I write a diary in anime/manga crossovers

Having said that, Mao Lilan suddenly lowered her head, and Edogawa Conan was reflected in her eyes.

So much happens in one month.

Much more than she had experienced in the past decade or so of her life.

It was because she was exposed to so many things that she became confused and unable to deal with her own feelings.

Then she raised her head and glanced at Amamiya Ren from the side, and Mao Lilan took the initiative to move closer.

“Uncertainty was a thing before, but now it’s certain.”

"Perhaps the fate between Shinichi and I was completely severed after he decided the death of Kudo Shinichi."

Amamiya Ren also reached out and hugged Maori Ran at the right time.

Mao Lilan's cheeks just turned slightly red. At this moment, she felt her heart beating rapidly. At this moment, she was sure that when she was with Lianlian, she could never control her emotions.

If in the past she called this throbbing and the display of emotion, then now she is indeed in love.

But the target is no longer her deceased childhood sweetheart, Kudo Shinichi, but a boy named Amamiya Ren, whom she has only known for a month.

"Now, I vaguely feel something. When I'm with you, I don't have to always listen to topics I don't like. My heart beats faster when I'm with you, and sometimes I can't help but think about you."

Mao Lilan couldn't help but recall what happened in the past month.

The initial shock of Kudo Shinichi becoming an elementary school student seemed to be swept away by the emotion of being amazed at the diary.

After Kudo Shinichi's identity was confirmed to be dead, Lianlian also entered her life.

As our contact in school increased, our connection gradually deepened outside of class, and the gap left by Kudo Shinichi was filled.

A boy with a bit of low self-esteem always keeps a certain safe distance from her.

But such a boy gradually entered her life, and a lot of colors began to appear around her.

Habit is really a bad thing.

When Mao Lilan realized that she was gradually getting used to having Lianlian around, she began to find that she seemed to have more awareness of this boy.

Maybe, I can't be sure that I like you.

But she really wanted to share everything with Lianlian, to let her emotions be transferred to Lianlian so that he could also feel her emotions.

"I ran into Aunt Yumi on my way home on Monday night, and when she told me about this weekend's hot spring trip, the first thing I thought of was you."

Mao Lilan couldn't help but sigh.

"I think it was Aunt Yumi who influenced me. She told me I could go on a hot spring trip with my boyfriend to surprise my dad. At that time, the first person I thought of was you."

"This...is indeed my honor."

This result was something Amamiya Ren had never imagined.

"Another reason related to the story?"

Mao Lilan raised her eyebrows.

Amamiya Ren nodded distressedly.

"It is indeed influenced by the story. In the story, your feelings for Kudo Shinichi are simply unwavering. Even though there have been some changes and conflicts in the middle, you have never shown any signs of changing."

"So, I always thought you... were still as loyal as in the story."

After hearing Lianlian's understanding, Mao Lilan pinched this big fool angrily.

"I could be loyal, but he doesn't give me the chance."

"At least we can have normal communication under the premise of being loyal, right? He's already ruined his own identity, and we're not husband and wife. Even if I know the secrets behind him, why should I refuse to interact with other boys for him?"

"This isn't loyalty, this is pure stupidity!"

It is understandable if a couple is loyal to each other, but why do people who are not even dating need to be loyal to each other?

Being loyal should be something you stick to at least after the relationship is established.

"I'm such a complete idiot in this story. How could anyone be so devoted to a guy they're not dating yet?"

"Also, wasn't I disappointed at all when I was treated like this in the story? No matter how patient I am, if it's constantly tested like this, I'd get disappointed and discouraged."

Ran Mao Li never thought that her affection and feelings for a person could last forever. No matter how strong the feelings were, they needed to be reciprocated.

Besides, she just watched her father and mother, who had a good relationship, separate because of some problems. What's more, she and Kudo Shinichi were just childhood sweethearts.

"hiss!"

After being pinched, Amamiya Ren felt a very strong pain, so strong that even the clown couldn't control the emotions on his face.

"Xiaolan, please control yourself... My physical fitness is not that strong."

Mao Lilan paused her fingers and stopped pinching hard. She looked at the place where she had pinched just now. It was the flesh on Lianlian's waist. She was about to press it to help disperse the blood stasis, but gave up her plan.

She couldn't just put her hand inside Lianlian's clothes in broad daylight, right?

It's not appropriate to do it outside.

Avoiding the place where she had pinched just now, Mao Lilan controlled her strength and hit Lianlian's body.

"'So, the characters in the story are so perfect, but there are no such perfect people in real life.'"

"No one can last long with one-sided giving. Especially when it comes to relationships, if there's no reciprocation, things will fizzle out quickly."

"Even my dad and mom, who had a great relationship, ended up living apart due to some conflicts. If I hadn't known that my dad and mom were still in love and even saw each other occasionally, I would have thought there was something wrong with their relationship."

"what?"

When Amamiya Ren first heard this special news, she was a little dumbfounded. "Do your parents still see each other often?"

Maori Ran pursed her lips and complained with some speechless emotions.

"Otherwise, why do you think those two haven't divorced after being separated for so long? It can't be just because of me, right?"

"Those two people just had a quarrel, but there's no real emotional discord. I was watching the whole time, how could I not know?"

"Both Dad and Mom are stubborn. If just one of them bowed their heads, they could go back to the way they were before, but these two refused to look back. I kept deliberately bringing them together. I was deliberately giving them opportunities to make them think I didn't know."

"But Mom and Dad are always acting in front of me."

"cut!"

Mao Lilan felt that sometimes she was quite uncomfortable as a person who knew the truth behind her parents, especially when she had to act with these two people. To be honest, sometimes she felt bored.

PS: Please provide data for the new book.

Chapter 257 Death came to this class reunion

Oh my god! This is really a big deal.

This astonishing news also shocked Amamiya Ren.

This is the part that was not told in the story. The relationship between Kogoro Mori and Eri Kisaki was indeed quite complicated. They would have divorced after a normal separation of more than ten years.

But it is quite magical that this couple has been separated for more than ten years and still keeps in touch with each other.

It would be quite awkward to insist that it was for Xiaolan.

Especially since Xiaolan is already sixteen years old, a child of this age would not be as unable to accept the divorce of his parents as a child would.

Who knew that Xiaolan would get such a big piece of news.

The couple usually keeps in touch and even see each other frequently.

So, Xiaolan is some kind of Play for this couple?

This couple has a lot of fun.

The results are so shocking that your jaw will drop to the ground.

"I'm saying this to tell you that I'm not stupid."

Ran Mao Li always felt like she was really being treated as a fool.

"As for the question of love... I don't know. But if you let go of my hand, I'll leave."

Amamiya Ren heard and understood these words, so he had no intention of letting go of his hand.

Since it has become the current 037 situation, it is also clear that he is a scumbag.

Be proactive, accepting, and responsible.

"I won't let go."

Feeling the hand on her waist getting a little stronger, Mao Lilan felt a little happy and a little shy.

"Yeah. But you have to be more relaxed around other people. I told you that you are dating Sonoko. If Dad knew about our relationship, he would probably be furious."

"So, we need to stay hidden for a while?"

"Yes."

Considering her family's situation, Mao Lilan still felt that hiding something was the right decision.

It turns out that the relationship cannot be made too obvious, otherwise it will not only be inappropriate at home, but also at school.

The two of them walked down the mountain, snuggling together.

Of course, when they arrived at the foot of the mountain, Mao Lilan had already kept a certain distance from Amamiya Ren.

There was obviously a big difference between the Benkei Onsen Hotel and the one they had booked.