Traveling back to ancient times to become a bandit leader

Chapter 153 Miserable (2)

Hearing this, Ling Xiaodao trembled in fright. Why is this man so cruel that he loses his humanity?At the same time, she hated herself even more, why would she fall in love with this cruel and ruthless executioner?
But I heard Shangguan Yunyan continue quietly: "...Ying'er, no one in this world is born cruel and violent. If it weren't for this king who has led troops to fight on the battlefield for many years, if it wasn't for this king who is used to seeing blood flow into seas... If it wasn't for me... ... If it wasn't...!" Shangguan Yunyan burst into tears, "If this king hadn't experienced a change of dynasty, and hadn't seen his brother kill his mother with his own eyes... This king treats this world as well as everyone in this world. Like you, you have kind thoughts in your heart... People have to go through some sadness before they become cruel and violent...!"

Ling Xiaodao was shocked and pained when he heard the words; Shangguan Yunyan's mother, the imperial concubine, was actually killed by her own son, Shangguan Xuanlie!And Shangguan Yunyan actually saw it with his own eyes, and even led the army for decades for this mother-killing son!
Ling Xiaodao didn't want to talk to Shangguan Yunyan at first, at least until she had figured it out, she didn't want to talk to Shangguan Yunyan, but when she heard him say, "People have to go through some sadness before they become cruel. It won't become violent." The pain in his heart was severe, and he couldn't bear it any longer, turned over and sat up, and threw himself into Shangguan Yunyan's arms.

Howling cried loudly: "Don't say it, don't say it! I know, I won't lose my temper with you anymore!"

Shangguan Yunyan patted her on the back and wept softly, "I don't want to win your sympathy by saying this now. I just want to tell you that my heart has already been extremely cold because of these old things. Xue, refined to be invulnerable to all poisons; but Ying'er, you are not extremely poisonous, you are a rib that hurts in this king's heart; this king can ignore anyone and everything; only you, Ying'er, this king only has you, this king really has only you, this king regards you more than his own life; therefore, you let this king Zensheng feel at ease with that Leng Jiaxin."

Shangguan Yunyan's affectionate words, hearing Ling Xiaodao's ears, felt extremely moved and extremely painful; yes, no one is born cruel and violent, the reason why he slandered Mr. Leng wanted to kill him with an excuse. Leng Jiaxin, because all thoughts in his mind are lost, he only cares about himself and misses himself in his heart; therefore, he wants to avoid troubles in the future and eliminate this threat first; I figured it was understandable; after all, he did it because he loved himself.

(End of this chapter)