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October 1, 2020, Magic City, Magnolia Theater.

After five days of intense rehearsals and five consecutive days of "Broken Wings Bird" drama performance starting today, Lu Ze stood by the bed in the lounge on the second floor and already saw parents bringing their children.

Normal dramas are not like today. They can be performed on stage in five days. That is just a joke. A good stage play requires the actors to rehearse and perform for several months, or even one or two years.

To get along, we not only need to memorize the script from top to bottom, but also cultivate the actors' tacit understanding. In this way, if anyone makes a mistake, other actors can quickly fill in the gaps.

Even the rehearsals for "Bird with Broken Wings" were practiced by a group of students from the Imperial Theater Academy for more than three months before starting the tour.

Fortunately, Lu Ze only played a supporting role with many roles. Five days was enough to thoroughly study the script. In addition, his progress was extremely fast. Even though he was still far behind professional drama actors, he still had a lot to do in children's dramas.

He is already competent enough, and due to his super high stability, he has never made a single mistake since the third day.

"Lu Ze, it's your turn, put on your makeup."

Old Song had orange paint on his face and looked like an Indian. He was shirtless and put on the costume of Father Bird. Lu Ze responded, sat down on his seat, and asked the makeup artist to apply green on his face.

oil paint

"Son, we got off the car, come here, mommy will hug you."

A BMW

, I took out the handkerchief I had prepared for a long time and wiped the saliva from my son's mouth.

Her name is Zhang Min, she is thirty-five years old and a business executive. She has been married for eight years and has a baby in 2013. The baby was born in April of 2014. She was born with intellectual disability and her nickname is Ding Ding.

Unfastening the child's seat belt, she struggled to pick the child up and put it on the ground. Ding Ding was now over fifty kilograms, a little fatter than a normal six-year-old child. Zhang Min was a thin woman, so it was naturally very difficult to hold her.

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"Hello."

"Hello."

As soon as she walked to the front of the car holding Ding Ding's hand, she saw a woman getting out of the car next to the car on the left with her child in her arms. Although Zhang Min always felt that her family was a normal family and her children were normal children,

There is inevitably a hurdle in her heart, or a blockage, because she can lie to herself, but the way others look at her child always brings her back to reality. Her son has intellectual problems.

But now, seeing so many parents with similarly mentally retarded children, she suddenly felt comfortable and friendly, because they were destined to be parents who had to worry about their children all their lives and could not close their eyes even after they died.

When everyone comes together, it's like a big family.

There was no pity or ridicule for the child in the other person's eyes, but only sympathy for each other who had fallen from the world. This sense of identity was something Zhang Min had never felt in the six years since she had been a mother. For a moment, her eyes felt a little...

Moist, Zhang Min felt that this trip was not in vain just because she could meet other people like her.

From the moment Ding Ding was born, she felt as if the world was falling apart and there was no hope for her life until it was discovered that there might be something wrong with the baby. She even suffered from prenatal depression before she even got to the postpartum period.

Although the husband was very sad, he didn't know whether to call him rational or cold-blooded. After confirming that there was 100% problem with the child, he discussed with Zhang Min whether to remove the penis and get another one. But at that time, she felt that the child would die.

If the child is born, she will die as well. Without this child, she doesn’t want to live anymore.

When she was in school, she was afraid of having children. After working, she felt that pregnancy would be a drag and delay her career development. She still felt a psychological burden about having children, but when the pregnancy test stick turned out to be red, she felt like a mother.

The joy could not be suppressed no matter what.

Watching her belly swell little by little, and seeing her baby take shape a little bit during each prenatal check-up, and then he would playfully kick her belly. This feeling was like a sense of accomplishment? Or was it a sense of responsibility? She couldn't tell.

But is she happy?

Yes.

After entering the delivery room, due to the abnormal fetal position of the child, a caesarean section was required. The scar was not only a romance for men, the wound on the woman's belly was also a great proof.

She felt her stomach was empty, but there was a six-pound child lying next to her. She remembered the hardships of ten months, but she felt it was worth it.

But the child's intellectual problems are a hurdle that cannot be overcome. Every time she checks the child with hope, she always comes back disappointed. She holds the child in her arms every day and teaches Tintin to call her mother, but there is no response for more than two years, until

In the third year, she finally heard this sentence, and then she hid in the bathroom and cried for more than an hour.

Ding Ding was able to call mom at the age of three, called daddy for the first time at the age of three and a half, and learned to walk at the age of four and a half. These are all the results of her hard work. Every time Ding Ding has a new word on her lips, she is extremely surprised. It’s just a child.

My father gradually lost his patience.

Every time her husband said, "We are getting one so that when we get old, someone will be able to take care of Tintin," she was not interested because she knew that no one except her parents would take care of a mentally retarded person for the rest of his life.

Not even brothers and sisters.

Moreover, she is afraid that Ding Ding’s younger brothers and sisters will take away her love for Ding Ding and make Ding Ding feel wronged. What she is even more afraid of is what will happen if the second child is still the same as Ding Ding? This is her psychological shadow. She is really worried about the second child.

I don't dare to ask for it anymore.

Even she was wary of the intimacy between husband and wife. When her husband came in, she would always ask again and again, "Did you bring it? Did you bring it? Did you bring it?"

The disharmony in their married life has naturally made the relationship between her and her husband cold. She recently discovered that her husband smelled of someone else's perfume, and she had also seen a lipstick in his bag that did not belong to her. She could always find it on his clothes.

She found a few long golden hairs on the bed. She knew her husband was cheating on her, but she still kept silent and slept with Ding Ding every night.

She knew that her marriage was coming to an end. If her husband chose to divorce, she would sign it without hesitation and leave. The high salary gave her financial confidence. She had the confidence to raise Ding Ding alone.

Now she really doesn't care about anything except her children.

The gap between rich and poor cannot change the fact that everyone's children have problems, so Zhang Min did not look down on those parents who took their children to watch the show on electric bicycles. Even the woman who just got off the Rolls-Royce was nothing more than

They are just poor people. In essence, there is no difference between us.

"What's your name, little baby? Guoguo? You're so good. Can you kiss Auntie and give you some sweets? Oh, it smells so delicious! This is Brother Dingding. Can you be good friends from now on?"

A man was holding a four-year-old girl in his arms. The father brought the child close to Zhang Min with a smile on his face without any precautions. When Zhang Min gave the child a piece of candy, he hugged the little girl and bumped it a few times, teaching the girl to say

Thanks.

The candies are not big. They are small candies that Zhang Min bought specially so that the child would not get stuck in his throat if he swallowed them. Although the girl could not speak yet, she had a bright smile.

After following the large troop into the theater, every parent would greet each other. But to be honest, Zhang Min was really envious when she saw the families whose parents brought their children to watch the drama together. Perhaps for Ding Ding, the lack of parents

She can't feel her love for him, but Zhang Min cares. This will be a lifelong regret for her, but it is still for Ding Ding, not her husband.

He lowered his head and touched Ding Ding's hair, but noticed that Ding Ding's pants were wet. With a gentle smile, he sighed and pulled Ding Ding into the women's bathroom. This place was full of parents changing their children's diapers, so Zhang

When Min took her six-year-old boy into the girls' restroom, no one pointed out anything. There were even enthusiastic parents who didn't mind helping Zhang Min carry his pants, which were wet with urine.

When the first cry came, it proved that crying is indeed contagious, especially for a group of emotional women. This situation has never happened to them in the past.

Normally, they would have to endure other people's strange looks and change their children's diapers in public. Is it embarrassing? Actually, no, but they would always feel pain in their hearts.

Even as a strong business woman, Zhang Min was full of tears. Humans are social animals after all. If you are not regarded as an alien by others, you will naturally not understand their loneliness and suffering, so the feeling of hugging each other for warmth is really great.

After I changed my penis's pants, I said thank you to the woman who helped carry the pants. The woman in this toilet shouted that she wanted to form a group face to face. We all interacted more in the future and got the call of the group.

Looking at Ding Ding standing in the corner with a confused look on his face, Zhang Min put his phone away and followed everyone into the hall. He found his seat with his ticket, sat down, and interacted with the people around him.

"Ding Ding, the play is about to begin. If you like it, tell your mother. She will often take you to watch it in the future."

Holding this little hand, she set her sights on the stage with a smile on her face. The big lights were turned off, leaving only the small lights in front of the red curtain. Many children were at a loss for the sudden lights out, and some were even more so.

Cried out.

But none of the adults would be unhappy or feel noisy. They just tried to comfort the other children around them with warm words, after the crying gradually disappeared.

The drama begins

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