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The evening sunlight was golden. Although the curtains were closed, there was a gap left. The sunlight squeezed out from the gap and shone on Lu Ze's eyes.

Sitting up suddenly, he glanced down at the quilt and the soft bed beneath him. He stood up, put on his shoes, and opened the door of the small single room. He found that he had not left Lin Yuezhu's studio, and neither had Shen Jinghan.

Shen Jinghan was sitting in the lobby of the studio, tapping the keyboard of his laptop quickly with both hands. Hearing the sound of the door being pushed open, he turned his head and saw Lu Ze with a smile.

But Lu Ze was an actor. He could see the worry in Shen Jinghan's eyes. His heart sank. He pulled out the stool opposite Shen Jinghan and sat down. The assistant brought Lu Ze a glass of water. Lu Ze crossed his legs and held the water glass. Looking out the window, it's evening rush hour and there's already a long queue on the road.

"Did you sleep comfortably?"

"fine."

The chat paused, Shen Jinghan looked at Lu Ze, and Lu Ze looked out the window. Everything became quiet. Lu Ze reached out and pinched the corners of his eyes, hesitating to speak, but finally couldn't hold it back.

"Am I... getting sick in front of you?"

"No, I just fell asleep in the middle of the conversation. Seeing that you were sleeping soundly, I didn't want to wake you up and moved you to the bed so that you could go back to sleep."

This is the result of research by Shen Jinghan and Lin Yuezhu. They decided not to tell Lu Ze about this matter for the time being. After all, there are more than 1,200 personalities. If they really told Lu Ze like this, they would only be affected by his current mental state. It was a bigger blow to the extremely unstable Lu Ze.

More than 1,200 people... Lin Yuezhu was so scared that he even began to wonder if Lu Ze's brain utilization rate was 100%. How big a brain can carry the thoughts of more than a thousand people?

Even if Lu Ze is mentally prepared for this matter, they must slowly inform Lu Ze of the specific situation to ensure that Lu Ze can slowly accept this matter in a relatively stable state of mind and start treatment.

As for how to treat it? Lin Yuezhu doesn't know. He knows how to treat a monster. The maximum number of known multiple personality patients in the world is twenty-two.

But now Lu Ze has refreshed this record, and it has far surpassed the value of 22, which is 57.6 times the original number one, leaving Lin Yuezhu at a loss.

Perhaps Lin Yuezhu will contact his professor at Stanford tonight.

Lu Ze didn't believe Shen Jinghan's words. She was lying, because the worry in her eyes did not disappear, but had a tendency to gradually expand. However, Lu Ze did not ask further questions. After all, he had found the answer from Shen Jinghan.

"Have you always been like this these past few years?"

"What?"

"Just...Is this how you always imitate others in order to improve your performance?"

"Um."

Shen Jinghan's mood suddenly became a little excited. Lu Ze could see that her eyes quickly turned red and became shiny. She turned her head away from looking at Lu Ze. Her long hair obscured the side of her face, so that Lu Ze Ze could not clearly see her expression at the moment, but from her gentle sniffling and trembling voice, Lu Ze knew that she was very sad now.

"Why do you push yourself so hard? I know you are carrying the burden of the family, but now you can easily carry the burden, why do you still torture yourself so much? The company and I don't need you to progress so fast, you Your acting skills are already better than those of most young actors at that time. You can slowly hone your acting skills. Like all old actors, no one will ask you to have an experienced actor in your twenties. Level, why can't you make your life easier?"

Lu Ze was silent, looking down at the water cup, covering the cup with his hands, feeling the warmth brought by the water, and thought for a long time before speaking.

"Perhaps it comes from jealousy...jealousy that others are better than me, jealous that others are more famous than me, jealous that others earn more than me. In short, I am very small-minded. I hope that I have everything they have." , I have to have it too.”

"But you have enough time to get what you want slowly, why do you have to rush it?"

"To achieve their level of achievement at their age, it makes me... not excited."

"I'm sorry, Mr. Lu, Ms. Shen, Dr. Lin has finished chatting with the guests. For the privacy of you and others, I need to help you pull up the screen."

The assistant interrupted the communication between the two and pulled a white screen to block the two of them. The door to the room was pushed open, and the two heard Lin Yuezhu talking to a woman.

"It doesn't matter, Miss Zhang, just go back and rest more, and get enough sleep. Don't think too much. The causes, developments, and results of things all have their reasons. This is destined and cannot be broken. Okay, then I won’t see you off, I still have guests, um, please be safe on the road, goodbye.”

The assistant folded the screen and pushed it aside. Lin Yuezhu came over, sat on the chair next to Lu Ze, crossed his hands on his lap, and asked Lu Ze.

"How was your rest?"

"It's okay, it's pretty good."

"That's good. I like to sleep on a soft bed, so I'm worried that Mr. Lu likes to sleep on a hard bed."

"So my illness can be diagnosed? Schizophrenia?"

"Well... it's very complicated. There are too many types of schizophrenia. It has many types of manifestations. It does not refer to just one kind of problem, but a large category, just like leg diseases and head diseases. It’s like surgery.”

"So I have multiple personalities?"

"For the time being... yes, but Mr. Lu, you don't need to be too nervous. In fact, each of us does not have only one personality. For example, we are the same at home, and we change when we attend important occasions. The same, in fact, everyone has other personalities. This is not a special case, but some people show it, and some people choose to hide it. This is not a major disease, such as cancer, leukemia and other terminal diseases, which can be treated. Take it easy, cooperate with my treatment, and you will definitely get better."

"All right."

Lu Ze nodded, took a sip of water, and said nothing. Shen Jinghan managed to manage his emotions, closed his notebook, put it in his bag, and smiled at Dr. Lin.

"It's getting late. I'm sorry to have delayed you for half a day, Dr. Lin. I'll leave with Lu Ze first. I'll report to you if anything happens later."

"It doesn't matter, this is normal. You have already bought the medicine, right? Just take it normally. Pay more attention and observe more. If you have drug rash or adverse reactions, stop taking the medicine in time and go for a check-up. I won't send you two away. Be careful and stay safe on the road.”

Going down to the underground garage, there was a soft sound of the car door closing and the roar of the engine starting in the distance. Lu Ze helped Shen Jinghan hold his computer bag, and Shen Jinghan was carrying a small red bag. His high heels stepped on the ground, and the thumping thumping sound was pleasant. .

"I'm sorry...except for work, I have cared too little about you."

Shen Jinghan's mood fluctuated again. After Lin Yuezhu gave Lu Ze a verdict, her first reaction was, it's over... Maybe Lu Ze... can never be an actor again.

Lu Ze likes to be an actor. From "Our Group" to "Big Brother", he can handle the high-intensity shooting of six consecutive film and television dramas. If it were not for the love from the heart, he should have reached the burnout period long ago, and in While filming, he also put more burdens on his shoulders and worked overtime to do imitation exercises. This is how he is obsessed with filming to the core.

Now that Shen Jinghan's faults were all on her, she felt that if she could care about Lu Ze's life, even a little bit, it probably wouldn't lead to the current result.

A rising star in the entertainment industry, a young man who loved acting and was extremely talented, was ruined by her own hands. This was her negligence as an agent and the biggest mistake she had made in her many years in the agent industry.

In private, she regarded Lu Ze as her nephew, but she never cared about him much in life. She never asked him if he was tired? She never asked him where he felt uncomfortable. Now he has become mentally ill, Shen Jing Han's conscience is uneasy.

Wiping away her tears with the back of her hand, she didn't dare to look at Lu Ze. She just lowered her head and sobbed and walked towards the parking spot.

Lu Ze was not as calm as he appeared. His future was ruined by the disease. How could he not be sad? Just looking at Shen Jinghan who was gradually collapsing, he knew that this matter had nothing to do with Shen Jinghan.

It's just a system that succeeds and a system that fails.

Putting his right hand on Shen Jinghan's shoulder and patting it lightly a few times, he walked down with Shen Jinghan without saying a word.

"..."