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"The marriage that was formed through blind dates wasn't compatible. The emotional turmoil was quite severe, and there was also the issue of harassment. These issues seemed to have some side effects after marriage, which made the already poorly compatible relationship even more unstable. With an unstable relationship after marriage, life after life is just a makeshift one."

We should not have too high expectations for future results. At least the future that is about to happen has been changed.

After getting this answer, Amamiya Ren did not put away the tarot cards on the table, but leaned back and rested his back on the soft backrest of the sofa.

"To be a part of the story and try to change something is not a bad thing for me."

"Whether it's from a human perspective or from a profit-making perspective."

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Chapter 263 Separation and the Future

As night falls, the Benkei Onsen Hotel becomes exceptionally quiet.

It was because they were really troubled by a fortune-teller, and Kogoro Mouri spent the entire afternoon talking to each of them one by one.

"Kogoro is really enthusiastic."

Yumi Horikoshi was also a little distressed at this moment.

"That kid has been like this since a long time ago, you know that."

Zhongdao Hezhi was laughing wildly beside him. At this moment, his smile was relaxed and a little bitter.

"I really didn't expect you to have such serious mental problems."

"Same here. I didn't expect you to have such a plan to get rid of me once and for all."

Yumi Horikoshi retorted without any hesitation.

But she wasn't exactly angry at the moment. She'd actually had suicidal thoughts many times in the past. Perhaps her emotional instability, her unconscious actions that hurt others, were simply her instinctive desire for self-destruction.

Some things were exposed, some words were forced to be said, and she actually felt more relaxed - a lot.

"My thoughts are a bit extreme. After all, I just changed the direction of my life, and my fiancée just agreed to it. Also, don't say you're not wrong. I didn't hold you responsible for the harassment for six months."

Nakamichi Kazushi felt a little embarrassed because his sore spot was touched. After all, he really had such an idea, but it was Yumi who prompted him to have such an idea.

"For half a year...I was also in a daze."

"Who says it's not?"

For both sides, the past six months have been too chaotic, and their minds have been in a highly tense state, which has led them to make wrong choices.

Neither of them wanted to talk about the past anymore.

Yumi Horikoshi looked up at the darkness and could still see tiny stars. It was as if there was still some hope in her dark life, and her depressed mood was slightly relieved.

This made me start to think about myself in the past six months.

She hopes that her significant other is the one she loves, and that the one she loves can be tolerant enough towards her and accept her ugly side, but she is afraid of being disliked if she tells about her past experiences.

On the other hand, it's probably because of what happened back then that she became very wary of the opposite sex.

It was precisely because of this wariness that she could never agree to He Zhi's proposal. This situation became more and more obvious as He Zhi's desire to get married grew stronger, but with He Zhi's complete departure, her nerves finally broke.

The manic and violent thoughts completely took over her, and the idea that if she couldn't get it, she would completely destroy it started to grow from the bottom of her heart.

Now that I calm down and imagine it, it’s really scary.

I should go see a doctor.

Yumi Horikoshi could no longer remember whether she had such thoughts in the past, but she knew that in her manic state of mind, she would continue to act impulsively according to her past thoughts.

But, miraculously, in that situation today, not only did she not feel a bit manic, she even felt very peaceful in her heart.

Although she didn't know how this situation came about, this feeling of complete spiritual peace made Yumi Horikoshi feel a rare sense of relaxation.

It was because of this mental relaxation that Yumi Horikoshi was able to think calmly and realized that her mental state was not stable and required systematic treatment.

"That's enough of the topic. It wouldn't be good if Kogoro noticed we were gone for too long."

Turning around, Yumi Horikoshi has already decided to part ways with her past self.

"This should be the last time we meet. From now on, let's not disturb each other's lives."

After knowing that Nakamichi Kazushi had murderous intentions towards her, Horikoshi Yumi realized that her mental state had affected many people.

However, regardless of whether his own mental state caused the impact on others, when Zhongdao and Zhi had this thought, their best outcome was separation and never seeing each other again.

"Ah."

Nakamichi Kazushi did not say anything to try to keep her. After 18 years of dating, he only now learned about Yumi's past dark experiences, and it was from the mouth of Kogoro's daughter's friend.

Maybe he should have noticed it sooner.

Unfortunately, there is no such thing as "maybe" in this real world.

As soon as Yumi Horikoshi turned the corner, she bumped into someone head-on.

"you……"

Yumi Horikoshi looked at the person she bumped into, Atsushi Omura, who was considered the most honest and simple person in their judo club.

But at this moment, there was some sadness on his face. Horikoshi Yumi immediately realized that Omura had heard her conversation with Nakamichi Kazushi.

Horikoshi Yumi laughed.

"Omura, I'm not dead. There's no need to look so sad for me. Didn't Kogoro guess it right away from you?"

"Yumi, your mental illness..."

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Atsushi Omura still looked at Yumi with worry.

"Well, I don't think there's no treatment at all. After this reunion, I plan to see a psychiatrist for treatment, but I might have to take medication for the rest of my life."

Yumi Horikoshi didn't think there was anything wrong.

Mental illness still needs to be examined. After experiencing her current peaceful and calm state, she can no longer accept the fact that she cannot control herself. Even if she uses medication to control it, she does not want to be a madman controlled by emotions forever.

There are ways to solve mental illness, but the treatment should take a longer time.

As for how long it would take, Yumi Horikoshi didn't know.

For the past 18 years, she has never thought that there is something wrong with her mental health. She has delayed for such a long time. God knows how long it will take for her to recover?

"Yumi, do you want to date me?"

"..."

The sudden confession caught Horikoshi Yumi off guard. Turning around, she looked at Omura Jun, who was nervous because of saying such words, and she couldn't help laughing.

"Omura, I'm a bad woman. I'm not as simple as you seem. For 18 years, I've been playing with one person's feelings."

"……I know."

"???"

"I knew about your relationship with Nakamichi when we were in college."

Atsushi Omura said something that surprised Yumi Horikoshi even more, and she was silent for a while.

"Omura...are you serious?"

"Yeah. When we first met... I had a crush on you."

Yumi Horikoshi really didn't expect this. She really didn't know that the taciturn Omura had such feelings for her.

"You know what happened to me, and you still say such things to me?"

"I... don't want to see anything happen to you. I didn't know it before, but now I don't want Yumi to end up like that again."

These words were absolutely true, and Horikoshi Yumi could hear the sincerity in them.

"I don't know when my mental illness will be cured."

"It's okay. I want to stay with you."

"..."

Yumi Horikoshi sighed and turned away.

"Then stay with me for a while. If you get bored waiting, leave as soon as possible. I'm not a good woman."

PS: Please provide data on the new book.

Chapter 264 Fireworks Show and Dinner

It was already six o'clock in the evening.

The sky is already dark, and many stars can be seen in the dark sky. At this moment, tourists from all over Tochigi Prefecture have begun to make preparations.

There is a celebration in Tochigi Prefecture tonight, and there will be a grand fireworks show during the celebration, so all tourists who come to this hot spring town in Tochigi Prefecture should prepare to go and see it.

Of course, Amamiya Ren and others are no exception.

However, compared to squeezing in the crowd, the hot spring hotel located on the mountainside actually has a place closer to the top of the mountain where you can enjoy the scenery and fireworks.

To reach the higher observation deck, you need to continue walking up the corridor leading to the open-air hot spring.

It was a space that could accommodate more than twenty people. There was a square table in the middle and seats on both sides. The lights on the ceiling were slightly dim, so bright that people could only see the food on the table clearly without affecting the view of the scenery outside.

“The environment here is really nice.”

Arriving at the observation deck, Amamiya Ren walked to the edge. There were no lights on the periphery here, so that guests on the observation deck could better appreciate the distant view instead of being affected by the nearby lights and the distant scenery.