm safe.
After Li Nian sent this message, she remembered that the Li Nian that Aki Tomoya knew should be dead, and she felt that her behavior was not appropriate...
Before he could think about it, the message suddenly showed "read" next to it, and his phone vibrated, and he received a reply very quickly.
——"I was so scared! People even thought they had been blocked by you! I have been feeling self-loathing for a while now!"
Does this person realize that he is shameless for coming here...
Li Nian couldn't help but smile and felt a little emotional.
These two people...are probably the people closest to "Li Nian" in this world besides her parents.
It's really sad to live to this point.
After witnessing the death of his parents, his predecessor fell into a state of confusion. He didn't know how he dealt with the inquiries from the police and the Yin-Yang Bureau. He went through various procedures, then locked the people at home, drew the curtains, and immersed himself in darkness. Day after day, he questioned his heart, becoming more and more uncomfortable and pessimistic. Three days ago, his spirit was close to collapse. He dropped his cell phone and ignored it, and didn't answer the phone. The idea of suicide became stronger and stronger.
Then, finally yesterday, I chose to self-destruct...
Li Nian shook her head, stopped thinking about those useless things, and started browsing other unfamiliar numbers.
He couldn't make any sense of the combination of numbers, but he felt that it was necessary to call back these numbers because they might be from government agencies, or contacts with the police and the Yin-Yang Bureau, or calls from relatives... In short, the calls coming in at this time should all be important matters that require contacting Li Nian to handle.
But do I really have to face those people as "Li Nian"...
"The system is about to finish loading. The body remodeling will begin as scheduled in thirty seconds. Please prepare yourself, agent."
Li Nian was feeling distressed when a calm and generous voice suddenly sounded in his mind, reminding him.
Li Nian looked at the progress bar that was about to finish and realized that the time was up.
“…After listening to it again, I still feel that it is the voice of God.”
He took a deep breath, sat up straight, and stared at the progress bar, waiting silently. He felt a little uneasy, wondering how the "system loading method" would work.
Time passes bit by bit.
Then, there comes the moment when the progress bar is completely filled.
On this summer morning, the sun had just fallen on the city when a loud thunder suddenly sounded in the sky for no reason.
A tiny but solid ray of light, containing enormous energy, fell straight down as if coming from the sky, flashed by, passed through layers of buildings, and hit Li Nianshi directly without expecting it.
Li Nian only felt a roar in his head, and every cell in his body seemed to be squeezed by something and then exploded——
Under the severe pain, Li Nian simply lost consciousness.
Chapter 4 God Gave Me a Sword
The energy was injected into the body and immediately rushed throughout Li Nian's body.
How terrifying and violent that power was, sweeping through every place, breaking bones, tearing muscles, evaporating blood, destroying, smashing and crushing everything!
No wonder Li Nian couldn't bear it and lost consciousness at the first moment. The severe pain was simply not something a human could endure.
It would be strange if he didn't die immediately.
But Li Nian was indeed not dead.
Because that energy raged in the body, violently destroying everything - and then it would separate into a soft yet strong tributary, orderly reorganizing Li Nian's bones, flesh, and skin from the basics.
Therefore, if there were outsiders present, they would see such a particularly terrifying scene.
Li Nian's body, lying on the ground, looked as if countless tiny things were moving under his skin and undergoing extremely abnormal deformation, which was extremely scary.
But... at the same time, that body was undergoing obvious changes at a speed visible to the naked eye.
——The process of body reshaping is progressing steadily.
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After an unknown amount of time, Li Nian's consciousness gradually regained consciousness from the darkness and he climbed up with difficulty.
"It's so hot...why...it's so hot..."
His first feeling was that he felt hot all over, as if he had been in a furnace. He felt a burning sensation all over his body, and even his brain was burning, and he couldn't wake up.
"Water...I need water!"
Without bothering to understand the situation, Li Nian stumbled back to the bathroom, pulled out the shower head and turned it on to the maximum, pouring cold water directly on himself, and desperately raised his head to drink it.
More cold water hit him and flowed over his skin, but it was like touching hot steel, making a hissing sound and steaming up.
It was not Li Nian's illusion that he felt his whole body was burning. His body temperature was now terribly high and extremely abnormal.
At this time, Li Nian felt that the T-shirt that was tightly attached to his body had become an obstacle to heat dissipation. For some reason, the clothes seemed to have become several sizes smaller and was tightly tied to his skin, making him feel even more irritated and uncomfortable. Without thinking, he reached out to tear the clothes, and with a loud bang, he tore the clothes into rags and threw them on the ground.
But fortunately, with the flushing of cold water, the heat in his body was effectively taken away and the temperature dropped rapidly.
Gradually, Li Nian's mind regained some clarity.
But he was still reluctant to leave the splashing cold water and continued to stand there until the heat in his body had almost subsided and he felt much more comfortable. Then he turned off the switch, breathing heavily.
This body has indeed undergone some changes, which can be felt very clearly, the limbs are filled with a sense of strength and lightness.
The strangest thing was that I had a very clear feeling that something inside my body was flowing along with the blood along with the heat flow.
Remembering that he had been hit by something before, and the intense pain that rushed to his head all at once, Li Nian couldn't help but shudder all over.
God damn system loading (physics)...
"Do you have to be so simple and crude?"
In short, he still didn't understand what changes had happened to his body... Li Nian threw away the shower head exhausted and was about to leave the bathroom. Suddenly, he noticed the mirror next to him, looked up, and was instantly startled.
There was an unfamiliar shirtless muscular man standing in the mirror!
Li Nian was so frightened that her juhua tightened and she blurted out "Oh fuck!", then she covered her butt and turned around to look.
But there was no one behind him.
Li Nian was stunned for a long time, then turned back to look at the mirror again. The muscular brother was still in it, staring at him blankly.
Li Nian reached out his hand, and his brother also reached out his hand, and finally they touched the same place on the mirror...
This... this brother seems to be me?
"How did I become so gay?"
Li Nian lowered his head and saw his muscular arms and well-defined abdominal muscles. He reached out to touch them in disbelief and felt a hard touch like a block of iron.
Li Nian thought about it, and suddenly took off his pants as well, standing naked in front of the mirror.
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