Love Healing Manual

Chapter 105 Calm
One thing that Miyagi Suzuo couldn't understand at all was why Lin Ze and that woman named Kitagawa Ayane were developing their relationship so quickly.

That's completely illogical.

She had noticed this before, but wasn't particularly perceptive; now, she suddenly realized it.

This tastes really wrong.

It hasn't been that long, and they've already taken her home!
Even in the throes of passionate love, things shouldn't move this fast, right?
Where is the reserve and shyness that young boys and girls should have?
This Kitagawa Ayane is incredibly frivolous. She must have asked to go to Lin Ze's house, and Lin Ze couldn't refuse her. He was so bothered by her that he had no choice but to agree.

After all, Kitagawa Ayane was born with a deceptively endearing face.

As Miyagi Suzuo gritted her teeth, the image of her senior's face involuntarily surfaced in her mind, crystal clear—her beautiful eyes, delicate features, and seemingly innocent and charming expression.

People who pretend to be innocent are truly disgusting, aren't they? They always make people feel like others are bullying or pressuring them, while they themselves are completely innocent, when in reality that's not the case at all.

Last time at the coffee shop.

Miyagi Suzuo was able to see every single eyelash and even every pore of Kitagawa Ayane face to face; she had seen through the surface and grasped the true nature of that woman.

“There’s a problem.” At the luxurious dining table, Suzuo’s eyes gradually narrowed, becoming extremely long and narrow.

Whenever she makes this expression, it means she's in a very bad mood.

At first, Suzuo was indeed fearless, but now she realizes that this is simply not going to work.

Although the other party genuinely didn't understand Lin Ze's illness, which is why she kept getting closer to him, unaware of the harm she would suffer in the future and only greedy for the current love, getting too close would definitely cause problems—the problem being that she, as a potential girlfriend and potential fiancée, couldn't stand it anymore.

Why should she lend her own husband to someone else?!

The Lin Ze she knew was not the kind of man who would casually flirt with others.

There must be a secret hidden in this.

Suzuo Miyagi's mind raced as she meticulously considered every possibility. Every young girl is very sensitive when it comes to matters of the heart.

She was the only one who knew about Lin Ze's illness, and she had also read his diary.

It is known that Lin Ze suffers from periodic amnesia and forgets people with whom he has a deep emotional connection. This amnesia follows a pattern, or rather, whenever the emotional connection he experiences reaches its limit, the amnesia will occur naturally—this is what he himself described in his diary.

And the person closest to me is another woman.

Miyagi Suzuo also knew that he was the only family member that Lin Ze valued in his life, an indispensable emotional link.

So even if he forgets his parents and many emotional ups and downs in his life, the woman he is currently living with will never be forgotten.

Years ago, during their innocent early romance, and later during the amnesia period, Lin Ze may have subconsciously weighed the importance of the two emotional connections, and Miyagi Suzuo knew that she had been forgotten.

She could understand that, after all, she was still a little worse off than her relatives.

Is there a possibility?
She is Suzuo Miyagi.

It has been forgotten.

Lin Ze had always loved her deeply, but due to his illness, he could only search for what he was missing in his subconscious, and then Kitagawa Ayane appeared.

The senior student is her substitute!

Miyagi Suzuo felt that this was very likely; Lin Ze had not fallen in love with Ayane-senpai, but was simply treating her as a reflection of her past self.

Otherwise, how can we explain why Lin Ze, who is usually indifferent, is so nice to his senior?

Perhaps they are just searching for the feeling of first love.

After thinking for a moment longer.

Suzuo Miyagi's bright eyes dimmed.

She then realized that this idea, while seemingly reasonable, was actually unreasonable.

Because she stayed by Lin Ze's side the whole time, he ended up finding a replacement and became incredibly cold towards her...

It still doesn't make sense.

There was complete silence around the brightly lit dining table.

After a long pause, she made a decision.

"Stop spying on Lin Zejun. He's a very smart man. If your surveillance is discovered one day, it will definitely provoke his resentment," Miyagi Suzuo sighed.

"I will keep Miss's instructions in mind," the subordinate said, bowing with his head down.

"How about I take over the surveillance myself?"

Miyagi Suzuo slowly stood up, her face full of seriousness.

……

the other side.

The second floor of the fried pork chop shop.

Lin Ze, whose cooking skills were only "passable," got to experience being a master chef to his heart's content, with dedicated staff assisting him.

All that could be heard were commands being issued from the kitchen.

Kitagawa Ayane-senpai was constantly busy, spinning around in circles.

Garlic slices.

"Salt."

"It consumes a lot of fuel."

"Two bowls."

With someone helping out, Lin Ze only needed to stand in front of the gas stove and didn't have to move at all, which strangely felt quite satisfying. In no time, two dishes were ready: stir-fried vegetables and braised prawns.

There were also some rice balls in the refrigerator, which he took out as well.

In less than half an hour, the meal was ready. Lin Ze sat down on the sofa, while the obedient Kitagawa Ayane brought over two servings of rice and placed them on the coffee table.

She looked at Lin Ze timidly.

The rice was steaming hot, and the aroma of the food filled the living room, making one's mouth water.

"Let's eat."

"Ok."

As soon as Lin Ze finished speaking, Kitagawa Ayane nodded and subconsciously knelt down on the carpet by the sofa, facing Lin Ze directly.

There are no chairs in the living room.

She picked up her rice bowl, slightly reserved, and didn't even reach for the chopsticks on the table.

He raised his eyes.

Kitagawa Ayane noticed that Lin Ze was looking at her.

The senior student was kneeling in the standard posture.

Her soles were facing upwards, her pantyhose showing slight wrinkles, and her buttocks were pressed against her legs, the hem of her skirt like a blooming black flower covering her thighs and buttocks.

"In my home, we don't usually have the Japanese etiquette. Just sit down and eat."

"Is that so?" Kitagawa Ayane suddenly realized.

Oh right, Lin Ze and his family are all Chinese. No wonder she felt something was off as soon as she walked in.

There's a painting hanging in the entryway, the sofa is facing the TV, and there's even an embroidery on the wall with the words "Harmony in the family brings prosperity" paired with delicate pink peonies.

She hurriedly got up, took small steps to Lin Ze's side, and sat down on the sofa.

She nestled her little bottom against the soft sofa, close to Lin Ze.

"Let's get started."

"Thank you for the treat, I'll start eating now." Kitagawa Ayane gave him a rare, playful smile.

Unfortunately.

The only response she received was Lin Ze's indifferent expression.

After picking up the rice bowl.

Kitagawa Ayane first picked up a piece of vegetables with her chopsticks and placed it on her rice. Then she began to eat her rice in small bites, eating quietly, feeling incredibly sweet inside because of this small moment of closeness.

in the past.

While having lunch in the equipment room.

Lin Ze never let her get too close; the two of them stood on opposite sides, as if separated by the Milky Way.

They did not speak or communicate during that time.

This is the distance she truly desires—able to hear even the slightest movement he makes beside her, the hem of her skirt brushing against his trousers.

He is sometimes distant, sometimes close, sometimes cold, sometimes warm.

So captivating.

If Lin Ze were to turn his head at this moment and carefully observe Kitagawa Ayane's ears through her long hair, he would definitely notice that the tips of her ears are red.

"It's 12:30 now, so we can save a lot of time and have a rest after lunch."

"Yes, yes, thank you for your hard work these past few days, Dr. Lin. You've taken such good care of me. Although saying this is not enough to comfort me, please let me do more things like today's to save Dr. Lin's time."

"You've been doing well lately," Lin Ze said calmly. "If you continue like this, I believe it's only a matter of time before you fully recover."

All beginnings are hard.

As long as we lay a good foundation for our senior, her critical condition will drop rapidly.

Moreover, it must be said that Kitagawa Ayane is now able to live like a normal person. She is becoming more and more adept at resisting hallucinations and no longer has the fear of feeling powerless as before.

"Have you noticed that as long as you're with me," Lin Ze felt this was a good time to communicate, so he said softly, "even without any treatment, you feel very relaxed and almost don't feel the presence of the illness?"

Hear the words.

Kitagawa Ayane was slightly taken aback.

"Yes! I do feel great right now, and I have a sense of peace in my heart without even realizing it."

It wasn't like this before; the effects of the illness are constant, and she's always worried that it will ruin her entire life in Tokyo.

But I haven't had that thought recently.

To put it another way, as long as she was with Lin Ze, her heart was supported.

It won't suddenly fly up and fall down, nor will it get hot and then cold.

As long as she was by Lin Ze's side, she had nothing to worry about.

This feels good.

Lin Ze's reminder made her think of all the changes, and she couldn't help but feel a sense of wonder, as if an invisible link was connecting the two of them. He selflessly shared that peace, which made her feel at peace as well.

(End of this chapter)