Honkai Impact 3rd, a simulator of lifelong regret!

How could such a detail be overlooked!

Why did it have to leave such a bad impression at the last minute?

Why didn't I tidy up my room when I couldn't sleep yesterday? It was a mess, and I'm still doing this disgusting thing now.

A deep sorrow lingers within. The perseverance that has been sustained stems from the erosion and destruction of internal forces, much like the Tower of Babel, which had been built to near the top of the world but crumbled due to internal causes.

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Today is Sunday, and I've prepared about five chapters to throw out at midnight.

Although I still haven't found the PY forum.

I admit my writing is rather poor; my skill level has always been mediocre. Even now, it's only barely passable.

Please refrain from using profanity or sarcasm when you speak.

There's nothing more to say.

That's settled then.

……

38. Is this the hat you prepared for me?

This isn't really a big problem.

If the gender were reversed, not only would a cohabiting partner be condemned, but even a lover would be criticized for doing such a thing, and would also be subjected to social condemnation. However, the person sitting on the bed is a beautiful and lovely young girl.

She's not a tank, not a fairy, but a truly beautiful young woman with full, fleshy legs, a mature figure, and an adorable face.

Having such a perfect posture, even if one is labeled a pervert, it will only excite some people more, and their goodwill will continue to increase.

It's nothing more than leaving one party with the impression of being a pervert, a stereotype that isn't really that important.

It might even make guys secretly feel pleased.

But young girls can never be described by common sense.

The personality that belongs to the id is something that can only be approximated by merging all the personalities we know later. Those seemingly extreme personalities are just a small branch. The true id is extreme inferiority and distortion.

In terms of inner sensitivity and empathy, they possess a tragically high level of 'genius' who can reach an indescribable level without any other help.

Today's experience was truly too dreamlike.

It was as if things were going smoothly, to the point that people almost forgot the terrifying psychological pressure that making this choice had placed on the girl.

How many times did we hear the boy's disappointment at being ignored by Alicia during our conversations?

How many times have I tossed and turned in bed until the early hours of the morning, unable to fall asleep?

Just how much inner emotion had been suppressed that the denial of Alicia even surpassed the importance of himself, leading him to decide to take this step that would plunge him into the abyss if he failed, causing him to lose everything he had?

This is far more insane than what is commonly known as gambling.

Because gamblers don't care about anything.

They only value everything they have, fanatically pursuing an impossible victory and deluding themselves into thinking they can win it all back.

Things that come too quickly are often not appreciated.

The girl, however, was not like that at all. She was not arrogant at all, but rather greedy, a greed that she was unwilling to let go of even the slightest bit.

For this little bit of trash, everyday stuff, or scraps of bone in the eyes of others, even the hungriest stray dog ​​wouldn't bother with it.

The girl had waited her whole life, until several years ago when a serendipitous encounter brought her this emotion that others are born with.

She had already accepted the tragedy and would soon completely shut herself off, making it impossible for the person whose real name was Wilvi to exist in the world.

After that, everyone can only see the split personality, and only in the most desperate moments will the only true self be forced to awaken.

In the deepest, darkest, and most cruel abyss, to be able to obtain even a ray of light is a precious and extravagant wish.

All these emotions were too extreme, too intense, too hysterical, to the point that there was not even the slightest possibility of turning back.

Not to mention being rejected, even the slightest obstacle would probably shatter it into pieces.

After a smooth, dreamlike process, things went by effortlessly.

The obstacle finally arrived.

No matter how well-made or renowned a bow may be, under constant tension, even the precious and resilient bowstring will eventually snap.

The emotions that had been stretched to the limit, and had reached the pinnacle of fantasy, finally collapsed because of this seemingly insignificant matter.

……

Seeing the girl who was clearly panicked, gently biting her rosy lower lip, with a few glistening tears in her eyes, but still trying to maintain a normal and gentle demeanor, Jiang Cheng couldn't help but show his worry.

The problems that might have arisen are all in the past.

I've already had a perfect day.

He had no idea this would happen, that such a thing would occur when there were no theoretical problems and all difficulties had been overcome.

--collapse.

—Vilvie's emotions can suddenly collapse.

This is not a particularly rare occurrence.

Despite the fact that the girl I met for the first time was so perfect, like an encounter from a light novel, and that she gave me a belated birthday gift, and was the only one at the banquet who paid attention to me while no one else did.

With all these enhancements, the first impression it created was almost on par with that of Alicia, from their first encounter in the forest when they were children.

This doesn't mean the boy blindly views Velvet as the same as Alicia. He must connect the girl to anyone from his memories.

That's incredibly foolish.

Too arrogant.

Extremely ignorant.

In fact, after only a few conversations, he realized that the other person was not someone with a flawless personality like that young girl.

Vilvi is just like him.

They are all people who will grow into boring adults.

They are all people who are entangled by various emotions and trivial matters in life, making it impossible for their beautiful mood to last.

Alicia is the complete opposite of someone who is absolutely flawless, who will never grow up, and who will never lose the beauty that belongs to a young girl.

Growing up is a cruel thing for most people in the world.

Growth is often accompanied by disasters and difficulties.

True growth is recognizing your own shortcomings, then making amends, striving to become your true, perfect self, and climbing towards your ideals.

This is indeed a wonderful thing.

It is also the inevitable result of climbing up from something beautiful.

No one stops pursuing what they love.

The only problem is...

Too little.

It’s really too little.

Most people in the world are forced to endure suffering, defeated by it, losing their talents, their creativity, and the childlike innocence and imagination they only had in childhood. They are reduced to mass-produced tools, forced to mature and face the world at a stage when they should be enjoying life and cultivating their interests.

Most people in the world are like the latter, and a small number just wander in between. Only people like Alicia can truly grow up.

He never regarded Vervie as a substitute for anyone else; even the slightest resemblance was too offensive.

The girl is a complete person, built from all her past experiences, her innate talents, and all her likes and dislikes.

No one should be regarded as a substitute for or a similar product of anyone else.

The boy had never imagined that the girl's feelings would come so quickly, and in this situation where success was already assured, he overlooked a small detail.

It's not entirely incomprehensible. Even an ordinary person would undoubtedly collapse if they discovered the problems left behind before achieving success.

What is truly unacceptable is failure just before victory, or a fall from grace after success.

……

"This style is quite nice. Did you design this hat to match my outfit?"

"I didn't expect your design skills to be so impressive."

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39. Why not become a pervert too?

Several years of living together was enough for the boy to realize everything about the girl. He could choose to accept and agree, so naturally he couldn't hesitate or regret it.

Having had previous contact, and because the girl would occasionally raise questions after they became familiar with each other.

The boy believed he had already found some solutions.

Try to calm their emotions as much as possible.