Even if you succeed in jobless reincarnation and time magic, you must live life to the fullest.

Or even if they don't say it, they'll still harbor resentment in their hearts...

some type of.

Besides, I have already sworn an oath.

……

result.

to the end.

I made no promises and did not satisfy Alice.

Alice kept staring at me.

It seemed like they were trying to force me to change my decision with their gaze.

On the contrary, it was Aisha.

It's the same as usual, and there seems to be no problem.

It's just a little awkward to walk in.

Looking at Aisha like this, I couldn't help but feel guilty.

So he offered to help with healing magic.

Although it's impossible to restore the girl's most important things to their original state, at least it can make her feel better physically.

However, Aisha rejected my suggestion.

"I want to feel the marks my brother left on my body a little longer."

"..."

Use this wording.

It's almost as if they're saying, "These scars are the sins you committed."

My stomach hurts so much.

It was as if he could barely breathe.

My vision went dark.

What am I doing...?

……

night.

We stayed at the hotel.

I live alone in my old room.

Aisha and Alice went to sleep in another room.

They seemed to have something to talk about.

Let's talk.

More than I am, I hope that Aisha can have a proper talk with Alice and the others.

after all.

Right now, my mind is a complete mess.

If you talk to me, I might say something outrageous.

How to do.

I……

What to do?

I gripped the sacred object deep inside my pocket.

He took it out of his pocket and reverently placed it on his face.

Teacher Luo Qixi...

If you were here, what would you say?

……

I guess they'll let me marry Aisha.

After all, the regulations do not prohibit it.

Even so, I couldn't muster the courage.

Hilfi's words...

What will they say next?

Will he look at me with disappointed eyes, and then sigh helplessly?

And then, reluctantly, you agree?

That's bound to happen.

After all, Sylphie is very gentle.

She is a gentle person and is willing to accept everything about me.

Having lived under the same roof as Aisha, there was no reason for him not to accept her.

Parents' words...

Janice will probably give me a good scolding.

Norren will probably ignore me for a long time, and may even be completely disappointed in me as his older brother.

It could even evolve into a situation like the initial impression from a past life.

I'd say 80% likely.

after all.

I'm a terrible older brother who did this.

Let alone Milis Church.

Even for the average person, this is quite incomprehensible, isn't it?

Paul's words...

What would he say?

Will they break my legs and kick me out of the house?

Hmm... kicking someone out of the house is unlikely.

However, breaking a leg is a real possibility, since healing magic can heal it at any time.

Breaking one or two legs to vent one's frustration is not entirely unacceptable.

But Lilia will probably try to persuade Paul, right?

After all, that's what she's always hoped for.

If it becomes a last resort.

He might say things like, "I was the one who told Aisha to do all this."

He might take all the blame upon himself.

but.

None of this is the point.

What am I afraid of?

Think so.

I gradually came to understand.

……

I……

The person who is afraid is oneself.

I can find ways to persuade others.

But I can neither convince nor deceive myself.

Before reincarnation.

I have done similar disgusting things before.

I am fully aware of how disgusting my actions were.

however.

After being reincarnated into this world, I grew.

I waved goodbye to the past.

I am no longer the disgusting otaku I was in my past life.

He is, in fact, a man who can be called an excellent man.

That's my opinion.

That's why I genuinely resisted my feelings for Aisha.

If I did that to Aisha...

What is the meaning of all this growth?

in the end.

I'm still that disgusting pervert who gets lustful towards my own family.

I couldn't help it.

They resisted this kind of thing.