Just accept it!
To put it bluntly...
The moment a police officer becomes an undercover agent, isn't he essentially becoming an actor?
And the role he played...
It's still very complicated...
And the character is full of contradictions and challenges!
This character will be forced to live a lie and pretend to be someone else for a long time!
This requires not only exceptional acting skills, but also a strong mental fortitude.
to be honest...
Such difficulty...
Even professional actors would find it difficult to perform!
......
Chapter 512 Endless Hell
yes...
Both involve disguise and impersonation...
If it's just an actor...
So even if there's a problem with the performance, we can stop filming and start over!
But if it's an undercover agent...
However, there is no room for the slightest mistake; one wrong step and he will face utter ruin!
Think of this...
Li Xinyu's thoughts began to expand.
An actor's time spent playing a role is not long...
If it's possible to go undercover...
But it can easily take several years!
for example...
Lee Ja-sung has been an undercover agent for six years!
This moment...
Influenced by Ding Xin's words...
Li Xinyu felt a pang of pity for Li Zicheng's plight once again.
next second...
She then thought about her own situation!
perhaps...
Compared to Li Zicheng, I don't seem to be much better off!
Looking at the woman before him, her brows furrowed and completely lost in thought, Ding Xin's lips curled into a slight smile as he continued, "Teacher Xinyu, you see, just by comparing like this, you can see how pitiful it is to be an undercover agent..."
but...
What I want to tell you is that the real suffering of an undercover agent goes far beyond this!
"Ok?"
Li Xinyu's expression faltered slightly, while Ding Xin slowly exhaled a puff of smoke and then abruptly raised another question: "Remember the 'black and white world' theory we discussed before?"
"A pure world?"
Li Xinyu nodded subconsciously.
"As long as you haven't forgotten..."
Ding Xin smiled and countered, "Like I said, in this real world, the line between black and white is blurred, you can't deny that, can you?"
His arguments came one after another.
Li Xinyu felt overwhelmed and simply stopped thinking about it, just following Ding Xin's train of thought completely.
Anyway, so far...
She thought Ding Xin was absolutely right!
so...
She nodded without hesitation and said, "I don't deny it!"
"Then you have to admit..."
Ding Xin sat up straight, his usual nonchalant demeanor replaced by a hint of melancholy: "The blurred lines between black and white make the existence of a role like an undercover agent extremely illogical!"
You could say they were acting out of a sense of justice...
However, in order to fit in, they are often forced to do evil things!
But on the premise of upholding justice...
They will be under tremendous psychological pressure at all times because of their actions!
They will keep thinking...
Reflect on whether your actions were correct, whether they deviated from original moral principles, and whether they violated social order or broke the law.
In this long process of self-doubt and self-deception...
No one can hold on!
They will become mentally and physically exhausted!
even...
Their souls will be torn in two without them even realizing it!
One side is the true self; the other side is a false mask.
In this endless struggle, they will gradually lose their self-awareness and become lost in the dark vortex!
And this sense of being lost...
Isn't this also a distortion of human nature?
so...
In my opinion...
The moment a South Korean police officer with a strong sense of justice becomes an undercover agent...
He had already fallen into that endless hell, with no way out and no end...
They can only struggle bitterly in the deepest hell!
you say...
Are they 'pathetic creatures'?
Life is like a play, it all depends on acting!
Ding Xin's tone fluctuated, mainly characterized by its intonation!
It directly touched the most vulnerable part of Li Xinyu's artistic young woman's heart, making her instantly sentimental.
now...
After listening to Ding Xin's words, Li Xinyu was deeply moved and a sense of sorrow welled up in her heart.
She sighed deeply...
His gaze was fixed on the chessboard in front of him, as if he could see the figures of the undercover agents struggling between the black and white pieces.
Looking back now...
She was too narrow-minded.
I just thought my situation was similar to Li Zicheng's.
But now I feel...
It's not just about the same, it's far better!
"The Avici Hell, huh..."
Li Xinyu murmured to herself, feeling that the man's description was so accurate and convincing.
Having said that...
Ding Xin did not continue.
He simply wore a cryptic smile, smoking as he quietly observed the silent woman before him.
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