Rebirth of the Divine Doctor and Poisonous Consort

Chapter 157 Shu Yun's Apology (4)
Her stomach churned for a while, and a stream of sour water gushed into her mouth, and she realized how difficult it was for her to let Yan'er drink that bowl of porridge yesterday.She couldn't swallow a mouthful, and just took a spoonful and put it in her mouth, and couldn't help but spit it out.Then he stared blankly at the bowl in his hand, and simply threw it on the ground with all his might.This scene is also very familiar.

Liu Xiran saw the anger rising and dissipating on Zhao Yun's face, but he remained expressionless.She raised her eyes and looked out of the window, there were three seeds on the small mound of soil in the flower bed, on top of Yan'er's ashes, in the future, only they will remember the existence of Yan'er, right?Zhao Yun followed her gaze, found the mound of dirt, and immediately understood what Liu Xiran was looking at.

She actually buried Yan'er in that place, which he never thought of before.Probably Xi'er was afraid that Yan'er would be forgotten like this.Keep her here, even if no one will live in this place in the future, just look at this place and the yard, and you can think that there was a girl who spent the last days of her life here.

But, what should he do with Liu Xiran in front of him? "You don't eat or drink like this, who are you showing it to?" Zhao Yun still couldn't hold back, he felt that he had become a good-tempered person because of Liu Xiran, and he was obedient in front of her. Everything she does is done with sincerity. "You don't remember what you said at all, do you? If you want to say if, you show me what you are now, do you know what I want to say most? If-oh, if you If you enter the palace and become the emperor's concubine Liu instead of marrying me, you won't encounter Yan'er, and you won't even meet Xing Nuan who came back, and you won't tell Princess Ruwan about her, so she will Won't die! Is that so? Are you satisfied?"

Zhao Yun felt that he was really going crazy. If he knew this was the case, he might as well not have let her volunteer to take care of Yan'er. If he went by himself, he would be the one who got sick, and he... what would happen to him? What to do?Zhao Yun was taken aback suddenly, and sat down.After thinking about so many things and talking so much, he realized that he had missed this point, so he changed his mind.If Liu Xiran was not the one who got sick, what would happen now? ###Chapter 160 If I die

Liu Xiran felt extremely pained by Zhao Yun's words.She never thought about it that way, "I came to you at the risk of resisting the decree and beheading!" She bit her lip and retorted.

"Then you live a good life for me! If you come to me just to bring me happiness for a short time and then leave, and let me bear the pain of losing you, then it's better..." Zhao Yun didn't say Exit, he couldn't say that sentence, what is "It's better not to be together", if you say that, it's better not to meet at the beginning!If he hadn't engraved her in his heart when he first met her, how could he have caused so much trouble?
However, he had to continue thinking about the question just now, what if the person who got sick was himself?What if the person lying on the bed is yourself?He would definitely not allow Xi'er to stay by his side, because he knew very well in his heart that it was definitely a very dangerous thing for her to stay here. She might be infected, and might suffer the same pain as himself and die.If she thought so, Xier must also think so.The reason why she resisted and rejected her own existence so much was because she wanted to protect herself.

"It's not as good as what?" On the other end, Liu Xiran was not ready to end this topic, she was still curled up like a kitten.Her claws are no longer sharp.Zhao Yun shook his head.

"Xi'er, I think what you should know is that I, Zhao Yun, have never regretted meeting and falling in love with you for a single moment. How many things we have gone through so far, I think you remember everything, I never I think it will be easy for us to be together, because of who I am, and because of who you are. But since we are together, we must cherish the days we are together. I don’t want you to ruin yourself like this , if you ruin yourself, you know that you will ruin me too!" Zhao Yun stood up, and despite the objection in Liu Xiran's eyes, he still walked up to her and held her hand.

Liu Xiran's heart felt hot, and Zhao Yun's confession made her feel ashamed.She lowered her head and heard Zhao Yun asking in her ear, "Xi'er, I just want to ask you one question, if the person who is sick, if the person who is about to die is me instead of you, what would you do?" What to do? Can't you understand my mood at all? I don't believe it, we used to have such a good understanding, it's impossible that you can't understand my heart at this most critical moment?"

That's right, Liu Xiran thought, if it was her, seeing Zhao Yun lying on the bed dying, she must have fainted a long time ago. She couldn't bear that kind of blow, and she even felt that she might just leave with him like that. "Yun, I'm sorry." Zhao Yun finally smiled, ready to hug her, but Liu Xiran still shied away, "No! Yun, you should stay away from me. I understand your mood, I understand you very much , but I have no way to express my true feelings now, and I want to say that I have never regretted it. I am very happy that the person next to me is you."

Liu Xiran looked at Zhao Yun, with deep affection in his eyes, "But I also need you to understand me. If it were you, you would definitely not let me stay by your side, you would want to protect me, the same, I want to protect you too, you know?"

"So, you still want to drive me away?" Zhao Yun felt that all his words were in vain. He looked at the cold water on the table and sighed. "I still have business to attend to, and I will come to see you again." The government has been very busy these days, except for the plague that gradually spread in the capital, which is worrying and unexpected, and Xiliao's constant turmoil is also extremely worrying.Not only is the emperor feeling overwhelmed, but even the ministers like them don't have any good ideas to offer to solve their problems.

The emperor's expression has been very ugly these past few days. I heard that he has stayed in the upper study for several nights and has not gone to any concubines. For him, this is really not an easy thing to do.I'm afraid he will make a decision that will surprise everyone soon.

Zhao Yun got up and was about to go out. Seeing that the herbs in the pot were almost gone, he asked, "Do you still need Xianer to bring you some?"

"It doesn't matter. Anyway, they won't play any real role." Liu Xiran returned like this.

"Then I'll ask Xian'er to bring you some more. Those girls are not easy. I know you love them too. Even if you want to protect them, sometimes don't show them your face. Say it calmly." They must be understandable." After Zhao Yun finished speaking, he left.

Liu Xiran was left alone again.Thinking of what Zhao Yun said just now, her heart is still warm, but she really can't take the risk of keeping Zhao Yun by her side, even out of selfishness, she can't keep anyone by her side, she watched Yan'er die Yes, the knot in her heart has never been untied, so that she now feels that it is okay to die like this, as a companion for Yan'er, but she always remembers that person in her heart.

Zhao Yun, Zhao Yun, when I first met you, why didn't I think that one day you would become the most important person in my life?
Liu Xiran just fell asleep and woke up like this. When it was close to dusk, she opened her eyes again, and saw Zhao Yun sitting on the chair beside her bed, staring at her blankly. "Why are you..." Just as I was about to speak about him, I saw tears in Zhao Yun's eyes, and then Zhao Yun turned his head away without saying a word.

How could he not come?Liu Xiran sighed in her heart. "Give me the porridge." She looked up and saw the porridge on the table, which was still steaming, which meant that Zhao Yun hadn't been here for too long.Fortunately, she just hoped that he would not want to stay by her side all the time.That's too dangerous.

Just eat it, it will be uncomfortable for a while, but Zhao Yun can't make Zhao Yun feel that she has given up the chance to live, right?Isn't that what Yan'er did for herself?Although I know better, the current situation can last a few days at most.

Zhao Yun brought the porridge to her hand, and she ate it with difficulty, feeling that her body was protesting, and her stomach was churning terribly. After finishing the porridge, she deliberately broke the bowl and said, " Go back, Yun. Don't stay here for too long."

Zhao Yun looked at the fragments on the ground, and knew that Xi'er didn't want him to touch the things she touched again, but it was a good thing to see her eating, so he felt relieved, "Then Xi'er, you Rest well, and I'm leaving."

Xi'er nodded her head, watched him go out, and looked at the pot of herbs that Zhao Yun had made in front of the bed.She was actually used to the offensive smell.But I don't know how long I have to wait for Zhao Yun to see it.

Looking at the gradually darkening sky outside, Liu Xiran suddenly remembered when he died in his last life, what was that feeling like?Lying on the bed like this, she was unwilling to take a sip of any medicine that Jin'er brought over, as if she was sure that she would die in the next moment, and felt that everything was in vain.

At that time, I was full of hatred and anger, and had nowhere to vent it, only to vent it all on Jin'er. Jin'er had suffered so much for her, and still silently stood by her side. She is no longer her only maid, but she still loves Jin'er the most in her heart, with the feelings from her previous life.She originally wanted to marry Jin'er to Lin Zhaoran, and she had already chosen a date, if she hadn't seen Liu Xiuran's hostility towards the two of them that day, she would have even mentioned this matter.

This actually has to become a regret for himself.Liu Xiran felt that what he owed Jin'er would not be able to repay after all.

On the second day, the sky had been bright for a long time and no one came. Liu Xiran felt that he just took this opportunity to go to the yard to see if the few seeds he planted the day before yesterday had sprouted.When she staggered out and squatted down, she saw several familiar figures coming in.

"Oh! Miss, why are you up? You should have a good rest." Jin'er walked to her side in a fuss, but Liu Xiran's eyes made her dare not approach her any more.

Three small buds have emerged on the mound, which look very cute.Liu Xiran said to the girls, "I buried Yan'er below, and I planted a few flowers here. If I...if I die..."

"Bah, miss, don't talk nonsense!" Several maidservants said at the same time.But Liu Xiran ignored them and continued, "If I die, do you know what to do with me? I still have some of the pollen of the bougainvillea flower in my place, so you can just prepare me a nicer jar." Liu Xiran Standing up, she moved back into the room step by step, followed by several servant girls, and suddenly Se'er shouted, "Ah! How come we all forgot what our purpose for running here is!"

"That's right, really, once you see Miss like this, you forget everything." Jin'er interjected, "We came here to tell Miss that you don't have to worry about your illness."

Seeing the happy smiling faces of the maidservants, Liu Xiran couldn't help feeling puzzled, why, did the imperial doctor in the palace already know how to treat the plague?

"Miss, I don't know, you and Shizi went to get that young master Shu Yun a few days ago, and started distributing pharmacies for free on the road this morning. I heard that many people took it, and they are really much better! We are about to go out Get the prescription! But I want to tell the young lady about this first, so that the young lady can be happy." Jin'er saw her young lady's face change from doubt to pain, and looked at the three maids behind her, Se'er and Xian'er They didn't seem to know what was going on, and then the three of them looked at Zhu'er together.

Zhu'er's face suddenly became serious, "Miss, let's go first!" Then she dragged out several maidservants, and as soon as she walked out of the courtyard, Se'er shook off Zhu'er's hand, "Pearl, do you know What, the face is as ugly as Miss."

"Have all of you forgotten? When the young lady and the prince went to invite the young master Shu Yun, they returned empty-handed. There must be some misunderstanding. The message was left by Xing Nuan to the young lady, which means that the young master Shu Yun What kind of friendship does Yun and Xing Nuan have? If it is normal, why can’t they invite people? I’m afraid it’s...that young master Shu Yun blamed Xing Nuan’s affairs on the young lady. When the young lady came back that day, her face was so pale. It's so ugly." After Zhu'er said so much in one breath, the faces of the other three maidservants also became serious.

(End of this chapter)