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On the way back, Lu Ze didn't talk to him too much. The vehicle gradually drove through the bustling streets and slowly shuttled through the wealthy areas. Fatini was very quiet, just smoking one cigarette after another.

When he arrived at the door of the residence, Lu Ze got out of the car, pressed his arms against the car window, hesitated for a moment and said, "Let's think about it again."

He didn't answer, but waved his hand. The driver gently released the brakes and the wheels slowly rolled forward.

Looking at the taillights of the car leaving, Lu Ze gently patted the dust on the wrist of his suit, turned his head and brushed his face and walked into the door.

He understands how torturous this kind of pain is, especially when the thing you love never accepts you. You work hard and selflessly, but you are still limited by your talent. He understands his time and energy.

Even the money spent is all in vain. No matter how good the equipment is, no matter how passionate you are, it is still difficult to compare with the investment of a genius. When the talented person shines, his own lack of light is reflected, even if he has never

I am eager to compete with others, but I always end up inexplicably defeated in the comparison inadvertently.

Even if I muster up the courage again, grit my teeth and persevere with the belief of not giving up, longing to become as clear-minded and able as a genius, not seeking to surpass, but just chasing the footsteps of others, I will always find Lian Xunmi when my mind goes blank.

No one else’s footsteps have ever done it.

What this brings to people is not a sense of powerlessness of defeat, but a kind of loneliness, a kind of loneliness where you can't move forward, like the loneliness of being alone when old classmates get together, which will inevitably deny your entire life, even if

Even an old-money tycoon like Fatini, when he realizes that his talent for loving things or even his career is mediocre, will inevitably sigh something like "This is a meaningless life."

This is the hardest hurdle to get over. It is a hurdle that will never be overcome in a lifetime. Even if you are an old man many years later, you will still wake up from a nightmare and sigh. There is only one solution, which is to give up.

, recognize that you have no achievements, no talent, no ability, and there will never be a possibility of breakthrough.

Fortunately for Fatini, after all, he has money, family support, and his own career. He can always find his shining point in another path and become a target that others are eager to pursue but can never catch up with, even if that path

The path he took was not a happy one, but he was still able to find the value of self-awareness in his self-confidence over others.

The difficulty lies with ordinary people.

A truly meaningless life.

Strolling through Fatini's manor, there was greenery and the chirping of insects. When he closed his eyes, he felt like he was at night in his hometown. He raised his hand and looked at the time. It was almost midnight. No wonder he felt sleepy. Lu Ze yawned.

, I took off my jacket and put it in my arms while walking. I felt tired and it became a bit laborious to lift my feet. Until I saw that the lights were still on in the house, I opened the door and was a little surprised to see Wang Zixuan still sitting on the sofa typing on the keyboard of her laptop.

asked.

"Still not asleep?"

After all, there is only one artist like Lu Ze under her name. Compared with other managers who are extremely busy, Wang Zixuan’s life is much easier. Lu Ze is also a Buddhist, so she doesn’t have much work. She has about one job a year.

During the one hundred and twenty rest days, in addition to negotiating a few business matters, I stayed with Lu Ze when he started work and worked as an assistant in the name of an agent.

"Well, the variety show will be on air soon, and I want to watch it, Brother Lu, are you hungry?"

"Somewhat."

I touched my belly and found that it was a little collapsed when I stood up. The ribs on both sides also had obvious marks when they were not stretched. This was the result of diet and training. I pinched the meat on my belly and found that it had been reduced too much.

It is inevitable that skin will be left behind when fasting. Fortunately, Lu Ze was not fat before and the skin did not pile up. He could pull out the long skin with just a gentle tug.

He sat down on the sofa, leaned against the armrest of the sofa, and crossed his legs, making his body somewhat enchanting. Wang Zixuan pursed her lips, got up, went to the kitchen, cut some fruits and cucumbers, put them on the coffee table, and turned on the TV.

Clearing the messages on the phone and throwing them aside, he reluctantly braced himself up and straightened his back, picked up the cucumber sticks and threw them into his mouth to chew. The cold texture was pretty good, but the taste was too bland. There was nothing I could do about it. The banquet after the press conference

Drinking was inevitable, and tonight he had lost the right to eat cucumbers with low-fat sauce. He swallowed the food before he spoke.

"I would have forgotten it if you didn't tell me. It will be broadcast tonight."

Wang Zixuan sat next to her, feeling a little helpless, and gave Lu Ze a "you know what" look. She had reminded her this morning, but she didn't expect that Lu Ze didn't put it in her ear at all.

It can be regarded as time to take care of Lu Ze. Unlike other variety shows, "Actor's Diary" did not choose to shoot two episodes for the purpose of quickly collecting funds and catching up with the schedule of previous shows, and adopted the method of filming and broadcasting to keep up with the real-time popularity.

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Instead, he chose to broadcast it after all the filming was completed. After all, Lu Ze was really busy at this time. One movie was finished filming and not yet released. He had already begun to raise funds and make preparations for the start of the next work. Maybe one day.

If the phone is called away, it is better to go abroad. It is not as convenient as in China. In order to prevent accidents from hitting schedules, I have to choose this shooting method. Fortunately, the other three instructors are not busy. Two have retired and one is free.

He was picking his feet at home and taking great care of Lu Ze's time. If he had another tutor who was equally busy with his work, this matter would really not be easy to handle.

However, this is a good thing for the students and the crew who recruited them. Now those students who should join the team have also joined the team. The students who are progressing quickly (with few roles) have even finished filming. It would be unreasonable to broadcast the program at this time.

It was they who got the hottest spot.

The program is broadcast simultaneously on the TV station and the APP at 7:30 every Friday night. At this time, the program has already started broadcasting. Wang Zixuan cast the screen to the TV and opened the real-time barrages. At this time, the number of barrages was already very large. It seems that CCTV's publicity efforts

It's very big. It's not like the variety shows of young idols that constantly post comments like "I'm here for XXX" or "XXX is so ugly". Most of the comments are actually posted by students from major art universities.

Some slightly resentful comments such as "XXX school teacher forced me to watch", "XXX school performance department came to study", etc.

After more than 20 seconds of thanking the sponsors, the program officially started. The instructors were listed in order of age and acting career. The first thing you saw was the leisure time of the two seniors retired at home, and their opinions on selecting students.

Pay attention to certain strengths of the students and other issues.

Then there is a certain young man who was well-known in film and television twenty years ago and has gained a fat face. Under the 4:3 lens, his face, which is not ugly even if he is so fat, shows his ferocious nature.

The two seniors in front of me are raising flowers and vegetables at home, and everything is quiet and peaceful. When he comes here, he picks up his son from school, delivers meals to his wife, and helps the students arrange stage plays. In an instant, the atmosphere of life is up. In fact, the barrage

It's not unpleasant, but it's hard to avoid some teasing. If someone watches the barrage at this time, his blood pressure will probably rise sharply.

Then, the scene turned to Daxing Airport, where people were coming and going. There were many pedestrians, but they were not cluttered. Occasionally, some people looked at the camera with curiosity, and from time to time, some people waved at the camera and hurried away. These were not meant to be.

The meaningless scenes that should have appeared in the program were retained, but the perception improved a bit, and the scenes became vivid, integrating the story into life instead of just providing a shining appearance for the mentor.

The voiceover sounded, it was the PD from the program team.

"We're off the plane, we're off the plane, lift it up."

Not far away, the luggage carousel began to rotate. The camera moved and shot to the left. The male PD on the side was holding a whiteboard. When the whiteboard was facing down, the fonts could not be seen. Until the board was lifted high by the tall male PD, there were only two words on it.

Lu Ze.

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