Rebirth of the Divine Doctor and Poisonous Consort

Chapter 194 Can't live up to this life
After leaving Fengyun Xiaozhu's door, Liu Xiran went back to Liu's mansion.As soon as her father saw her, he came up to meet her, his face full of distress. "Daughter, it may take half a year for the son to leave! You will suffer alone!" Bai Xuezi heard that Liu Xiran was back, so she hurried over, even Jin'er and Lin Zhaoran came.

"I said, what are you doing? I just came back to take a look, and a large group of you just surrounded me like this. Why, do you think I can't survive if Zhao Yun leaves me? Do you want to give me some care?" Liu Xiran Looking helplessly at the people in front of him, especially the worry on his mother's face couldn't be more obvious.

"Miss, don't hold on. If you have something on your mind, you can talk to Jin'er. Jin'er can understand your mind."

"Jin'er, I've accepted your intentions. And yours, I have already understood everything. Yes, Yun left today, and it will take a long time to come back after going on an envoy to the Western Regions. I know, I understand. I also I have already accepted this fact, so you don't have to look at me so surprised!"

"I know that our Xi'er is very strong and brave, we have always been!" Bai Xuezi held her daughter's hand tightly, "But I see that your face is not very good, and I still feel worried."

"Don't worry about me. I really have nothing to do. By the way, Jin'er, is it okay to live here? Did brother Zhaoran bully you? If he bullied you, just come to me and I will help You clean him up!"

"Do I still need to find you? Jin'er can just tell me directly!" Bai Xuezi's words made Lin Zhaoran even more embarrassed, and Jin'er immediately came out to smooth things over, "Zhaoran couldn't be better for me, so don't worry about it, Miss."

"That's good." Liu Xiran said, feeling a little nauseated, and sat down with a chair on one side.

"I just said that Xi'er, your complexion is not right. Tell me, what's wrong?" Bai Xuezi immediately became nervous.

Liu Xiran smiled faintly, "Mother is here, can't you see why Xi'er is suffering?"

Bai Xuezi's face brightened, "Could it be that Xi'er, you...are pregnant?"

Liu Xiran nodded, everyone's worries turned into joy just now, and they asked for warmth.In the end, only Liu Yun sighed, "When your mother was pregnant with you, I was preparing for a promotion. I was busy with work and didn't have time to take care of her. I didn't have time to visit you until you were born. I felt guilty all the time. This time... the son is unable to stay by your side for a moment, Xi'er, can you... can you bear it!"

The atmosphere suddenly became sad again, Liu Xiran shook his head with a smile, "Father, where are you, even if you don't have time to take care of mother, didn't mother still give birth to me well? Besides, the relationship between me and dad Isn’t she good since she was a child? Daddy loves Xi’er the most, and Xi’er has always noticed this. Since the mother can persevere, Xi’er will naturally be able to, as long as the child in her belly is me and Yun Yes, my heart is so happy, how can I have time to feel sad?"

"That's true!" As a person who has experienced it, Bai Xuezi can feel the sadness of being pregnant but having no one to sleep with. She never thought that her daughter would have to go through such pain, but all the pain can be exchanged for Sweet, just like at the beginning, because of guilt, Liu Yun was by her side for a long time.Looking back now, I still feel happy.

"It's almost lunch time. I forgive Xi'er for not being able to stay with my father and mother for dinner. The old lady has never liked me very much and always finds faults. Although Xi'er is pregnant now, she still has to be cautious. Fuzhong It's a good thing that no one else competes with Xi'er, but if it's not a boy, I'm afraid... the old lady will be disappointed again!"

"Xi'er, you don't have to worry. Didn't I give birth to you, and then I was able to protect the family? Even if this child is not a son, it doesn't matter, you and the son will have a long life!"

Liu Xiran reluctantly nodded.

"Xi'er, let Jin'er take you back, it's really disturbing for you to walk around while pregnant!"

"Brother Zhaoran is willing to give up his beautiful wife to Xi'er for a while, Xi'er is really flattered!" Liu Xiran laughed, pulled Jin'er and walked out the door.

"Oh, miss! You must walk slowly!"

"You are so extravagant when you are pregnant, and the prince is not around. Although Xian'er is a careful person, doesn't she always run to Fengyun Xiaozhu for a while? How can I rest assured that only Se'er is by your side?" How about it?" Jin'er was talking about her various worries along the way, but Liu Xiran didn't take it seriously, looking at this and that for a while, walking on the street couldn't be happier.

"I said Miss, did you listen to my words?" Jin'er followed Liu Xiran here and there like a little tail that couldn't be shaken off, feeling that her lady didn't take her words to heart at all.

"So you also know about Xian'er?" Liu Xiran only asked this question.

"Because Liu's Mansion is not far from Fengyun Xiaozhu, I occasionally want to help Miss see those flowers and plants, but Xian'er has come here too frequently recently, so I have to go to see what happened there. what!"

"Since when did Jin'er become so smart, I admire your lady. I also went to Fengyun Xiaozhu to see something wrong with Xian'er. I didn't expect Xian'er to be so charming! "Liu Xiran didn't seem to take the man who was wanted by Prime Minister Zhen seriously, which made Jin'er irritable.

"Miss! That's one... one! You have to let Xian'er get him away quickly!"

Liu Xiran finally took the time to look back at her, "Jin'er, do you really think Xian'er is willing to send that Nie Yun away now? Don't tell me you've been there and still can't see the love between the two of them?"

"Of course I can see it. But miss, you also understand that Xian'er has been a timid person since she was a child. If you really let her follow a wanderer, wouldn't it be very risky? You don't want to Think about Xian'er's future, and only look at her happiness in front of her eyes!" Jin'er even remembered to stomp her feet.

"Why didn't I think about her? As you said, she was originally a timid person. If it was said that she saved Nie Yun at the beginning because of her kindness, then what happened afterwards? She also left Nie Yun to continue to work for her." He healed and went to Fengyun Xiaozhu to accompany him every day, don't you think that Xian'er really has no way to extricate himself?" Liu Xiran smiled lightly, she was not worried, and she didn't think either Those worries are unnecessary, but as long as Xian'er can find happiness, that's Liu Xiran's wish now.

Among the four maids, only Jin'er has found her wishful husband. Zhu'er has gone so far to Xiliao. She wonders if she can meet someone she likes there. Skim.Now that Xian'er has already made this gesture, she thinks it's better not to just let it go. After all, the opportunity is really rare. If you just let it go like this, if you miss it, it will inevitably become a wound in Xian'er's heart. If Xian'er is made to suffer for a lifetime, how can I feel good about it?
"I can see that Xian'er has given her sincerity, but I really... After all, Prime Minister Zhen can't let someone who wants to kill him go, Xian'er hid him in Fengyun Xiaozhu, for Miss you It’s also a threat, isn’t it? If... If one day Prime Minister Zhen takes someone to search, won’t Miss also fall into a dangerous situation? Has Miss ever thought about herself?”

"Jin'er, you just like to worry about this and that. You should still think about how to help brother Zhaoran get his fame! At that time, he won't have to live in Liu's mansion anymore, and he will have his own house. You just What a wonderful mistress of that house!" Liu Xiran was a little tired from watching, and finally slowed down and prepared to return to the palace.

"Miss, do you think Zhao Ran will change his mind in the future?" Jin'er's sudden question made Liu Xiran a little puzzled.

"Jin'er, what's wrong with you? After you got married, you suddenly became sentimental? Brother Zhaoran is one in a hundred. It's such a rare thing that you can meet him and he can fall in love with you. You don't have the strength To doubt him, it is better to use it to help him. Brother Zhaoran’s infatuation has been taken as a fake by you, I really should go and talk to him, let him see the person next to him clearly, so as not to become a jealous person in the future Wife, let him worry about everything!"

"Miss! I won't become a jealous woman! I'm just, don't people always say that people will become bad when they have fame and wealth? It's obvious that he has nothing now, so he thinks I cherish it, but once he If you have it all, you won’t…”

"Stop, Jin'er, if you keep talking, I might not be able to help scolding you! Didn't you look at the role model around you, look at Zhao Yun? What's wrong with him? Isn't it just me, let's rule out Despite all the hardships and dangers, isn’t it nothing in your eyes?”

"Also, is it easy for you and brother Zhaoran? Didn't you still have Liu Xiuran in front of you? Didn't you feel sad for a long time when Liu Xiuran said that you were not worthy of him? Why did you suddenly have such an idea? I said, Brother Zhaoran was also from a wealthy family in the past? Wasn’t he a playboy before his family’s fortunes fell? Isn’t it? So even if he fell from heaven to hell, it didn’t change his will at all. Isn't he? Now that he is your husband-in-law, can't you give your husband-in-law a little confidence? "

Jin'er's face was full of shame, "Jin'er knew he was wrong, Jin'er should never have thought that way. It's because I was too narrow-minded, Jin'er apologized to Miss."

"You have to solemnly apologize to Brother Zhaoran! If his mind is really so unstable, even if he walks out now, I don't know how many ladies want to marry him, so you don't want to. I forgot, he was my dream girl back then!" Liu Xiran suddenly remembered all kinds of pictures from the past, the overlapping of the past and the present made her a little confused to distinguish the real from the fake.

But it doesn't matter anymore, Liu Xiran never thought that he could go to this day, this step.When I was on the verge of death in my previous life, I felt that my life was too weak and worthless, so I would do it all over again.Now she has driven out all those who harmed her in her previous life from her life.Now, all the people left by her side are people who make her feel very cherished.She felt that she really couldn't live up to this life.

(End of this chapter)