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Lu Ze watched Lin Yuezhu leave. When he completely disappeared from his sight, he turned his attention to the tombstone again. She smiled quietly. Lu Ze could not imagine what kind of life she had lived in the past few years.

"So, have you been like this in the past few years? Are you so tired every day, but you still work hard every day? Jiang Wenshu... you are free now, but you have made me feel uneasy for the rest of my life."

"I have been thinking these past few days, how wonderful it would have been if I had not left at that time. If I had refused to leave that night, would you...wouldn't have left like this? You are very hypocritical.

This way... After you die, you tell me not to think of you again. I'm sorry, I can't do it, and I don't know if it will suit your wishes."

Lu Ze sat on the marble fence of an empty tomb next to Jiang Wenshu and looked out into the distance. The scenery was pleasant, with colorful flowers, mountains and water.

"Depression sounds scary, but what about me? Did you hear it just now? I am also sick. We are both patients. I know your pain, but I am still trying to live, so...

..Why can’t you give yourself a chance? Your mother has been crying hard for three days and hasn’t stopped. Your father’s hair has turned completely white. Do you regret it now?”

"To be honest, I understand your pain, because I often forget who I am after waking up. I may be a doctor, a thief, or a white-collar worker. In short, it's him. Anything is possible. Don't I suffer?

?I’m also in pain because I just want to be me, I don’t want to be someone else, I can only be me.”

"But even if I'm suffering, I'm still working hard to live, so that my parents, my good friends, won't be as sad as me when you die."

Lu Ze turned around and touched the unengraved monument behind him. It was moist, smooth, and felt good. Lu Ze could feel its thickness.

"The ancients said... When I am full and warm, I miss you, so I didn't like anyone when I was poor. Now that I am not poor anymore, I am rich, so I may also like you. Now...

.....It was too late, but when you were lying there, I realized that I was quite a bitch and thought I didn’t have mysophobia, but in fact, I did.”

"But now that the person is dead and the skin is useless, I realize that it really doesn't matter anymore. I don't know how long I can survive if I get sick, so I bought myself a tomb. This is your home.

This will be my home in the future."

Lu Ze patted the tombstones. He bought two tombs next to each other. The one next to Jiang Wenshu's is his. Maybe it will be used in a few decades. Maybe he will move here in two days.

"I quite believe in these gods and ghosts, so if you are cold, hungry, and have no money to spend, ask me for your dreams, don't ask your parents. After this, the old man's body is really half broken.

, don’t bother them, just tell me what you want and I’ll do it for you.”

"Sigh... You are relieved. I still have to live, so I have to leave and can't accompany you anymore. You said how good you are alive, and you can meet me with just a phone call or a ticket.

As for me, what about now? I have to come to see you every once in a while. You say you are bad or not. I’m leaving. You can stay here by yourself. Who made this your choice?

,Go and regret it~”

Patting his rain-stained pants, Lu Ze stood up, wiped the rain on her monument, turned and left. After taking two steps, he stopped, turned around and smiled.

"Actually, I love you too..."

The road down the mountain was a little slippery, and Lu Ze was walking a little slowly. He happened to meet Jiang Wenshu's parents who had finished burning the paper money. He accompanied them to the entrance of the cemetery and put the old couple into the car. Jiang Wenshu was from Wuxi, and his parents lived in Wuxi.

Xi Life, Lu Ze is going back to the Magic City.

"Xiao Lu, why don't you go to your aunt's house to sit down? Thank you for your hard work on this trip. You have been accompanying me and your uncle these past few days, so busy. If it weren't for you, I really don't know what would happen.

It’s done. I came to Wuxi from the magical capital early this morning and didn’t even have a bite of food. Auntie will cook you a meal, so you can eat before leaving.”

Jiang Wenshu's mother held Lu Ze's hand. In fact, she and Jiang's father had always thought that he and Jiang Wenshu were boyfriend and girlfriend. After all, Jiang Wenshu often mentioned Lu Ze when she was at home. The old couple thought they were hiding their relationship in the entertainment industry.

As for Lu Ze's behavior, he also secretly studied Lu Ze's family situation and was very satisfied with Lu Ze's innocent family situation. Even now, Lu Ze has not denied it.

"No, aunt, I still have something to do, so I will go back to Magic City first. I will go see you and uncle another day when I have no work. You and uncle should also take care of themselves. Wen Shu doesn't want you to be too sad. The road is slippery. Please be careful.

careful."

Mother Jiang opened the car window and kept looking back at Lu Ze. As the car drove away, she cried again. Lu Ze stood there and waved to them until the car drove far away before he prepared to leave.

He took out the cigarette case and put a cigarette in his mouth. Lu Ze touched all the pockets on his body but couldn't find a lighter. He probably gave the lighter to Jiang Wenshu's relatives to burn the paper and didn't ask for it back. He had no choice but to put away the cigarette.

stand up.

"Click..."

The one-dollar lighter ignited sparks and was handed to Lu Ze...

The right hand holding the cigarette stopped moving. Lu Ze froze. His mind went blank. He quickly turned his head. Wang Zixuan held up the lighter and looked at him expressionlessly.

After thinking for a while, Lu Ze leaned over and lit the cigarette. He paused several times before finally lighting it and taking a deep breath.

"Thank you, how did you get here?"

"Brother Liu sent it to me."

"oh."

Lu Ze turned around and walked towards the car he was driving. Wang Zixuan followed Lu Ze silently, preparing to get into Lu Ze's car.

"Let's take Brother Liu's car back."

"Brother Lu..."

"I'm very annoyed now. Please don't disturb me. I'm really annoyed! Can you give me some private space? Is that okay?"

Lu Ze looked into Wang Zixuan's eyes, and the two looked at each other. Wang Zixuan's body was so stunned that she could no longer move. Finally, she silently lowered her head and walked towards the car driven by Liu Bin.

After getting into the car, he put down the handbrake, put the gear into gear, lightly tapped the accelerator, and the car sped out. Lu Ze opened the window, put his elbow on the window frame, took the cigarette from his mouth with his left hand, and stretched out the window to flick it.

After flicking the ashes from his cigarette and holding his head with the bottom of his palm, Lu Ze tilted his head and passed the cars ahead one after another.

His eyes were a little moist, and liquid finally flowed down. He remained expressionless and wiped the tears with the back of his hand, but eventually the tears burst.

Turning right and parking on the roadside where temporary parking was allowed, Lu Ze raised his head, covered his eyes with the bottoms of his hands, and clenched his teeth.

"Cough...hiss...cough cough..."

In fact, these past few days have been like a dream. Even though Lu Ze handled her funeral, watched her being cremated, and watched her being buried in the ground, it still felt a little unreal. His subconscious did not want to admit that Jiang Wenshu left.

fact.

The woman who remembers his birthday and comes over to accompany him every year no matter how busy she is at work, a birthday that he would never miss in his first 25 years of life. The woman who likes to light cigarettes for him like a little brother and who is completely satisfied every time she lights up.

, really dead.

He owed Jiang Wenshu an apology, but he never had the chance to say it again.

The nanny car behind her was driving with double flashes, but no one bothered this man who was already thirty years old this year. He was no longer young. His tears were more valuable than before and would not fall easily anymore. But when

When it falls, it will be heartbreakingly sad.

Twenty minutes later, the car started again and got onto the highway, speeding at a speed of 140. Two and a half hours later, Lu Ze got off the car and arrived at the door of his house.

After pressing the car key and tugging on the door to make sure it was locked, he entered the lobby and took the elevator back home.

As soon as the elevator door opened, Lu Ze was stunned. The elevator door began to close. He walked out of the elevator without even noticing. He pressed the elevator door with both hands, pulled Lu Ze out of the elevator, and gave Lu Ze a big hug.

He patted Lu Ze's back hard, making a thumping sound.

"It's all over...men, you have to hold on, be strong, life has to move on."

Song Guiyuan rushed over from the imperial capital early this morning and squatted in front of Lu Ze's house for a long time. He didn't even think of calling Lu Ze to disturb him. The purpose of his coming was to give Lu Ze the hug he deserved.

My friend, it’s time to make a shining appearance like a superman at this moment.

"My wife is at work today, and I left my son at Zheng Yi's house. I'll fly back at 7:20 tonight to pick up my son. How much you can drink for me depends on your ability."

"...."