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First of all sorry

No matter how I explain it, I can't hide the fact that I only updated it two days ago and took a leave of absence.

But no matter how hard I rack my brain, I can't deny the thought that I just can't write today and I just don't want to write today.

I am an author who writes books based on my interest, but I often forget this. I feel very guilty about writing too little and always taking time off, but I really can’t write it.

It makes me feel extremely uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that I will die.

It may be a sense of responsibility, or concern about the source of livelihood,

Out of interest, but forced to make a living, the dull and boring lonely life every day leads to the loss of enthusiasm. This feeling is really annoying...

Isn’t it just for the purpose of making money? Isn’t it easier to write casually every day as long as you don’t feel that you don’t have to reach the level you want?

Lately, everything related to novels has made me feel stressed.

Especially for the arrears that I have never paid, I am really ashamed that it has been almost a year and I still haven’t paid them off.

It’s so annoying. I obviously just wanted to write a note asking for leave, but unknowingly I said such pretentious words again.

Sorry, sorry, my life has not changed much. I stay in the house all day with no one to talk to, which makes me very confused about my own life now.

The gums around my wisdom teeth are inflamed again. I will work hard tomorrow to type... It is being hit by hand, please wait a moment.

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