I turned into a loli and didn't want to be discovered, so I had to become an assassin.

"Mom?!"

There was a little surprise and doubt in my tone, even a little fear and guilt, but for some reason, I didn't doubt her authenticity.

Because of the white of the sideburns, the wrinkles on the forehead, and even the ripples in the eyes...

Like, too much like... So much so that it gave me a kind of blasphemy against my mother if I thought she was fake.

She seemed to be like this, exactly the same as I remembered, no difference.

Yes, it doesn't make a difference....

From the moment I realized it, it seemed that I should have reacted, she was exactly the same as I remembered, she was exactly the same as I remembered, she and the shadow in my memory coincided completely....

But...... So how is it possible... I haven't seen her in a long time... She shouldn't be exactly what I remember...

That's right...? Right? Or is my reflection at this moment wrong? She should have been exactly what I remembered, wasn't she....

At this moment, with a mentality that even I did not know, I also walked step by step towards the light that was still flickering, towards the familiar but slightly strange person who looked at me with loving eyes... Mother?

All the furniture and interiors in the entire living room seemed to have disappeared, and in its place was an endless void, with a slightly microwave rippled void, and the smell of moisture that emanated from time to time soaked my nostrils, making me a little breathless for a while.

Thinking it was my own choked sob, I wiped my nose with my hand, the familiar sticky feeling that made me feel sick and blamed myself.

I casually wiped it on my pants, then pulled out the chair facing my mother and sat down before pulling out the napkin that had been placed on the table.

Without speaking, unconsciously and endlessly blowing his "snot", the white paper was drawn one after another, just like the fragments of memory in his heart were missing piece after piece.

The atmosphere faded silent until all that remained in the world was my own sobbing.

Until...

"Mo'er, how are you doing?"

Her voice was still a little tired, just like my previous impression of her.

She's tired... Or am I tired...?

The thought flashed by, but I didn't pay much attention to it.

"Very good, very good, I was yesterday..."

Is it yesterday?

My voice suddenly paused, and this strange performance seemed to attract my mother's attention.

"What happened yesterday? Did something happen at work? Good or bad? "

Okay."

My expression changed abruptly from before.

"I assisted the law enforcement forces in the new city yesterday to conduct a rescue operation on forest fires."

Not only forest fires, but also battles with black mist monsters.

But I didn't tell my mother the truth, and I was afraid she would be too worried, even if it was just a forest fire.

"Huh?"

The white light on the table was obscured by a streak of black, and I realized that it was my mother suddenly turning her head over.

I instinctively stepped back for a distance, and then as if I thought of something, I stopped and continued to retreat.

Although he didn't look at her, he could feel the way she carefully examined her face with her slightly cloudy eyes.

Would it be better if I raised my head? ......

I mustered up the courage to look over at her, only to get a faint smile.

"It's okay, there's nothing wrong, but it seems that you haven't slept well lately?" I see you seem a little tired.

After that rescue activity, there is nothing to do, take a good rest, do you need me to give you some money to buy something, or find a girlfriend to bring back to me? "

Didn't you sleep well? ...... It really doesn't seem to have slept well lately, and it's no wonder....

A salty smell entered his nostrils, and his arms seemed to feel a little more damp.

Did I not take a shower before? ......

"No need mom, this time the merit is enough for me to rise to the deputy corps, I can apply for a special accommodation place above, and even three meals a day will be reimbursed for meals."

Not only that, my salary has also nearly doubled, and this month's bonus is also quite a lot, you give me all your medical list, and I will reimburse you for you.

What else do you need to eat? What about smartphones? Do you want to change one? The one before was already stuck, right? Looking

at the handsome-looking and slightly muscular man in front of him, he kept telling himself something.

I was tempted to hear what he was saying, but as he became longer and longer, my hearing seemed to suffer.

What is he saying?

His words are like the flapping wings of a mosquito, vague but clear, scratching people's ears but not paying attention.

The thought had been out of control since the first moment it popped up, and the more I tried to hear what he was saying, the more I brought my face closer to him.

But even if she had put her ear to his mouth, she couldn't seem to hear what he was saying.

What I said was like a cry for help from a man who fell into the water at the bottom of the sea, and I couldn't hear anything but the sound of gurgling bubbles.

A breath of breathtaking air gradually rose in my heart, and I seemed to hear what I was saying.

It seemed to be a language that did not belong to this world, and the constantly flickering incandescent light began to dim, as if the night had faded, and black had lost its proper blackness;

A low wail approached me little by little with the sound of the tide, and the chaotic broken waves hit the faint warning in my mind;

Some kind of chok-like fear welled up in my throat, and my voice became silent, violent, and dull.

A large, wordless black shadow awakened by the raging tide, like a black behemoth, gradually engulfing me.

No way!

My mother is still here, and I can't let myself be swallowed by the tide!

An inexplicable stubbornness woke up my originally chaotic heart, but when I opened my eyes and looked ahead, I found that there was nothing.

I sat there, looking at the shadows that met the sky, shimmering with cascading colors.

The crazy perpetual tide crashed against the smooth cliff face of the reef, roaring like a mad wolf.

It's a great force that is hard to compete with on my own, and I can't do anything in the face of all this.

From this moment on, my consciousness gradually became chaotic and imperceptible, and I was still struggling with what I was saying, but in the end I seemed to realize that it was me.

Who am I?

I am me, I am my mother, I am the light, I am the table and chair, I am the tide, I am choked, I am the reef stranded alone in the boundless water, I am the unloved doll I abandoned in the corner of myself...

I am none....

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"Poof!"

The liquid rich in salt water sprayed out from Xiao Mo's mouth and nose, polluting the white hospital bed in front of him everywhere.

"Mo'er? Mo'er? Mo'er!

Nurse Nurse! He's awake, he's awake, come and see! There

was a little anxiety in the surprise, and this voice made Xiao Mo feel strange.

Until he opened his eyes and saw the familiar sideburns and back, he finally couldn't control his emotions and shouted out the word he hadn't shouted for a long time—

"Mom!"