Fierce shooter

I really don’t want to take this leave unless I have to. I’m really confused. My schedule lately is like hell. I go to bed at about 4 or 5 in the morning and get up at 10 or 11 in the morning. It’s been going on for about a week, every day. I want to work hard to increase the update speed, but I am afraid that I can't do it with the flag, because I know very well what kind of state I am in now.

I have no energy during the day, and I feel like I am exhausted from staying up late. The mental time I get at night is very painful. Is there anyone with a similar situation who can share their experience?

I want to go for a physical examination, but I am inexplicably afraid of the results. This has been the case for the past two years.

There were a lot of things I wanted to write about during the Asian Games, and I was in a hurry. If I couldn’t adjust, what I wrote would inevitably be different from what I expected.

There are also some trivial matters at home that are extremely boring, 2022, ugh.

I'm taking a day off tonight and will update at 6pm tomorrow, over 8K. (Originally I wanted to update at 12 noon, but I was worried that I would have insomnia and be unable to get up tonight, and I would suffer from sleep phobia)

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