Rebirth of the Divine Doctor and Poisonous Consort

Chapter 192 He Was Reluctant
"Yin'er! Don't talk nonsense!" Concubine Zhao glared at Zhao Yin, "Be careful what you say, if someone accuses us of speaking ill of the emperor behind his back, our family's lives will be lost! Since the emperor has specified that Yun'er should go, we have no way to refuse...then let's go..."

"Yeah, Yun, anyway, I'm waiting for you here, and nothing will happen. It's just that you are on the way... It makes me feel worried!" Liu Xiran really didn't expect such a thing, and the mission The Western Regions, that is far farther than the Western Regions, it will definitely take more than half a year to go there, let alone stay in the Western Regions and establish friendship with various countries there, there is no way to imagine When will he be able to come back!

"You don't have to worry about this, Xi'er. I'm not going alone. There will be a large group of people going with me. They can definitely protect me. I'm just... originally worried about you, but now I'm even more worried. There is no way to go away, I...you tell me what to do!" Zhao Yun said, his eyes turned red.

"What a happy event. I came here happily. Why did I become like this? Forget it! Anyway, I don't have much time to see Yun'er on weekdays. Once he leaves like this, I will be like this at most." I think he's just busy again, I'd better go back, I don't know what to do with this mixed feeling of sadness and joy!" Princess Zhao stood up and was about to go outside, Zhao Yun stopped her immediately.

"Mother, what are you talking about? Yun'er is unfilial for not being able to visit mother often on weekdays. Yun'er is here to apologize to mother. Wait for me... When I come back from the Western Regions, I will spend time with mother every day, okay?" it is good?"

"You know that mother wanted to leave first because she was afraid that you would say such a thing, so I still feel that there is no pain of parting, Yun'er, you are really! Mother is gone, mother will wait for you to come back, and Xier's mother will also help you What I'm watching is just... I hope you'll be back by the time Xi'er gives birth!"

"Definitely! Yun'er will definitely come back!"

Concubine Zhao left, Zhao Yin felt that she didn't want to stay anymore, Xi'er must have a lot of things she wanted to say to Zhao Yun, and she just stayed to disturb the two of them.

"Brother Yun, when are you leaving?" Zhao Yin only asked this question before leaving.

"Just three days later."

"I didn't expect you to hide it from us for so long... Forget it, the emperor's order cannot be violated, take care of yourself!" Zhao Yin also left.The two servant girls went out behind Zhao Yin, leaving only Liu Xiran and Zhao Yun in the room, they looked at each other, not knowing what to say.

It was Zhao Yun who spoke first. "Xi'er. I really didn't intend to hide it from you for so long. In fact, I wanted to tell you a long time ago, but I was worried that you would not be able to accept it and would always worry about me, so I thought of telling you at the last moment. so……"

"So I won't feel the pain? Yun, I'm your first wife, there should be no secrets between us, just like I never hide anything from you, neither should you For me, we should be the most honest! The same thing happened to Ru Wan last time. Do you know that I have been worried since I knew something happened. Your concealment doesn’t make me feel much better. You understand not understand?"

"I understand, Xi'er, I understand, how could I not understand? I was wrong, please forgive me, if you want to beat me and scold me, you can!"

Liu Xiran smiled through tears, "I really want to beat you, punish you with our children, and let you keep it from us!"

Zhao Yun put his hand on Liu Xiran's stomach, "Look, you made me leave with another regret. I should have been by your side, I should have been with you, but I had to Leave, I really hate that I don't have the ability to protect you, Xi'er, do you know? If I wasn't some kind of son, you wouldn't suffer so much by my side!"

"Don't talk nonsense, if you are not the prince, then you are someone else, not Zhao Yun. I still have a chance to meet you, can I go through all this with you? We take these as the test given to us by God Isn't it all right? As long as we go through these tests, we won't have to be separated for the rest of our lives, right?" Liu Xiran gently hugged Zhao Yun, her eyes full of firmness.

"No one or anything can separate us, Xi'er, I have already promised you, I have already said it when you were sick last time, we will be together in life and death, so this kind of separation, as you said, It's just another test, as long as we go through one test after another, we will definitely get the happiness we want most like Xing Nuan in the end!"

But no matter what, the day of parting came. Liu Xiran almost didn't close her eyes all night, but in order not to make Zhao Yun worry about her, she still pretended to sleep for a while, but when Zhao Yun woke up, Liu Xiran also got up.

"Xi'er, what are you doing? You are still pregnant, lie down quickly, even if you don't need to rest, our child should rest well so that we can inherit all our benefits in the future, right?" Zhao said. Yun gently pushed Liu Xiran back on the bed.

"Yun, tell me, if I become a big fat woman because of our child when you come back, will you dislike me and dislike me?" Liu Xiran found that he had a surprisingly big appetite these days. She can eat a lot of food. Princess Zhao just said that this is normal and she will get better after a while, but Liu Xiran looked at her belly that had started to protrude, and there were such worries in her mind.

"No matter what you become, Xi'er, I will always like you. I will always like you. You must not worry about any problems. Even if you become the fattest woman in the capital, I will like you too!"

"I don't want to become the fattest woman in the capital! Fuck your crow's mouth, I will definitely keep my figure in good shape, don't try to laugh at me!" Liu Xiran felt very angry when she thought of her body covered in fat. horrible.

"But for our children, you must eat every meal well. You can't just ignore our children for yourself, wouldn't our children be too pitiful?" Zhao Yun squeezed He pinched the tip of her nose and kissed her forehead lovingly. There were only two words on his face, Reluctant.I'm about to leave soon, but I don't know what to say.During these three days, they didn't say anything between them, and it wasn't that there was nothing to say.

Just because the two of them don't need so many words between them.All they need is a look and a smile to confirm each other's intentions, and they don't need to speak at all.

"Yun, promise me, you must be good, you must think of me every day, you must not forget me when you go out, I know you can't tell me your situation, but you have to remember, I am here waiting for you , remember that there are still our children with me. I heard that there are many beauties in the Western Regions. Don’t be too happy not to come back. Let’s do the math. It will take about seven or eight months for you to come back. I don't know if you can catch up with our baby's birth."

"I have promised that I will try my best to come back, Xi'er, don't worry, even if there are thousands of people over there trying to stop me from coming back, I will definitely come back, now only you and the child are The most important person in my heart!"

Liu Xiran watched Zhao Yun leave as the dream chaser did, and didn't chase after him, didn't say anything more, just lying on the bed thinking about how to live the rest of the day.She fully understood why Hungry Xing Nuan and Zhao Yin didn't go to see Ru Wan.The closer the person is, the harder it is to say goodbye.

It is difficult to say goodbye when we meet.From now on, when Zhao Yun comes back, she will cherish every minute and every second she spends with him.

"Xi'er! Why are you still sleeping! Brother Yun is leaving the capital soon, don't you want to go and see?" After lying like this for some time, Zhao Yin suddenly came in from the outside and grabbed her from the bed He pulled it up, and then thought that she was pregnant, so he let go.

"If I go, can he not leave?" Liu Xiran said with a wry smile, "If you have to leave anyway, what's the difference between watching and being unbearable? When Ru Wan left, didn't you go to see it? Why, Yun Is it not as important as Ru Wan in your heart?"

She still has the strength to make a joke, Liu Xiran is really not an ordinary woman, Zhao Yin nodded her forehead helplessly. "You, I don't know how sad I am. I still hold on so hard. I feel uncomfortable just looking at it. For you and Brother Yun's child, you think that he may come back tomorrow, will you be happier? ?”

"Tomorrow is another tomorrow. Wouldn't it be more uncomfortable to count the days like this? He will come back after all, but it's only half a year. As long as he doesn't come back, what else should I be afraid of? He is impossible He will leave me behind, he is reluctant." Liu Xiran stroked her belly, feeling the little life that was being conceived inside. "We've been through so much together."

"Yes! It's best for you to think this way. Don't lie down. If you don't go to see him, you should eat something, right? Let's go and eat some sweet-scented osmanthus cake, but I have someone bring it out from the palace Yes, that's..."

It was Ru Wan's favorite pastry.

Liu Xiran realized that he had been facing various partings these days, Ru Wan, Zhu Er, Xing Nuan, Jin Er.Now Xian'er seems to have a trust in her heart, but Liu Xiran can't let go of that trust at all.That was...a killer.A prodigal who roams the rivers and lakes, a person who walks on the tip of a knife.

If Xian'er really wanted to be with him, it would be a terrible thing.

(End of this chapter)