Am I doing something wrong while playing games in another world?

"Please talk to me again!"

Jing Chu hugged her and walked to the side to sit down. He could feel that the vitality in Mu Cangxue's body had gradually dissipated, and it was irreversible.

But he still held her wound firmly, as if he thought that as long as the wound stopped bleeding, her life could be saved.

Unfortunately, this is impossible.

Jing Chu could sense it, but he still couldn't accept it.

Along the way, he finally had the company of so many people. He thought he would no longer be alone, but when he looked back, everything seemed like a bubble in a dream, shattering at the touch of a poke. How could he be willing to do so?

The parents who passed away without ever meeting each other, the sect that was destroyed, the master who fought to the death and was both father and teacher, the senior brother who died...

Now, even she has to be taken away?

Emotional breakdown often does not happen overnight, but is the result of a long process of development.

The pain in the body is far less than the pain in the heart. The despair in this world is various, giving light to people in the darkness, but ruthlessly hiding in it, and this cycle repeats until it collapses.

"Come and have a quiet chat with me~" Mu Cangxue gently rubbed Jing Chu's face, "Do you know when I saw you?"

Jing Chu shook his head. The first time he saw Mu Cangxue in his memory was when he was still in the form of a fox. On this mountain, in the torrent of monsters sweeping in, on that day, the sword slashed out

His first sword move against the enemy after coming down from the mountain.

During that long, long time, he rarely saw the little white fox. He only thought it was hiding in the back mountain, hiding until that night when something that shouldn't have happened happened in his trance.

To be honest, he asked himself, at first he was secretly happy and a little distressed about what happened.

Needless to say, the reason for my secret joy is that you only know the taste after eating the marrow.

Distress means knowing that you are being targeted by troublesome things.

After all, a person who is kind to himself will not secretly knock someone into a coma and then have some unspeakable things happen to him. This can only mean that this person had evil intentions from the very beginning.

"Achu, did you feel flustered at first? After all, some interesting and comfortable things happened out of nowhere. For you, you must have been very distressed after you woke up~"

Jing Chu smiled bitterly: "Can we forget to mention that matter? I thought about it for a long time and couldn't figure it out. Even practicing swordsmanship became less focused."

"Haha~ I expected it. After all, Achu, that's the kind of person you are~" Mu Cangxue put a calm smile on her face, leaned on his chest and whispered, "Actually, I just wanted to get an anchor at the beginning.

It’s just a matter of time, whether it’s having a relationship or using a secret method to conceive a child, it’s all about being able to live with a new attitude.”

"Ok, I know."

"Yeah, you know. I don't have any good feelings, let alone any entanglement of interests. Why those indescribable reasons happened? It's just because I don't have other requests." Mu Cangxue sighed in a low voice and looked at Jing Chu quietly.

:

"You know, I actually have a lot of hatred for this world. Because my mother fell in love with someone, she desperately wanted to go to the Source Star. In the end, she died in front of the 'gate' of the Source Star, and she died in her mind.

All I was thinking about was that man.

I once thought I could forget all this, the memories my mother left for me, and the scenes that happened that year, but I found that I couldn't accept it at all.

Although Tushan's third grandma loves me very much, I can't find any sense of belonging in Tushan because I know that I am not a pure Tushan fox demon after all.

Even the third grandma took care of me because of my mother's blessings. Even if the person called mother died, everything she left behind was still silently protecting me as I grew up.

But the more this happens, the more unwilling I am.

Why, why can't I be a pure fox demon? Why do I try every means to please my people, but in the end, I can't do anything.

Later ~ later, I finally understood that life in Tushan is like a garden. I happened to experience the blooming of flowers, but I am not the owner of the garden. I can look carefully outside the flower garden, but if I want to take away even

A bouquet of flowers will encounter strange eyes from others.

So I no longer have any memories of the Tushan fox demon, or even the demon clan.

Because I understand that the demon tribe is a demon tribe of demons, not a half-demon demon tribe. The mountain and sea world is a paradise for demon tribes, but it is not a paradise for half-demon.

I chose to embark on the path of the Origin Star alone, without any notice, and quietly entered the Origin Star through the special abilities contained in the blood passed down to me by my mother.

At that moment, I thought I could finally get rid of everything in the past.

When I looked at it, I found that it was not.

Yes, we should have understood a long time ago that the demon race is a demon race of demons, and the human race is not a human race.

The only place for me to go is to the conservative and bullied half-demon, and to integrate into this persecuted group. But if I integrate into this group, what will be the difference from when I was outside the group in the mountain and sea world?

This huge source star has no room for a half-demon to survive."

"Now, you have it." Jing Chu hugged Mu Cangxue tightly. For some reason, he felt that he was so light now, as if he was about to fly away from him. "No one can tolerate you. I can tolerate you. No."

People will protect you, and I will protect you. We agreed."

"Yeah~ It's agreed." Mu Cangxue kissed Jing Chu gently, with a naughty smile on her face: "You, don't be so serious, nothing in this world will not disappear, flowers will disappear,

The grass will disappear, and we will all disappear."

She raised her head and looked at the majestic Tianmen Mountain, and chuckled: "But in my life with you, watching you practice swordsmanship, watching you unswervingly move towards your goal, watching you

I promised your uncle to get a bottle of Tianxiang Dan for him. I suddenly feel that I really envy you.

You know a lot more about life than I do.

Maybe after I was pregnant with the child, I had an anchor point, and I could live on even if I got rid of the demonic power. I thought a lot. I thought, if possible, should I be like you and find the one I want?

A goal to stick to.

Then I thought about trying hard to fall in love with you, but later on, I couldn't distinguish my own thoughts, so I just followed my temperament and did whatever I wanted."

"So, what now?" Jing Chu's voice was a little hoarse.

"When the peach blossoms are in full bloom, and when we both have goals in mind, I occasionally think of us. Achu and I may have been the same soul a long time ago. Souls divided into two may long to return to their original self.

Shape, it is precisely because of this that I treat Achu like this..."

"Achu, do you like peach blossoms?"

"I like……"

"It would be great……"

Looking at the gradually disappearing breath in his arms, Jing Chu's expression calmed down unexpectedly.

If they are the same soul, they will definitely attract each other. No matter how many reincarnations they experience, no matter how much time they spend, they will definitely...

"We must... meet!"

Just like you like peach blossoms, I like you.

—The top of Tianmen Mountain—

A figure in black robes stood on the top of the mountain and looked at the two of them. Through the hood that covered his face, you could see a pair of eyes emitting black light.

A crow hovered over the black-robed man, slowly landed on his shoulder, and uttered a hoarse voice: "Your Highness Xiang Sili, you are so cruel. Seeing your only descendant die on the Source Star, you always let him go.

Crow, I wonder if you still have a heart.

After all, you should have done it yourself for that fox demon outside the big crystal wall!

Now that we have decided to exterminate humanity, why do we still want to leave a little half-demon to suffer in this world?"

"Are you asking me to do something?"

The man named Xiang Sili glanced at the crow, but the crow didn't have any, and he opened his mouth and said mockingly:

"Everyone knows that the human race is rebellious and ruthless, but I never thought that you would fail to take action immediately when faced with your own offspring.

It's a pity, it's a pity. Crow Crow originally wanted to see a villain doing good, but now it seems that a villain is a villain. Even if he occasionally feels compassion, he will severely cut off all compassion in his heart. After all,

There is no more selfish creature in this world than you."

"Let me take your words as a compliment..." Xiang Sili sneered, "Isn't this what you want to see? The Negative Sword Sect has survived for too long, and it is indeed time to destroy it.

Otherwise, if the sword still speaks, how can you dare to open your mouth?

After all, both you and I are just a bunch of gutter rats hiding in the dark and not daring to be exposed.

However, even if you are a gutter rat, there are things you can do, especially on the side of the Nasty Dao Alliance, you have done a good job indeed.

The sword used against the enemy is easy to break if it is too strong. Every generation of masters of the Negative Sword Sect cannot escape the fate of the gods. No matter how great the magical power is, they must bow their heads in the face of the inevitable of history. But I have only accelerated the speed.

That’s all.”

As he spoke, a strange smile appeared on his lips: "Do you think it would be interesting to let Dao Meng's sword attack Dao Meng's shield?"

"Jing Chu is not crazy yet. He will not attack the cornerstone of the Dao Alliance for random reasons."

"It's hard to say, Black Crow, you still don't understand human beings. The human heart, especially the human heart of the righteous and arrogant people, is made of flesh. When the knife is cut, the bright red blood spurts out, which is different from yours.

I."

"What do you want to do, Crow Crow, I'm interested." The black crow barked a few times, with a humane and curious expression on his face, and Xiang Sili's teasing voice came from the hood:

"The best control in this world is not to use contracts to command people, but to use emotions as chains, tying dogs called people, and crawling forward."

The black crow screamed at the top of his lungs: "You are really not a good person."

"Yeah, I'm not a good person. But I know that the child will be willing, just like everything we did in the past, because ah——

Everything you love becomes a prison."

His voice slowly dissipated, and the black crow flapped its wings and flew into the air, calling one after another.

—At the bottom of Tianmen Mountain—

Xiang Sili appeared next to Jing Chu. The girl's head had already been pulled down. At the bottom of the valley, Jing Chu was crying loudly.

His parents died early, but he didn't cry, he held back.

It was a foregone conclusion that the negative sword gate mountain gate would collapse. He didn't cry, he held back.

When his master and younger brother died in battle, he didn't cry, he held it back.

But when he lost everything again, he discovered that the so-called forbearance was not holding back at all. It was waiting for an opportunity to vent. It could be when you take the initiative to release it, or it could be when you can't bear it.

The day of the domain.

I'm sorry where so many people in this world come from. Most of them have a certain emotional breakdown. It's just that this time, it happened to be him and it had nothing to do with anyone else.

"Want to save her?"

A cold voice echoed at the bottom of the valley. Jing Chu raised his head slightly and looked at the man whose face was hidden under the hood without saying a word.

"Want to save her?"

The man in black robe asked again, and the one who responded to him was still Jing Chu's silence.

"Do you want to save her? Looking at her smiling at you, crying at you, and talking about you, do you want to... see her again?"

This time, Jing Chu whispered: "In Source Star, the boundaries between life and death are clear. Anyone who dares to challenge the restrictions of life and death will be rejected by the world and will be rejected by all extraordinary forces."

The man in black robe tilted his head and asked curiously: "Then why not be the enemy of the whole world for her? Maybe you can be like that guy in the past, turning the whole world upside down just to straighten one person's reflection?

"

"I won't do it..."

He slowly picked up Mu Cangxue's body: "I will not go on this road. At the end of this road, countless tragedies like mine will happen again. I am Jing Chu, a disciple of the Negative Sword Sect.

,Absolutely not——"

The man in black robe laughed wildly: "What are you being so serious about! Negative Sword Sect? Your Negative Sword Sect is already finished. It has become like nourishment, and has been completely absorbed in order to strengthen the Dao Alliance."

Jing Chu said nothing and continued to move forward, paying no attention to this person's thoughts.

But the man in black robe did not stop him and said to himself:

"If you want to save her, you need to bring her soul out of the underworld. It's embarrassing to say that. I am a teacher. If you want to get her back, you have to open the door to the underworld. And that

The key to the door is in the hands of the Red River Valley.

I don’t think I need to tell you, you already know the name!

Taishan Mansion Jun's Gift Sword, that artifact, take it, command it, and open the way to the secluded world. Whether it is your master, senior brother, lover, or even parents you have never met, they can all be resurrected.

And if you want them to live in the world for a long time, you also need to become a peerless swordsman.

Because you sword immortals are not good at the way of ghosts, do not have the strength of the peerless sword immortals, and do not even have the capital to carry the cause and effect. So, Jing Chu, work hard to become stronger and become the strongest sword immortal in the world, surpassing your previous achievements.

Any senior, otherwise, you would be just like you are now, weak, powerless, or even -

I don’t even dare to think about resurrecting the one I love! Hahahahaha!”