Love Healing Manual

Chapter 117 Envy

Chapter 117 Envy
Lin Ze was undoubtedly suppressing the urge to ask directly. He looked at the puzzled expression on his senior's face and only looked away after a long time, trying to calm himself down a little.

The restless mind quickly calmed down; deep breathing was very helpful.

The question that had troubled him for countless days was finally answered, and Lin Ze proved that his judgment was correct.

If he could now verify this with Ayane Kitagawa, he would be able to connect all his fragmented guesses.

However, the only thing related to the illness that wasn't considered holistically is the reflection on subjectivity.

Of course, human subjectivity is replaceable, as Lin Ze has already demonstrated and found a lot of authoritative information, but it is somewhat difficult to connect it with the senior's current illness.

Whether it is a personality disorder or a dissociative mental illness, they are inextricably linked to subjective consciousness. However, the question becomes more complex: does the illness affect subjectivity, leading to the need for "authority" to replace it, or is it that the lack of subjectivity in the first place leads to the illness, thus requiring "authority"?

"Master, what's wrong..." Kitagawa Ayane saw Lin Ze's troubled thoughts and finally couldn't help but whisper.

"Thinking about something."

"Ok."

Seeing that Lin Ze's mind was not on her at all, Kitagawa Ayane could only get up and lightly pull out a chair to sit down. In front of her was a laptop with its screen lit up, and the courseware had not yet started playing.

Miyagi always thought she had a great relationship with Lin Ze and that she held a very important place in Lin Ze's heart.

but.

Only she knows the anxieties and uncertainties she feels.

Generally, Lin Ze only shows gentleness and care when implementing new "treatment methods," but that can hardly be considered affection. Even if it were just a lab rat, as long as it could be used for experimental treatment, Lin Ze would probably take good care of it, given his personality.

This reflects an emphasis on and pursuit of treatment methods, only this time it has been applied to her.

Think of this.

Kitagawa Ayane couldn't help but feel a little disappointed. She lowered her eyes and after a while looked at her schoolbag.

In the second compartment of the backpack was a trophy. She had won third prize in a speech contest, and the other party mailed it to her after making a phone call. Although it wasn't a particularly great honor, she still felt encouraged.

Before coming to Lin Ze's house, Kitagawa Ayane hesitated while packing her things in the one-bedroom apartment, considering whether or not to bring the trophy with her.

She admitted that she wanted Lin Ze to see it; this shady idea was subtly at play.

In the end, it was brought.

As Kitagawa Ayane's thoughts drifted away, the sound of scribbling came from behind her. Lin Ze had already immersed himself in his studies, completely absorbed in the ocean of knowledge.

This subtle sound.

Kitagawa Ayane gradually calmed down. She picked up the headphones next to her, plugged them into the computer, spread out her notes, and told herself that she must also work hard and do her best.

You must strive to be a person of value.

in this way.

Bathed in soft light, a warm and harmonious scene unfolds.

The two sat back to back, each busy with their own things, the only sound in the silence being the rustling of pens on paper.

Occasionally, a page would be turned over.

The Tokyo night grew even deeper.

……

"Madam called to urge you, Miss, what do you think?"

A terrace on a high-rise building.

As the evening breeze blew, Miyagi Suzuo lay quietly on the sofa, covered with a warm blanket, reading medical records related to her speech on her phone.

Even while under surveillance, she couldn't neglect the group lessons she had agreed upon with Lin Ze.

It's important to know that Lin Ze took this speech very seriously. All three of them had their own tasks, and only by working together could they stand out from all the other groups.

Heijo Tomoko respectfully handed over the phone, which Miyagi Suzuo then took.

He casually said on the phone, "Okay, I'll be right back."

She then hung up the phone.

Heijo Tomoko didn't look up at her young mistress. Actually, she had something to say about Kitagawa Ayane's hospital visit. Tomoko wasn't sure about this important information yet, and getting the real medical records would require some effort.

She wanted to wait until she was absolutely certain before telling her young mistress.

however.

After finishing the phone call.

Miyagi Suzuo didn't move. She continued searching for research papers on her phone, her notes spread out on the blanket. She would occasionally jot down a few notes, and in the past half hour, she had already written two or three pages of densely packed content.

Occasionally, a gentle evening breeze would blow, lifting the corners of the notebook pages.

At this point, Miyagi Suzuo would first brush aside the strands of hair that were obstructing her vision, then press down a corner with the edge of her palm and continue writing.

Tomoko Heisei waited quietly to the side, not daring to urge him.

After a short while, Suzuo Miyagi felt that it was about time. She closed her notebook, lifted the blanket, got up, and walked to the edge of the terrace.

The lights of Tokyo danced on this night. The woman with the most beautiful profile did not choose to wrap her clothes tighter when the cool wind blew. She just stared silently at the window on the second floor of Lin's Restaurant that emitted a soft light.

Her chestnut-brown hair fluttered as the girl turned around.

Tokyo is a paradise for conglomerates, where they can exercise their power to change the rules without limit.

If Suzuo Miyagi wanted, half of Tokyo's lights would be turned on or off for her.

She wasn't satisfied with having so much.

On the contrary, it is what that woman has now that she envies.

……

In the bedroom.

Lin Ze lost track of time, so engrossed in his intense focus that he almost forgot how much time had passed.

When he finally breathed a sigh of relief, finished organizing the first draft of his speech, and checked the time, it was already past 10 p.m.

Lin Ze stretched and turned his head away.

Back to back, Kitagawa Ayane was still studying diligently. Perhaps because she was wearing headphones, she didn't hear Lin Ze's movements.

For more than an hour, the senior student didn't move an inch, staying obediently in her seat, which surprised Lin Ze.

Before the senior arrived, Lin Ze had already anticipated that if the two were in the same room, it might affect his studies. This was understandable, since Ayane was very dependent on him.

As long as it's not too outrageous, Lin Ze can tolerate it for the sake of the points.

The other party performed quite well, which was beyond my expectations.

For the first time, Lin Ze was quite impressed with his senior.

He quietly walked up behind his senior and carefully looked at the content on the computer screen. The screen displayed clear statistical data charts, which seemed to be imported and analyzed using software; it looked quite complex.

However, as Lin Ze watched intently, a faint murmur could be heard.

You really can't hear it unless you listen carefully.

Kitagawa Ayane-senpai seemed to be humming something, entertaining herself, her shoulders occasionally shaking, and her head-shaking and swaying appearance was incredibly cute and adorable.

Gradually.

He also heard the lyrics of the song.

"Woof woof woof~"

"Shaking the bell~"

"The bones smell delicious!"

"His saliva is practically glowing!"

The childish lyrics were so cringeworthy that Lin Ze was completely baffled.

"The puppy woof woof woof woof~"

"Jingle bells~"

"Sit in the basket, let's go far away together~"

"The bicycle wobbles and wobbles and wobbles~"

"The bells swing, swing, swing, swing~"