Even if you succeed in jobless reincarnation and time magic, you must live life to the fullest.

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"Aisha".

"What's wrong, Sister Norlen?"

"Actually, I've always wanted to ask this... When you were with your brother, what were your true thoughts?"

Noren hesitated for a moment, but still asked the question.

Aisha didn't answer immediately, but thought for a moment before slowly saying, "My brother... is a gentle, strong, and very handsome person. Being around him makes me feel safe. I wonder if you, Noren, can understand this feeling."

"sense of security……"

"Hmm. How should I put it? It's kind of like... if we were faced with a life-or-death choice, my brother would not hesitate to give up his own life to save me. Of course, I wouldn't actually let my brother do that," Aisha said with a chuckle.

Noren nodded, seemingly understanding.

The so-called sense of security is valuing the other person's life more than your own.

Rudius is indeed that kind of person.

For him, nothing in this world is more important than his family.

"Actually, even now, I still have some regrets."

Aisha stroked her belly and murmured to herself, "Later I realized that even if I don't become my brother's wife, I will always be the most important person to him. Rather, the fact that my relationship with my brother has evolved into this ambiguous one is making me a little unsure of what to do."

“But you are still pregnant with your brother’s child,” Noren said.

"Um……"

"If you know you shouldn't do it, why do it in the first place?"

"It's probably just... greed."

Aisha likes Rudeus.

From the moment I saw Rudeus in the Kingdom of Shilon, I fell irrevocably in love with him.

This feeling of affection arose before the sibling bond.

Therefore, no matter how much Aisha tried to convince herself, she could not confuse this feeling of affection with the feelings between siblings.

It eventually evolved into this form.

Aisha only told Noren these words.

Looking back at how the two got together, no one was hurt, and no one blamed anyone.

But I don’t know why.

Neither Rudeus nor Aisha, as the parties involved, were entirely satisfied with this.

This unusual feeling was ultimately lacking something.

But what exactly is it?

Noren stroked Aisha's belly and fell into a long silence.

Bonus Chapter: Noren and Aisha (4)

Night falls quickly.

Norren tossed and turned in bed, the image of Aisha's slightly protruding belly flashing through his mind, unable to fall asleep due to his complicated feelings.

How exactly should I describe this feeling?

Noren enjoys writing novels.

She loves the characters in novels who experience various ups and downs in their plots, and whose emotions change constantly with these plots. Whenever she puts pen to paper to describe these feelings, it's as if those characters come to life, experiencing joy and sorrow in front of her, and even conveying those emotions to her.

So she got out of bed, pulled out a thick notebook from her luggage, and began to write.

She wrote down Aisha's experiences, trying to understand Aisha's feelings in this way.

But now, she suddenly realized something.

I know very little about Aisha.

Upon closer reflection, although the two grew up together and spent their childhood in Milishion, their treatment and final fates were vastly different.

She stayed with her parents, while Aisha went to her brother's side.

Do I really understand Aisha?

Noren suddenly felt a sense of frustration.

That's right. Although they were born on the same day, neither should shirk their responsibility as the older sister. It's truly unacceptable for an older sister to know so little about her younger sister.

With that in mind, Noren knocked on Aisha's door again.

“Aisha, may I come in?” Norren asked.

"Sister Norlen? Please come in!"

Aisha's voice still sounded full of energy. When Norren pushed the door open, he saw Aisha sitting on the edge of the bed, wearing loose pajamas, with her bare feet on the edge of the bed.

So beautiful...

Despite being sisters, Noren still couldn't help but marvel at Aisha's beauty.

I don't know if it's just my imagination, but after becoming pregnant, Aishima seems to have gained a touch of charm without losing her original cuteness.

"Sister Norlen, are you not used to sleeping here?" Aisha asked, tilting her head.

"Yes, maybe. Can I sleep with you?" Noren asked tentatively.

"Huh?" Aisha was taken aback.

This was the first time in all these years that Noren had ever suggested that the two of them sleep together.

However, Aisha had no reason to refuse.

Soon, the two were lying on a bed.

"Aisha".

In the darkness, Noren spoke first.

She said softly, "What does it feel like to like someone?"

Aisha raised an eyebrow, a mischievous smile playing on her lips.

"Has Sister Norlen finally reached the age where she's interested in romantic relationships?"

"Stop making fun of me."

"Hehe... Well, when you like someone, you want to be with them, you're afraid of suddenly losing them, afraid of being abandoned by them. As long as you're by their side, you feel at ease. That's pretty much the feeling," Aisha said with a grin.

"Is this so..."

Noren seemed to be deep in thought.

"Where is Sister Norren?"

"Eh?"

"Does Sister Norlen have someone she likes?"

"I like... well, I guess not. If I had to say, I like Daddy?" Noren mumbled.

"Uh……"

Aisha twitched her lips and said helplessly, "That's not what I meant. Doesn't Noren really have anyone she likes? She's already sixteen years old. She must meet some great guys at school, right?"

"There is no such thing."

Noren did encounter many excellent men; in fact, because of her natural beauty, she often received expressions of affection from outstanding men.

But no matter who it was, no one could make Noren feel any sense of security.

"Sister Norlen, you're so pitiful." Aisha's face showed pity. "If this continues, you'll be a bachelor for life. When you're lonely and empty, there will be no man for you, and you'll only be able to entertain yourself..."

"Say less!"

Noren gritted his teeth, threw the pillow at Aisha's face, and angrily turned over.

Aisha didn't mind, and hugged Norren from behind, grinning as she said, "If you're willing to please me, Norren, I can introduce you to a few good men, I guarantee they're well-endowed and skilled in bed."

Noren rolled his eyes, too lazy to pay her any attention.

"Sorry, I was just kidding."

Aisha quickly apologized, "But, if Noren doesn't get married soon, she might never find a husband, you know? She's already sixteen and still doesn't have any luck with men..."

"..."

Noren suddenly felt a surge of irritation. She didn't know where this irritation came from; it seemed to stem from thinking of someone, and the fact that she knew it was something she couldn't do.

She suddenly lost interest in these things.

"Go to sleep," Norren said softly.

"Oh……"

Aisha pursed her lips, wondering if she had said something wrong.

……

the next day.

Noren left home and went to the Milis church in Sharia to pray.

With nothing to do, Aisha sat in the living room, watching Icarus busily cleaning, feeling somewhat bored.

"what……"

Aisha sighed.

Just then, a familiar figure appeared before them.

"Brother's back?" Aisha blinked.