Douluo Continent: I'm writing a diary, and something's not right with you guys.

A deep, unforgettable sense of guilt.

He ran to Huo Yun'er's grave and repented for his negligence and dereliction of duty back then.

He wanted to make amends, to salvage the situation, and to fulfill his belated responsibilities as a husband.

He even engraved Huo Yun'er and Huo Yuhao's names into the genealogy of the White Tiger Duke's mansion, officially acknowledging the status of his wife and son.

You have to understand, for Huo Yuhao's mother, who was a servant, to have a family genealogy established was an immense honor.

Chapter 294 Becoming the Person You Hate Most

It can be said that Dai Hao's attitude in this matter is clear: I made a mistake, I admit it, I feel guilty, and I want to make amends.

Although it was late, at least he acknowledged this wife and son, and at least he did his best after the truth was revealed.

What about Huo Yuhao?

Look at how Huo Yuhao treats his son.

The birth of this child was itself a complex tragedy.

Xu Yunhan's mother is named Ju Zi. I won't comment much on Ju Zi herself, as many of the things she has done are highly controversial. However, one thing is an objective fact: the birth of this child was indeed planned by Ju Zi without Huo Yuhao's knowledge.

At the time, Huo Yuhao was unconscious for some reason, and Ju Zi took the opportunity to obtain his bloodline and became pregnant with this child.

In other words, Huo Yuhao genuinely didn't know about the child's existence.

He was completely kept in the dark, at least until the child was born.

Does this sound familiar? That's right, it's almost exactly the same as Dai Hao's situation back then. Both had illegitimate children without their knowledge, were kept in the dark, and only found out the truth after the child was born.

The gears of fate turned, presenting Huo Yuhao with the same test.

Back then, he hated Dai Hao with a passion, because he felt that a man should never let his child suffer outside.

Now it's his turn. The same test questions, let's see how he answers.

Dai Hao's choices were: guilt, repentance, making amends, and acknowledgment.

Huo Yuhao's choice was to distance himself, distance himself, and observe from the sidelines.

Shrek Academy, girls' dormitory.

Xiao Xiao was leaning against the headboard reading her diary when she came across this passage. She suddenly sat up straight, her almond-shaped eyes wide open, her face filled with disbelief.

"No way..."

She murmured, her voice trembling slightly, "Huo Yuhao... how could he do this?"

In the diary she read, Huo Yuhao was described as a gentle and reliable person, the core of the future Shrek Academy team, and a partner trusted by everyone.

He was loyal to his friends, ruthless to his enemies, and devoted to his relationships—at least that's how she saw him.

But now his diary says that he actually chose to stand by and watch his future biological son with indifference?

Xiao Xiao rubbed her face vigorously, as if to make sure she wasn't seeing things.

She read it again, word by word, to make sure she hadn't misunderstood.

Lin Ye's wording was very clear: "distancing," "disavowing," and "watching coldly from the sidelines."

Every word felt like a bucket of cold water being poured over her head.

She suddenly realized something.

When she read the diary before, all she saw was Huo Yuhao's glorious side: a million-year soul ring, three-life martial soul, ultimate ice, being granted a title at the age of nineteen, establishing the Spirit Pagoda, and ascending to godhood.

These deeds were so dazzling that everyone subconsciously regarded Huo Yuhao as a perfect hero, an omnipotent chosen one.

Today, Ke Linye tore away the halo, letting them see the shadows behind it.

A genius, a hero, a god—when faced with their own blood relatives, they chose to run away.

Xiao Xiao felt her worldview had been severely shaken; she needed to process it.

……

The most ironic part is that Huo Yuhao himself was born out of wedlock, and he knows best what it's like to be without a father's protection.

What did he feel when he was called a "bastard" as a child? What did he feel when his cousins ​​in the Duke's mansion bullied him and no one stood up for him?

What did he feel when he watched his mother groan in pain on her sickbed, unable to afford a good doctor? He had experienced all of those feelings, and they were etched into his memory.

However, when the same fate befell his own son, he felt no empathy whatsoever.

The boy named Xu Yunhan also grew up without a father.

His mother, Orange, was caught in the vortex of the Sun Moon Empire's royal family, a place where people devoured each other without spitting out the bones, and constantly faced suppression and danger from various forces.

The mother and son's situation was very similar to that of Huo Yuhao and his mother when they were struggling alone and helpless.

Huo Yuhao knew better than anyone how difficult those days were.

But what did he do? He deliberately distanced himself, unwilling to acknowledge this blood relationship.

He felt that the child was the product of Orange's scheme against him, not something he wanted willingly, so he refused to acknowledge it.

Okay, let's assume he has a reason. After all, being schemed against is a terrible feeling, and he can resent Orange.

But what about the child? What did Xu Yunhan do wrong?

This child had no right to choose his own birth, nor the right to choose who his father would be. He came into this world with Huo Yuhao's blood flowing through his veins; this is an undeniable fact that no one can change.

Huo Yuhao's resentment towards Ju Zi is one thing, but his indifference towards this innocent child is another.

He can hate Ju Zi's methods, but he shouldn't transfer that hatred to a child who has done nothing wrong.

Xu Yunhan did nothing wrong, yet he became a child without a father.

The one who made him a fatherless child was none other than Huo Yuhao, who hated the idea of ​​"not having a father" the most back then.

What do you call this? This is what it means to live the life you hate most.

Shrek Academy, girls' dormitory.

Jiang Nannan frowned more and more as she read the contents of the diary.

She is usually mild-mannered and rarely makes sharp comments about others, but at this moment, a rare look of disappointment appeared on her face.

She knew Huo Yuhao, and although they hadn't known each other for very long, in her impression, Huo Yuhao had always been a responsible person.

Judging from the diary entries, Huo Yuhao in the future will be able to fight with all his might for his teammates in the All-Continent Tournament and risk his life for Shrek Academy on the battlefield.

How could someone who devoted himself to establishing the Spirit Pagoda to resolve the conflict between humans and animals be so indifferent to his own flesh and blood?

She was a little incredulous because Lin Ye's previous diary had created such a wonderful image of Huo Yuhao—a chosen one, a lucky one, a savior.

The contrast between this and the cold, indifferent image of Huo Yuhao that Lin Ye described today is too great.

Ke Linye's analysis left her speechless.

Huo Yuhao hated Dai Hao his whole life. What was the core of that hatred? Wasn't it just "Why won't you acknowledge me?"

All his suffering stemmed from an unacknowledged identity and a childhood neglected by his father.

Huo Yuhao knew better than anyone how deep that pain was, yet he transferred the same pain onto his son.

Jiang Nannan thought of herself.

She came from a poor family and had a loving mother.

She imagined what it would be like if her mother disowned her for some reason and abandoned her in a corner of the world, leaving her to fend for herself. That feeling would be worse than death.

And that's the fate that Xu Yunhan is destined to suffer.

She sighed softly and said in a low voice, "Huo Yuhao was indeed wrong in this matter."

Chapter 295 The Truth

Now let's compare Dai Hao and Huo Yuhao.

Both had illegitimate children without their knowledge, but Dai Hao's reaction upon learning the truth was one of guilt and repentance. He acknowledged Huo Yuhao, knelt before his grave to repent, and spent the rest of his life atoning for his sins.

When Huo Yuhao learned the truth, his reaction was to distance himself from the situation. He chose to stand by and watch his son struggle in an environment without a father's love, just like his own experience back then.

Compared to him, Huo Yuhao is indeed inferior to Dai Hao.

At least Dai Hao acknowledged him as his illegitimate son, but Huo Yuhao was unwilling to admit his relationship with Xu Yunhan.

Dai Hao's mistake was negligence, while Huo Yuhao's mistake was indifference. Negligence can be remedied, but indifference is ingrained in one's bones.

Of course, Lin Ye is not an unreasonable person.

He admitted that there were indeed differences between the two matters, and that, objectively speaking, Huo Yuhao did have his own difficulties.

First of all, Huo Yuhao was unaware of the situation beforehand. The birth of the child was Ju Zi's private plan, and he did not actively participate in the process from beginning to end. In fact, he could be considered one of the victims.

Secondly, Huo Yuhao himself did not want this child and was forced to become a father.

This is indeed different from Dai Hao's situation. No matter what, Dai Hao and Huo Yuhao's mother had a consensual relationship back then.

Based on existing records, it appears that Ju Zi took advantage of Huo Yuhao's unconsciousness to unilaterally manipulate the situation between Huo Yuhao and Ju Zi.

From this perspective, it is understandable to some extent that Huo Yuhao harbors resentment towards Ju Zi and feels angry and resistant to the arrival of this child.