Am I doing something wrong while playing games in another world?

Along with the graduation ceremony, Saya Ito watched blankly as the principal read out the last blessing, and her middle school career ended.

Amid the reluctant or laughing conversations of her classmates, she was like an outsider, having nothing to do with the joy and sorrow of graduation.

She, Saya Ito, didn't have a single friend during her three years in middle school, and she just graduated from middle school like a embarrassed old dog.

Looking at the crowd leaving the venue and leaving each other, she couldn't help but sigh, why would it be like this?

When I first entered school, various people would invite me out, but because I was too timid at the beginning, I subconsciously rejected many invitations from girls.

She always thinks too much and is always worried about whether she will be despised, teased or even bullied if she integrates into the normal circle of girls.

After all, isn’t that how it always plays out on TV?

Sometimes she thinks too much, and she gradually breaks away from the circle of the class and becomes a person who is obviously sitting in the class but wandering outside the class.

That’s right!

After all, Saya Ito is such a girl with no sense of existence. She doesn't know how to dress up, has a gloomy appearance, has nerdy braids and bulky glasses. She doesn't dare to communicate and play with others, and she doesn't even like sports. Who else can

Are you willing to communicate more with girls like this?

Once humans are accustomed to spending long periods of time alone, they become very strange.

I don’t know when she started seeing girls of the same age always gathering together, and she felt that it was stupid to be together like this all day long. But when she came to her senses, she felt very disgusted with people like herself. If she thought about it carefully,

Thinking about it, it’s really quite ridiculous.

However, being separated from the group like this sometimes makes her feel a little lonely.

Looking at the noisy auditorium gradually becoming deserted, she suddenly felt that she might need to change herself.

I want to make a change, integrate myself into the group, and live happily under the bright sunshine like them.

So on this day, when she returned home, she suddenly said to her mother who was cooking: "Mom, can you teach me how to put on makeup?"

Looking at her somewhat stunned mother and her father who poked his head out from behind the newspaper, she hesitated for a moment. Before she could say anything, she was pushed into the room by her mother who looked happy.

After dressing up, my mother showed an awkward but polite smile. She has been a housewife for too long and doesn’t wear much makeup anymore. It seems that her understanding of makeup is limited to wearing lipstick!

As if aware of the awkward atmosphere, her mother clapped her hands and said: "Shaye, let's go to a beauty salon with your mother! Professional matters should be left to professionals. It just so happens that you can also learn some daily grooming and hair care.

There’s a way!”

Looking at her mother sticking out her tongue, Shaye couldn't help but wonder if this was her attempt to retain her image as a perfect mother.

"Let's go~ It's been a long time since we, mother and daughter, went out together."

Shaye muttered, even though they had just gone out together last month, she still did not refuse and was held by her mother out of the house.

—Three hours later—

After all the hard work and she was tired, she looked at herself in the mirror and felt a little dazed for a moment.

Especially after returning home, this sense of trance becomes even more severe.

Obviously, he only accepted a little bit of things that he usually thought were stupid, but his image in other people's impressions has changed drastically. Even his father, who had always had a cold expression, subconsciously scratched his head after seeing himself.

It took a long time to say, "Saya has grown into a great beauty too."

That night, Shaye locked the door and leaned against the door, with a smile on her lips.

Saya-chan, a big success!

Humans are such superficial creatures!

Time gradually passed, and I don’t know when it was time to start school again.

In a new environment, a strange classroom, strange people, and looking at other people's strange eyes, she forced herself to be shy, stood up and introduced herself to everyone:

"I am Saya Ito. My hobbies are reading and shopping. Please take care of me in the coming time!"

When she said this, she tilted her head subconsciously, causing a little commotion in the class.

After she finished speaking, she sat down, feeling her heartbeat pounding and her cheeks feeling slightly warm. This kind of thing was indeed too difficult for her.

Does anyone think they are weird?

Will he be ostracized again?

Could it be that—in these three years, I have been alone again?

She sat on the stool in a daze, a little restless.

"Um, Ito-san, do you want to go back with us? I know there is a good juice shop near the school, go with us!"

Looking at the two girls surrounding her, Saya felt her ears suddenly turn red.

What are their names? They seem to be Nakamura~Aiko and Iwai~Chieri.

A little stunned, she calmed down for a long time and chuckled: "Well, let's go together!"

Her voice was a little soft, but she had used up all her courage.

As the sun set, she said goodbye to Aiko and Qian Eri, and even made an appointment to go out again next weekend when she left. Holding the milk tea cup in both hands, she bit the straw with her tiger teeth, feeling light as she walked.

A few points.

Humans are indeed visual animals!

Shaye, who was enlightened, suddenly saw a lot of fashion magazines on the bookshelf beside the door when she passed by the bookstore. After hesitating for a while, she walked over mysteriously and picked up one of them to read.

She has never been exposed to fashion magazines, but she only thinks that Miss JK above is really cute, but she always feels that this seems not to be a reference. After all, the expenses incurred by models for matching are not something that a girl like her can

Affordable consumption level, after all, it is not easy to make money at home——

As she was thinking this, a slightly hoarse voice suddenly came to her ears: "Ah, that is the last "Midsummer FASHION". I have been looking for it for a long time."

The sudden sound startled Saya, and the young man who suddenly walked up to her made her take half a step back subconsciously.

It seems like... I was struck up a conversation, but my approach to conversation is a bit stiff.

However, this feeling of being picked on by others was unexpectedly good to Saya.

"I'm very sorry. I just took a look. If you don't mind, please take it away."

The man who came over smiled and shook his head: "That's no need. If you snatch this magazine from such a cute girl, you will be punished."

He seemed to think for a moment and said slowly: "How about this? I'll buy this magazine. You can take it back and read it first, and then give it to me after you finish reading it."

Being called cute~

Saya blushed and looked a little flustered: "It's so cute, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, you just buy it."

However, the man was much faster than her. He had already paid at the counter. As he walked in the other direction, he turned around and winked at her: "Beautiful lady, please remember to pay me back here in three days."

That’s it! By the way, I’ve always felt that girls who like “Midsummer FASHION” have really good taste.”

Watching the man's figure disappear into the night, Saya felt her face burning up.

Being invited by classmates, being praised, being talked to, being called cute——

Does the way I look now look really cute to others?

She returned home with a feeling of self-doubt.

—Three days later—

Still in that bookstore, she looked carefully at the intersection and saw the man she had chatted with last time smoking a cigarette at the door of the bookstore. After hesitating for a moment, she walked over and shouted softly:

"Hi~"

Finding that the distracted man's gaze turned to her, she hurriedly handed over the "Midsummer FASHION" in her hand, raised her head and met the man's deep gaze, becoming even more embarrassed: "Sorry, I'm late,"

"No, I just arrived." The man put the book under his arm, bent slightly and made an inviting gesture: "Let me introduce myself, I am Wang Yuechen. It's not good to stand here all the time. Are you interested?

A place where you can calm down and chat.”

Looking at Wang Yuechen's gentle expression and handsome appearance, Saya became even more timid.

But, since everyone has invited me like this, wouldn’t it be a bad idea to refuse? Besides, if it’s just a chat, it shouldn’t matter!

But soon, she regretted it.

Although she had agreed to go to a quiet place to chat, Shaye thought she would be going to a coffee shop or a snack shop, but in the end, this man went and brought her to a KTV.

Sitting on the sofa of the KTV, Wang Yuechen seemed to notice that Shaye was a little restless. Wang Yuechen opened a can of beer and poured half a glass into both his and her own glasses:

"Sorry, after thinking about it carefully, it turns out that it's more convenient to chat in a place like this. It seems to make you a little unhappy."

"It's nothing -" Shaye shook his head, while Wang Yuechen drank the wine in the glass regardless.

"Don't worry, what I want is a low-alcohol fruity beer. It doesn't taste bad. You can take a sip and have a taste."

Looking at Wang Yuechen's slightly provocative expression, Shaye hesitated for a moment. Since everyone else drank, it should be okay for me to take a sip, right?

And the girls in the class seem to come to places like this often, so there shouldn't be any problem - maybe?

After taking a sip, she felt that her face had become much hotter. At Wang Yuechen's invitation, she even sang two songs with interest. Whenever she heard Wang Yuechen's applause after she finished singing, she felt like

The temperature on my face cannot drop.

To be honest, she hadn't experienced the feeling of being held by someone for a long time.

Fortunately, the KTV lights were dim, so he probably couldn't tell. Shaye sat down with luck and sang two songs. She felt a little tired and even in a trance.

For a moment, she felt as if she couldn't hear clearly what Wang Yuechen was saying to her. She just felt that her shoulders were a little heavy, and Wang Yuechen's face was gradually getting closer to her. Her heavy breathing smelled like tobacco, as if

It smells pretty good.

Then, he was kissed.

Hey, I was kissed? Why did you suddenly kiss me lightly? This is my first kiss. Is this okay? Isn’t it just a normal chat?

She felt dizzy, and her usually sharp brain seemed to be a little insufficient.

She subconsciously made a whimpering sound, as if she was struggling, but Wang Yuechen leaned forward and suppressed her movements.

She only felt something stirring back and forth in her mouth. This kind of kissing method made her, a good girl, feel a little astringent. The feeling of dizziness in her head became heavier and heavier. She could no longer figure out anything, but -

This kiss feels so good!

"Haha~haha~" Saya's expression became a little confused and her eyes were a little dull.

She seemed to hear Chen Zai saying to her in a daze: "It seems that you are very comfortable, Shaye, is the feeling of kissing so comfortable for you?"

No, this is obviously someone's first kiss. Well, my body is warm. Why does it feel so comfortable?

"If you're like this, why don't you try something more comfortable?"

Huh? Did I say what was in my heart?

"Qiang Qiang~ Do you want to try this? It will make you feel extremely comfortable when you eat it. Everyone is using it, don't you know Saya?"

Shaye vaguely saw something like a pill being placed in the palm of Chen's hand: "Everyone~ is everyone using it? No~ I don't know~"

Everyone is using it, so it should be fine! But I always feel like something is wrong~

Saya's subconscious was frantically warning her, but Wang Yuechen was faster than her. He put the pill-like thing on his tongue and kissed Saya directly. With the sticky saliva, the thing was like this

Feed it into Shaye's mouth.

Strange~ I wanted to refuse just now~ Well~ Forget it, never mind, anyway, I feel light and airy now, so comfortable!

Hmm~ When did I come here? It feels like a long time has passed since the kiss, but~ I still want, want more——

Looking at Saya, whose expression was completely dull, with a little saliva left at the corner of her mouth, and her face flushed, Wang Yuechen had an undisguised malicious smile on her face: "How are you, Saya, are you starting to feel better?"

"Well~ I feel warm on my body, so~ comfortable——"

Saya responded in a daze.

Wang Yuechen couldn't help but let out a wild laugh, but his voice was blurred by the KTV music.

He put his hand on Shaye's thigh and kept climbing up. Suddenly, he pulled out his hand and gently pulled it with his index finger and thumb, and a trace of transparent liquid stuck to his fingertips.

Saya's memory, which was completely in a trance, seemed to be fragmented, but in the trance, she heard someone whispering in her ear with a suppressed voice——

"Saya, you plan to do the same, right? That's why you came here."

"No thanks, I will help you, even though we have just met."

"That's right, right? You're a good girl. It doesn't matter if you want to do something like this to the person you like, right?"

"Hahaha, you actually asked me if I really like you? Of course it's true!"

"Don't worry, the pain is only temporary. You will recover soon. I spent a small amount of money to make you drink that stuff. Besides, don't you still have medicine?"

…

It was a beast-like sound. Shaye felt as if he had lost something important, followed by soreness and pain, and his body was swaying as if it was floating on water. However, he was right, as

As time passed, my body actually became more comfortable.

As if she was soaking in a hot spring, she made strange sounds that she would never make at ordinary times. She didn't even know what she was shouting, but she felt her body swaying faster.

It's obviously just the first time we met, why did it become like this? Although it's not very clear, I feel really comfortable with this person now. Is this just love? No, it shouldn't be like this.

But ~ I’m so happy, woo hoo ~ now, so happy, I’m so happy now.

"It seems that the effect of the medicine has been fully exerted, little Saya."

The effect of the medicine? What is the effect of the medicine? The effect of the medicine is very good! Although it is not very clear, the effect is...very good.

"Hahahaha~ You are really awesome. I am so lucky to catch a silly kid like you."

This feeling makes me want to never end——

Time passed quietly. Wang Yuechen straightened up with a comfortable look on his face. After picking up his mobile phone and taking pictures for a while, he leaned forward and whispered in the ear of Shaye, whose eyes were out of focus:

"Next time, don't trust others so easily, little Saya. Ah, I forgot, the medicine has fully exerted its effect, and you can't hear it anymore, but it doesn't matter."

He rummaged around the messy Saya and took out a mobile phone from her: "I'll write down the phone number on your mobile phone. Next time you want to come and play, remember to call! Cang~ take photos as a souvenir.

complete.

I'm going to hand over the money for the room. It's better for you to get up early and leave. Otherwise, people in the store will see it and maybe you will continue. Haha, goodbye Saya, congratulations on your successful graduation."

——

Shaye was in a daze and was woken up by the store clerk. After realizing the seriousness of the problem, she screamed and ran away.

Looking at her twisted appearance and undisguised body in the photo Wang Yuechen sent her, she almost fainted and felt like she wanted to die.

But, but!

She didn't know when she started to miss that feeling desperately. The dreamy and real drifting feeling made her want to try again all the time. She knew what the situation was, and she was afraid that her life would be in danger.

The end comes here.

And then, and then—

Saya suddenly came back to her senses and remembered what happened not long ago. After smiling bitterly, her body twisted even more:

"One more piece, that thing, give me another piece, morning~ morning~ please~ please, it's not enough, it's not enough at all~"

"You are really~tsk~" The shirtless Wang Yuechen looked at Saya who was maintaining a dog crawling posture, poured out a pill from the bottle with an impatient expression, and threw it into Saya's mouth.

Although she feels a little distressed, Saya is a beauty after all. Going out to play three to four times a week can satisfy some of his evil thoughts. Her strings of reason have been burned out as she is completely intoxicated by the effects of the drug and masturbation.

After some confusion, Saya dressed neatly and went to school the next day.

Now she is different from before. She works hard to interact with the people around her. It is different from Wang Yuechen's twisted relationship. When integrating into a small group, there are many topics of conversation and the content of answers... there are many things that need to be carefully considered.

consider.

Moreover, the girls in the group dress up very well. Unlike her, the topics they talk about are often the petty bourgeoisie consumer products recommended in various fashion magazines, or the affordable luxury products endorsed by the celebrities they admire.

This kind of thing is simply not something that an ordinary family can continuously consume.

Obviously some of them don't have rich families, but they can still chat with the richest girls in the small circle, and from time to time they will actually change some small but expensive outfits.

"How about this? This is great, right? Baolixuan asked Dongchen Hema to endorse the pendant!"

"Teacher, didn't he say anything? Isn't it forbidden by school rules to wear it?"

"To hell with him! Hehe, can he still take off my coat? If that doesn't work, just cover the pendant with a tie."

Saya, who now has some fashion sense, smiled bitterly: "But these... they cost a lot of money!"

As soon as the words came out, she felt bad. She said them too quickly and such a speech was too shabby.

The atmosphere became a little weird. A girl who was pretty good at saving people in the group waved her hand and said, "Oh, Saya, didn't you go to work part-time?"

"Saya-chan looks like a young lady from a rich family!"

Is this the impression I left on others in the group? But what kind of part-time job can earn so much money?

"Don't say that. The older you are in a family, the more stringent your pocket money restrictions will be! By the way, Saya-chan, do you want me to introduce you to a job? The kind that makes a lot of money!"

"Don't tell me that you are socializing with YZ! You will lead people astray."

"How is that possible? It's just a meal with some uncles. It's super relaxing."

"It's just YZ socializing, right! Tsk tsk~"

"Mo~ No, although he is the kind of uncle who looks very unappealing, but as long as he eats normally, it doesn't matter. This kind of fat man is the best to cheat, and as long as you shout loudly, he will immediately

Don’t dare to use your hands or feet, hahaha!”

"Tsk, tsk, you will be caught by the police if you are exposed like this!"

"Don't worry, it will definitely be them who are going to be unlucky. People like this are really easy to cheat with their money. You can get three or four Fukuzawa Yukichi cards just for one meal!"

So many? Are you kidding?

"Saya, do you want me to introduce you?"

Shaye hesitated for a long time, and finally remembered those sparkling jewelry and bags. She also wanted to live like a princess!

"...Well, okay, then...it's up to you."

Anyway, I can’t get any worse now, right?

——

At night, Shaye waited uneasily in a corner of the commercial street.

Suddenly, an expensive-looking luxury car suddenly passed by the roadside. The window slowly lowered, revealing the face of another fat uncle:

"Oh, are you Miss Shaye? It's not easy to find you! Come on, get in the car."

After hesitating for a moment, Shaye still sat on the side seat: "Well, please take care of me."

Just when Shaye got into the luxury car and sat sideways, a girl across the street pressed the brim of her hat, raised a sarcastic smile on her lips, and pressed the shutter button of her phone.

Click~

In the car, a man who called himself Mr. Izumi chatted leisurely with Saya. Saya asked and answered questions to him a little uncomfortable. After chatting for a few more words, and with Izumi's deliberate flattery, Saya gradually lowered her guard.

At this moment, Izumi suddenly said: "Saya, you can stop being so nervous, relax, relax -"

He said this, as if to comfort Saya, he stroked Saya's legs.

Saye wanted to scream out loud as someone said, but when she thought of the expensive car, she thought of the jewelry and jewelry that were extremely expensive to her when she was chatting with her classmates.

Baobao, her throat seemed to be strangled, and she never made a sound.

"Let's go, I'll take you to dinner first. I hope the food there will satisfy you."

The car stopped in front of the hotel, he handed the key to the receptionist at the door, took Shaye's hand and walked in.

After a hearty meal, the two people in the car were once again silent for a while.

Mr. Izumi chuckled: "How about it, is Saya still used to it?"

Saya seemed to be frightened: "Yes, yes, it's delicious."

In fact, Shaye felt that the taste was not as good as her mother's, but it was the first time for her to eat in such a high-end hotel, and it was an extremely novel experience.

"Let's take a little rest!"

The car stopped in front of a hotel again. Shaye seemed to realize something and almost ran away from the door: "Didn't we just agree to eat?"

"Shaye, calm down, calm down, just have a little chat, I will be very tired if I keep driving, of course -"

He took a look at Shaye's figure that could not be concealed by her simple camisole, chuckled and said, "If you don't want to wait, you can get off here."

Mr. Izumi narrowed his eyes slightly, which made Saya a little scared. For some reason, she thought of the new babies, pendants, and earrings in the fashion magazines...

Anyway, it won’t be any worse than it is now.

She sighed, seeming to understand something.

Medicines have corroded her will, and now facing money, she can't move: "I~I understand."

In the room, Mr. Izumi was smoking a cigarette and suddenly handed a stack of money to Saya.

It was an inch thick piece of Fukuzawa Yukichi that could be seen with the naked eye. He waved it in front of her as if to show off. Saya felt her heart fluctuate as the money swayed:

"Now if you want to go back, I won't let you go back. This hotel is owned by me. I didn't want to give you so much, but I'm quite satisfied with you~"

The malice on Mr. Izumi's face was not concealed. He waved the money and slapped Saya's thigh once or twice, then pulled the slit of her pants and stuffed it in. Saya felt her hands and lips trembling. Finally, she

He reached out and grabbed the wad of dirty money.

afterwards--

She fell on the bed in embarrassment, and Shaye, who was sitting beside the bed, buried her head in the quilt and sobbed softly.

"How long are you going to lie down? Hurry up, take a shower, change clothes and go back."

There was an impatient voice next to her, and Saya reluctantly got up, washed herself and left.

As expected, when she returned home, she received a sharp rebuke from her mother: "Shaye, look at what time it is now, why did you come back at this time! If you come home later, please call us to let us know.

I’m very worried about you.”

I can’t say it, Mom, for pocket money, I go out and have sex with men.

Seemingly noticing that Shaye's expression was very depressed, her mother frowned and asked, "What happened? You seem to be feeling very uncomfortable. Tell me and let your mother see if she can help you solve it."

"You don't understand." Being drugged, addicted, having sex all night to earn pocket money, etc. How could I possibly say it out loud!

The more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became, and she started crying at the door.

Seeing Saya crying, her mother held her in her arms in a panic: "...Saya, it's okay. It's okay if you don't want to say anything. No matter what happens, mom will help you and trust you."

"Wow ah ah ah~" she cried loudly, "Thank you~ um~ I'm sorry~ Mom~"

After the weekend, she took the money she got from Mr. Izumi and walked into the classroom carrying the bag she just bought as she wished.

At the door, a boy suddenly patted Saya. Saya turned around and saw that they were a few boys in the same class, a group of bad boys. She retreated subconsciously, but was forced into a corner by several boys. One of them took a

He waved his cell phone in front of Shaye for a while.

Her pupils shrank. That was the scene when she and Mr. Izumi went out before. Who took the photo?

"Miss Saya, do you still want to hide?"

"This person must be you, Ito! I didn't expect you to be such a person."

"Tsk tsk tsk~"

Shaye clenched his fists, raised his head and said, "What do you want?"

The leading boy shook his head: "Let's go upstairs."

——

After a tiring day, Shaye was not in the mood to attend classes all afternoon. When she returned home, she saw the serious expressions of her parents, and then she learned that her father had been laid off.

With the recent economic downturn, it stands to reason that layoffs would not affect old employees like him, but the reality is so ruthless.

She hesitated and thought of people like Mr. Izumi. If she was willing, she could get a lot of money from similar people. She hesitated and whispered: "How about I drop out of school and go work!"

The father put down the bowls and chopsticks he was holding and said angrily: "Shaye, your mission is to study. You are already a mature girl. Don't have such stupid ideas."

I don't know if it was Saya's illusion, but she always felt that her father had just looked at her longer than usual.

Finally, she heard her father sigh heavily: "I'll go out for a while and have a cigarette."

Saya shrugged, licked the curry rice a few times, and then returned to the room.

Frustrated and angry, she studied for two hours but didn't learn anything.

She lay on the bed upset, and her irritability made her feel sleepy. She squinted her eyes slightly and wanted to take a rest. In her deep sleep, she suddenly felt a body pressing up on her. She suddenly woke up with a slight chill in her body.

He struggled in panic, but his mouth was blocked by a pair of hands: a figure that should never have appeared whispered:

"Quiet, Shaye, you don't want mom to hear it!"

Saya's eyes were wide open and full of despair. She didn't know how she spent this time. She only knew that in the end she kept crying on the bed and couldn't stop crying.

The next day, when she came to the classroom and was about to sit down, she suddenly found that the table was covered with all kinds of insults such as "go to hell", "bitch", "disgusting" and so on. The books she put in the drawer were also torn.

Rotten.

She looked around angrily, but saw that everyone present had their heads lowered.

Vaguely, she seemed to hear a very familiar voice chuckling: "Idiot~"

"Tsk, tsk, I wonder if even the boys would stand by and watch when girls attack a group of people?"

"Haha, I heard that she has a lot of contact with the scum in the class! The eldest lady is really fun!"

"This face~ I really don't get along with the person!"

Mom, I want to go home——

She ran out of school, but paused before stepping into her home.

It was obvious that her mother was inside, but when she thought of what the amiable person at home had done, that home made her feel so disgusting.

She ran away from home and went to find her nominal boyfriend Wang Yuechen. She didn't want to go to school anymore, so be it! It didn't matter whether she had sex or continued to indulge in it, as long as she was not seen by those people, she would have sex with her every day.

That scumbag sleeps until noon. He doesn't have to think about studying, he doesn't have to think about small groups, and he doesn't have to be isolated, threatened, or discriminated against.

"Ah, I'm going to be late~"

"Okay, okay, it's been a few days, you don't have to go to school."

A pair of hands pulled her exposed body down.

Only then did she remember that everything had changed.

She smiled bitterly and lay down, a hot body pressed up against her.

That's it, pretty good.

But why is she so unwilling?

Obviously, he entered the adult world "smoothly".

Then, one day, Wang Yuechen suddenly said to herself that she would take her to meet some friends.

Those are a group of guys who are not good people at first glance. Compared to scum like Wang Yuechen, their evil is all shown on their faces.

There was almost no one in the bar. After Wang Yuechen walked over with her uneasy mind, a group of people vaguely surrounded the two of them.

Someone handed Shaye something like a cigarette with ill intentions: "Hey, the people Zhazichen brought here, this is your first time here! I'll give you a greeting gift."

Shaye understood what was happening immediately and looked at Wang Yuechen with helpless eyes. Although there was no other way, Wang Yuechen was obviously the only person she could turn to.

Only then did she realize that at some point, there were almost no customers in this bar.

She panicked and wanted to leave directly, but was blocked by a group of people.

"Come on, try it, start to finish in one breath, it will be very happy."

When she saw Wang Yuechen, who was also smiling and gesturing for her to do something quickly, she tremblingly picked up the tube, surrounded by people around her, took a slow breath, and then squatted down with her face covered.

Go down.

"Is this~ okay?"

"Let me do the rest!" Wang Yuechen reached for the fallen pipe with itchy hands, and was about to reach over, but was stopped by someone: "Let's wait until you finish paying back the money!"

Saya just sat there in a daze, her originally normal expression gradually changed, as if she was feeling something, she rolled her eyes upwards and let out a hard whimper, with a hint of happiness in her voice.

"Otherwise, look at this woman, she is quite pretty. Brother, my brother, you can use her as a mortgage."

"tui~Wang Yuechen, you are such a scumbag, hehe, but it's just this once."

A group of people showed malicious smiles and looked at Saya, who was foaming at the mouth due to the reaction. The extra items on her body were stripped off. Saya, who was already out of her mind, was on the edge of endless pain and happiness.

It lasted for a long, long time.

This is an endless hell with no end. She has embarked on the road of no return. She can only stay in that scumbag's house on weekdays, and then frantically find those who are willing to give money to take orders, using the money she once despised.

The money earned in this way was used to buy "liberation" things from those DFs, leading to a life worse than death.

Two years passed in this state of confusion.

I don’t know which customer didn’t take protective measures, or it was because of the ridiculous 100% chance. One day, she suddenly remembered that she hadn’t had her period in the past few months. After going to check in a panic,

Got some sad news.

Positive.

Haha, not as expected.

When will it come and who will come?

She squatted helplessly at the door of the hospital.

Why did my life become like this? Did it start from that chaotic night? Or did it start from when I was blinded by money?

When she subconsciously returned to that scumbag's home, she saw that her wardrobe was disturbed. Wang Yuechen, who had a seizure, was rummaging around frantically for things, and then found a bag of powder in a corner.

bag, he wailed and rushed to Shaye like crazy:

"Why, why did you use the money to buy those things? Why don't you leave some for me? Didn't you say you were in love when you texted S on the bed?"

Shaye felt confused, but Wang Yuechen suddenly saw the trace of ridicule in the corner of Shaye's mouth, and angrily grabbed the plate on the dining table and hit Shaye on the head.

Blood dyed her head red, and she fled the devil's cave as if fleeing.

This life is really like a nightmare. When will I wake up?

As her body gradually lost strength, Saya, who was lying in the deserted park, raised her head and looked at the stars in the sky. She hadn't raised her head to look at the sky for a long time.

She subconsciously touched her belly. For some reason, she suddenly wanted to give birth to the child in her belly.

It's not for some bullshit love. She doesn't even know who her father is.

She just thought that if there was someone who could take her place and complete the life that she no longer had, it might be a good choice.

But now, what can she rely on to raise this child?

She immediately thought of her old profession over the past few years.

However, if you only work in your old job, I'm afraid it will only be enough to support you to buy a little bit of White Nightmare.

How can you expect to raise a child with the little money you have left?

unless--

Shaye tremblingly took out a small bag from his pocket, which contained a small bag of powder.

She walked to a public toilet where almost no one came, found a small crack in the wall, and carefully stuffed it in.

Let's try it and see if it can end this nightmare.

Without this expense, there should be a certain chance of saving some money.

Then she encountered a nightmare that was far worse than before. Amidst DY's urge to die and the merciless impact of the guests, she finally filled her backpack before her most dangerous time came.

banknote.

With so much money, it should be no problem at least for a short period of time.

"Wow, this homeless guy is so awesome, he has so much money!"

"Hey, that's a lie!

"Hey, where did you get so much money? Bundles of Fukuzawa Yukichi!"

Saya closed her bag and quilt in panic. At some point, a group of people who looked like high school students came near the public toilet where she usually lived.

The same person as she was at the beginning.

She wanted to pick up her bag and leave, but was kicked in the knee by a boy. The pain made her stagger, but she carefully supported her body before falling head-on.

child~

"Hey, why are you closing it in a hurry? Let us take a look. You must have stolen so much money!"

A pretty girl next to me was smiling and saying vicious words.

"Isn't that a given? How can a homeless person make so much money legally?"

Saya picked up her backpack and tried to escape, but was kicked back by a boy and thrown to the ground.

Her backpack was thrown to the ground, and the money inside was scattered all over the place.

The rather cute girl knelt down and picked up a small portion of the money: "Ah, it's scattered everywhere. What a waste."

"Tell me, where did you steal the money from?"

"You're not a criminal, are you?"

"It doesn't matter, none of this money belongs to homeless people anyway."

Saya raised her head and looked at these people. The light radiating from their eyes was exactly the same as that of those scum who wanted to exchange their money for fans. It was the look of a wolf that chooses and devours people.

They just want to find an excuse.

This thought suddenly flashed through her mind, and then the pretty girl glanced at Saya's face. Even though she had been ruined in every possible way, this woman actually looked a bit prettier than herself.

She lowered her head slightly and suddenly put her foot on Shaye's bulging belly due to her pregnancy: "You stole other people's money and you just stay here! It's rare that so many of us come out to relax, it's because of people like you.

Around here, our good mood is gone!"

As she said this, she kicked him again in disbelief.

"If people like this still want to have children, aren't you afraid that your children will die socially as soon as they are born?"

"Why don't we help her poor child? She has such a mother."

"Tsk tsk, I'll come too, this woman looks pretty strong."

"Hey, something's going to happen."

"What are you afraid of? This is just a criminal (whispered)."

This group of people kicked Saya in the stomach, but Saya didn't know where the strength came from, and used her weak hands to block the kicks of these people again and again.

Seeing that she couldn't hear the proper cry, a boy grabbed her leg angrily and pulled down her pants.

Feeling ashamed, Saya immediately tried to block her. Then the boy who noticed Saya's open door suddenly kicked her over, hitting Saya hard in the stomach.

Under the severe pain, Shaye fell to the ground instantly.

The boy who seemed to realize that he had gone too far took a step back in fear.

He found that blood began to ooze from under Saya, and everyone who sensed something was wrong immediately ran away. Saya, who was stung by the pain and was in a daze, slowly stood up, and amniotic fluid seeped with blood and gushes out from under her body.

She tried to stand up, but fell to the ground because of the pain.

A pedestrian passing by glanced at her and wanted to help, but when he saw the pool of blood, he turned around and walked away as if he hadn't seen her.

"It's okay~no~it's okay, there's no problem~it must be~no problem."

Saya's voice was muffled, and she walked to the public toilet with bloody marks on her feet: "I will definitely get through it~"

She slowly climbed over and passed by the dressing table of the toilet. Looking at her face that was swollen from being beaten, she subconsciously reached out and tied her hair into the same braided image.

Things are different and people are different.

For some reason, she burst into tears.

She carefully took out a pair of glasses from her clothes, put on the half-broken glasses, and tried her best to recall her appearance back then.

However, now, not only does she look emaciated after taking drugs, but her once black hair has also been dyed yellow, and you can only vaguely see her three-quarter appearance in the mirror.

She wailed loudly and hit her head hard on the mirror. Drops of blood flowed down, and the severe pain on her body became more and more unbearable.

"I'm sorry~ I'm sorry~ I'm sorry, I'm... such a powerless and fragile woman!"

She talked to herself to her belly, raising her head slightly to look at the sunlight cast from the high window. This warm sunlight could not dispel the coldness in her heart at all: "I'm sorry~There is no way~I can be your mother."

She saw the small bag full of powder that she had hidden in the crack to save money, and stretched out her hand tremblingly to take it out: "Once, use it up!"

Under the influence of the drug, her expression became distorted, her hands gradually lost strength, and the syringe fell from her hands and fell to the ground.

As if she was asleep, she leaned against the wall wearing glasses and smiled.

——

"Mom~Mom, Mom! Please pay attention to me!"

"Eh?" A lovely voice woke up Saya, and a little girl with her six-point appearance stood in front of her and said with a look of complaint: "Mom, what's wrong with you? You're sitting here in a daze again. Doesn't it matter?

?Do you feel any pain?"

Saya forgot to glance at the sky, and she with short black hair showed a smile from the bottom of her heart:

"It's okay, I just remembered some things from the past."

The little girl showed a trace of confusion: "What happened in the past?"

"Yes, it happened before Kasumu-chan was born!"

"Really? A very pleasant memory?"

Saya seemed to be lost in reminiscence: "It was very hard! Mom, I hated my old self very much."

"Why?"

"Perhaps it's because I haven't been able to figure out what it is that I long for!" Her eyes were a little dim. "My mother has always been troubled by this and cried because of it!"

"That's right!" The little girl looked thoughtful, then raised her head and smiled brightly. She reached out and touched Saya's head: "But mom, it doesn't matter, Xia will definitely not let mom cry anymore!"

Shaye finally couldn't help but laugh. She rubbed her daughter's face and said, "That's right, because I have a baby girl now. It's all because of you that my mother can -

Be able to change and regain a new life~ Oh!”

——

In the toilet, Saya's breathing gradually stopped, but the smile on her face remained as bright and pure as before. Her voice was almost inaudible, but if someone could get close to her ear, they would hear an unidentifiable whisper—

—

"The ~salvation~ you dream about~?"

——

In the sky, an invisible malice was expanding outwards, and countless radiant spheres flew over this ordinary world.

In an instant, everything withered, all beings were twisted, and life fell like grass. When they stood up again, they had become something completely different in nature.

In the public toilet, spots of light gradually appeared on the body of the girl who had been "asleep". In the endless warmth, her body began to swell and turned into a lump of flesh.

A cold voice sounded: "High-risk deformed mutants are born, cleaning work begins, and player placement begins."