Crossover anime/manga, can you be my immortal companion for life?

She was called away by her family on the day of the accident, which is why she didn't reply to Xiangzi's message in time.

But when she finally got back in touch with Xiangzi, she probably guessed what had happened.

Although she didn't say it, she personally witnessed Xiangzi being knocked down and then getting back up time and time again.

The miracle of being brought back from the dead was right before her eyes. She knew that Xiangzi should keep this secret, and she also knew that Xiangzi's refusal to let her have any contact with him was precisely because he wanted to protect her.

That world is too dangerous. It's not the kind of childish conflict where people tear up dolls in their rooms because of family reasons. It's about blood and fire, life and death.

However, Mu didn't want to. At least she wanted to be able to talk to Xiangzi, at least someone to listen to her complain about her terrible and dark experiences. Mu even felt that if she could, she would give up everything to help her.

But the words were on the tip of my tongue, and I just couldn't say them; in the end, they could only be reduced to a short sound.

"No."

"Don't be willful!"

Xiangzi walked a few steps to Mu's side, grabbed Mu's shoulder, and used his golden pupils to search for Mu's equally golden eyes.

She moved away, and Mu didn't say a word. She just turned her head away and let Xiangzi shake her.

Xiangzi was somewhat annoyed.

Regardless of what Mu was thinking, she knew how difficult her current situation was, but at least she was not dead. However, Mu was different; just a few nights ago, during her debut battle, she died several times.

These people she cherished, her friends, could not come back to life like that.

Just like Kerry and his group, even if they are just living there, they might be targeted and retaliated against because they have offended some being.

If they continue to associate with her, Xiangzi worries... that one day she will suddenly see their corpses lying in front of her.

Although we already know that the world is dangerous, the risk of harm is different between living in the light and actively seeking out danger.

She couldn't let Mu get involved, and she didn't even want Mu to become like her. This kind of life, where you can live but it's just barely surviving, was a lifetime, and she absolutely, positively wouldn't let Mu get involved!

But Mu stubbornly tilted her head and didn't say a word.

"I'll move away, and don't even think about finding me again."

Xiangzi gritted his teeth and said some heartless words, even if it hurt their feelings, it was better than letting them get involved in this matter.

However, Mu remained silent and refused to agree to Xiangzi's request.

Just as the two were at an impasse.

"Gah!"

The door was pushed open, and a girl with long flaxen hair, a huge treasure chest, and azure eyes walked in.

The two arrived almost exactly one after the other, and it was raining, which shows how much this person values ​​the band.

As soon as Nagasaki Motoyo entered, she saw Shoko grabbing Mutsu's shoulder and immediately rushed forward in a flustered manner.

"Xiangzi, that's great! You've finally come!"

Has something happened recently? Is something wrong? I heard from the school that you seemed to have been attacked; we're all very worried about you!

The voice was slightly strained, as if the speaker was deliberately maintaining a certain image.

He first inquired about Xiangzi's situation for a few moments before bringing up the current circumstances.

"Xiangzi, did you and He Mu have a fight? Everyone can talk about anything, there's no need to do this."

Upon seeing Nagasaki Motoyo arrive, Shoko released her grip on Mutsu's shoulder and turned to look at her.

She remembered the night before the attack a few days ago. She was looking at the messages Su Shi sent and was happy to reply, but she didn't reply for these reasons. Su Shi sent her dozens of messages every day, and today even hundreds, showing her unwavering concern.

Xiangzi felt guilty, but instead of extinguishing that guilt, she let it consume her.

She felt she deserved it, and Xiangzi savored the pain from his heart, but his words were utterly ruthless.

"I'm here today to announce my departure from the band, and please don't message me anymore."

When Xiangzi spoke to them, she added "die si" to every sentence, just like adding "de shuo" to the end of every sentence. It was a very cute verbal tic, but at this moment her tone was unusually cold, making this verbal tic seem like a hedgehog covered in thorns that was not to be approached.

"Ugh?"

Nagasaki Motoyo was stunned, her hair, damp with cold sweat, dangling in front of her eyes.

"Xiang...Xiangzi, what's wrong? Did something happen that I don't know about?"

Nagasaki Motoyo forced a stiff smile and went over to grab Shoko's hand.

My hand was slapped away.

"There's nothing you don't know, I just want to leave the band."

Shoko Toyokawa's cold words came out.

At that moment, two more people walked in through the door, which was already slightly ajar.

Shiina Maki's younger sister, Shiina Tatsuki, is a hot-tempered musician whose composing skills are not as good as Shoko's, and she is the bass drum player in the band.

There was also a small, ethereal creature with short gray hair, named Takamatsu, who, along with Xiangzi, shouted from the bridge that he wanted to become human.

It seems that no one plans to arrive at the agreed time today.

Li Xi, who had overheard Xiangzi's words before entering, gritted his teeth and flew into a rage, grabbing Toyokawa Xiangzi by the collar.

"Huh? Quitting? Is this how you form a band? You invited us all here, and after one show you're not planning to play anymore? You don't even come to rehearsals! What do you take us for? Your toys, some rich girl's toys?"

If you were just playing around from the start, don't drag us into it! The light is always waiting for you!

Actually, there's a little-known fact: most slim female drummers will show off their muscles when they take off their clothes, because the intensity is truly extraordinary. While others rely on their skills, drumming requires overall strength.

Lixi, who could open a bottle cap with two fingers, grabbed Xiangzi and started shaking him.

However, Xiangzi grabbed Lixi's hand directly. Because Xiangzi's experience and strength had surpassed that of an average adult male, he easily steadied Lixi's hand off his collar.

That's not what she thought. She didn't just want to play around. She even made up her mind after being with her father to work part-time while trying to squeeze out time for the band.

But things are different now.

Tortured by her inner turmoil, the timid look in Deng's eyes, like that of a wounded little animal, only amplified the pressure on her.

However, with Toyokawa Shoko under immense pressure, only one thing will happen.

Her eyes widened, like a golden vortex, as she turned to look at Lixi facing her question.

"Sodayo! I was just playing around, and now I'm tired of it."

Please continue with the band; I have to go now.

Saying these words coldly, Toyokawa Shoko looked at Riki, but even Miss Oblivionis didn't have the courage to look at Takamatsu Akari's expression at this moment, whom she had invited to join the band, only to be abandoned by her.

"Huh? You bastard!"

Li Xi was about to make a move, but Su Shi caught him.

"No, Xiangzi, you're not..."

Nagasaki Soyo hurriedly defended Shoko.

"Don't act like this anymore, and don't send me so many harassing messages anymore. I'll block you from now on."

Knowing that he had to hurt them to make them give up on him, Xiangzi shifted his target and began attacking Su Shi.

127

Chapter 127 Me! Reproduction!

"I am a person with a terrible personality. Don't have anything to do with me anymore!"

……

Xiangzi couldn't remember what else was said.

She only remembered hearing one sentence.

"Xiangzi, it's about to break."

She couldn't take it anymore and stormed out.

No matter how much they criticized him, he just agreed.

I absolutely must make them genuinely hate me, and then... and then never want to have anything to do with me again for the rest of their lives.

She didn't know if they would hate her, but probably from today onwards, there would be five more people in the world who hated rainy days.

They didn't use an umbrella, and they didn't care whether they would catch a cold or whether their clothes would need to be washed.

Let the cold raindrops of late spring pelt my face and body.

Overwhelmed with emotion, I could no longer care about anything else.

Great, that cuts off all the burdens.

That way, I can be free from all worries and become the hero in the dark epic I once fantasized about!

I am immortal, and perhaps I will leave a mark on human history that will rewrite the future. As I act, more and more people will be saved, and I can save them too...

"Sever all ties, let go of all lingering memories, I am fearless in forgetting."

Through the rain, Xiangzi looked at the dark clouds pressing down on the sky, spread his hands, and made up his mind...

"Waaah! Lights... Waaah! I'm so sorry! I... I didn't mean to hurt you... I didn't want to, I was dragged into this too, I... I..."

But like a vehicle turning on a slippery road, when she walked out of that familiar street, the insignificance and cowardice she had strangled turned into a raging storm, capsizing her small boat and the tiny lantern on it.

At the entrance of an empty alley, disregarding her appearance and everything else, she squatted down by the roadside and burst into tears.

Passersby saw it but ignored it. Some looked worried, but ultimately chose to walk away with concern, thinking of not wanting it to affect their own lives. "Whoosh! Wow! Wow!"

Her heart-wrenching sobs made her throat feel like it was on fire, and her fingernails dug deep into her soft skin, leaving scarlet marks.

"Hehehe! What kind of weak look do you have? Who can you save like this?"

"What are you clinging to that you haven't left yet? Are you trying to make them understand your difficulties so you can feel better? You don't have much time to rest! You still need to go to Moon Forest to drop out of school, and you also need to talk to your grandfather and clear things up!"

It's like questioning yourself from someone else's perspective. When a person is extremely self-blaming, their mind will activate a protective mechanism, using various methods to make the person escape.

Yes, as long as we take a hard line, just like we did just now, that's all we need to do.

Xiangzi touched the sickle handle inside the keyboard bag.

After gripping tightly for a while, she let go, her face returning to its usual indifference. She patted her long skirt as if nothing had happened, ignoring the fact that she was already soaking wet, and opened her umbrella like an ordinary passerby.