I am weak and friendly

Chapter 302 I understand!

That night, Tang Yiping couldn't fall asleep for a long time.

Although he sent Charon to keep an eye on Bao Ge, Tang Yiping would dream of Bao Ge falling from the building and landing face down on the ground floor of Qihang Building, turning into an abstract painting.

Sometimes, he would still see that little girl, Yumo.

No matter what, he had gone too far, actually using the same tricks that Master Tang used on him when he was a child to deal with her, making her feel the overwhelming fatherly love from Master Tang.

Hearing the creaking sound from the sofa next to him, Tang Yiping knew that his brother Ban was also awake.

He and his brother, each on a sofa, stared wide-eyed, deep in thought.

Unable to sleep, Tang Yiping turned over and asked Brother Ban, "Brother Ban, why do you think Brother Bao is so depressed? It's not like he just found out his daughter isn't his biological child. Before, when our company was struggling so much, almost starving, he didn't even think about dying. Now our company is doing so well, it won't go bankrupt, we've secured investment, and the company will probably get better and better in the future. Why is he suddenly so depressed again?"

Even though meeting Lin Duo was a shock to him, he had already punched Lin Duo a few times, so he had vented his anger, hadn't he?

"Brother Ban, what would you do if you encountered something like this?" Tang Yiping asked Brother Ban.

Brother Ban hesitated, "Divorce? A man in his forties can still start over..."

"What about Yu Mo?"

"Sigh..." Brother Ban sighed, "She's not the only child from a single-parent family."

Also.

but……

Tang Yiping put himself in that shoes.

What if one day you suddenly find out that Master Tang is not your biological father?

Master Tang no longer wanted himself and decided to commit suicide...

No, I can't take it.

If even a grown man like myself can't handle it, what will happen to a young girl?

"Oh dear, what a troublesome thing!" Tang Yiping scratched his head frantically.

“Isn’t that life?” Ban said. “We can only take care of ourselves, we can’t control others… What can you do? You can’t make her your own child, can you?”

Yes, some things, if you start off on the wrong path, you can never get them right.

After all, life is irreversible.

“We can’t control what other people do, let’s focus on helping Bao Ge get through this,” Ban Ge said. “You shouldn’t always try to help everyone. You’re not a god.”

Yes, you can't help everyone.

All they can do now is keep Bao Ge alive. They can deal with the rest later. There's always a way out in life.

The question is, why would Brother Bao attempt suicide at this time?

If you knew what Bao Ge was thinking, you would understand.

and many more……

Tang Yiping suddenly thought of something.

[Heartbroken!]
The weakness I learned from Brother Bao.

This weakness is probably the most terrifying "weakness" that Tang Yiping has learned so far.

After getting infected with this, one becomes obsessed with dying and can't think of anything else.

He lost control and jumped off the building.

The process was incredibly dangerous. If Tang Yiping hadn't been able to break free from this weakness, there would have been two abstract paintings on the ground floor of the Qihang Building.

That kind of gloom was terrifying. Even without activating it, just recalling that scene made Tang Yiping feel his mood instantly darken and he felt extremely uncomfortable.

Therefore, even after discovering this weakness, Tang Yiping subconsciously avoided it and never recalled it again.

But at this moment, Tang Yiping suddenly remembered this weakness.

Perhaps I really do know what Bao-ge was thinking back then.

Because what he had learned was Bao Ge's weakness. Tang Yiping thought for a moment, took a deep breath, and said to Brother Ban, "Brother Ban, I need to do something. If I do anything strange later, just hold me down."

Ban Ge: "???"

“I can’t explain it,” Tang Yiping said.

“There are a lot of things you can’t explain,” Ban said.

Well, I got criticized by my own master.

That's true. I do all sorts of strange and weird things every day. It's only because my own master didn't sell me to a laboratory for dissection.

"Okay, I got it. I'll keep an eye on you," Ban said, sitting up.

Tang Yiping took a deep breath, and then...

Weakness: [Despair], activated!
In an instant, Tang Yiping felt as if he had returned to that state of utter despair.

Everything in the world has lost its meaning.

An idea lingered in Tang Yiping's mind:
"Die, just die... What's the point of knowing? You can't change anything. Why not die with Brother Bao? Two people dying together can keep each other company, and maybe even carpool on the way to the underworld."

"Hmm... how should I die? Jumping off a building? That's a good way to die, but what if I'm lucky enough to survive falling from the 8th floor? Oh no, I just told Brother Ban to hold me down if I make any unusual movements. Even if I wanted to die now, I couldn't escape Brother Ban's interference, after all, I'm an SMA patient... I need to think carefully about how to die... I have to do it when Brother Ban isn't paying attention..."

Deep within these chaotic thoughts, Tang Yiping's consciousness seemed to be submerged underwater, and he felt like complaining.

No, it's quite humorous to carpool on the road to the underworld while feeling utterly hopeless.

Moreover, they have a very meticulous mind and know how to discuss strategies.

very scary.

It's not the weakness of "recklessly seeking death" or "recklessly seeking death," but rather a very purposeful kind of death, as if "the ultimate goal is to die."

At this moment, Tang Yiping was really glad that he was an SMA patient, unable to walk and with little strength.

Otherwise, he might have jumped up right now and banged his head against the wall, killing himself.

Long live SMA!
Said good, SMA!

Wait, can I die from SMA?

It's too slow. Is there any way to make SMA develop rapidly?

Roll, roll, roll... roll out of my deepest thoughts!

Tang Yiping realized that he couldn't let his guard down. This "heart as cold as ashes" was truly terrifying; it could even infiltrate his subconscious and influence him.

The key now is to figure out what Brother Bao is really thinking. Don't let your own thoughts influence this feeling of utter despair; instead, start thinking again.

Forget it, this attempt at "Heartbroken" is ruined. Let's quit and start over!
Tang Yiping suddenly struggled, breaking free from the influence of "heart as cold as ashes," and then took a few deep breaths.

That dim feeling was truly terrifying.

He took a few more breaths, gritted his teeth, and activated [Heart of Despair] once more.

This time, he forcibly controlled his thoughts and immersed himself in the state of "heart as cold as ashes".

At that moment, he seemed to transform into Brother Bao, who was determined to die.

The struggle and pain of finding out that her daughter is not her biological daughter.

He struggles and feels disgusted every day when facing his cheating wife.

Furthermore, there was the huge drop in his career, and the inexplicable loss of all his achievements.

What kind of person is Lin Duo? Not only does he show off in front of me, he even dares to cheat on me...

Why has my life become so miserable? My first half of life was so glorious...

"Wait, wait, wait, wait..." Sensing Bao Ge's thoughts, Tang Yiping was shocked. "Exit, exit, exit, exit!"

"What the heck!" Tang Yiping suddenly sat up from the sofa. "I understand!"

Then Ban suddenly pounced on him, grabbed him, and pushed him back onto the sofa.

(End of this chapter)